Meeksauce

I had a real awakening

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I just took 4 tabs of lsd and grabbed some amazing insights for you all. Yes, Solipsism is true and everything Leo says is correct. I verified this to be absolutely impossible for it to not be true through direct experience. I made a forum a while ago attempting to debunk solipsism, and I acknowledge I was wrong. You guys should listen to Leo more instead of trying to refute him all day like me. Anyways, the bulk of what I wanted to get at with this is that God is a GENIUS. GENIUS is baked into the way reality is designed, and God has an intellect and even sense of humor not so different to us humans. He is constantly showering us in love using the most subtle yet effective means possible, and everything in your life happens so you can awaken deeper and deeper to God. God fragmented itself off to forget what it was like to be God, and is slowly feeding itself reminders until it remembers. I know it sounds like I'm just re-hashing everything Leo says but MAN it feels good to finally gain these realizations for myself. It's really all true and it's the most amazing thing! Because solipsism is true, your thoughts are directly intertwined with reality and how it interacts and responds to you. God is CONSTANTLY communicating to you, it's just a matter of whether you're able to hear it/listen to it. There is so much staggering genius put into every minute nook and cranny of reality, that it defies all possibility. Anyways that's my two cents on how everything works. I hope all of you will be able to realize these things for yourself because man it feels great when you do.

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Replace the I AM dream with God and it is so. Everything else is just nothing being everything including your awakening. It's the dream of separation which is also the dream of I AM. I AM is all there is in that reality and that is Solipsism. There is only the I AM to itself. Without the I AM there is only what is, being.

Look into every nook and cranny of what you said and that's the construction of the I AM to a tee except the God forgetting who it is part. God didn't forget anything you are remembering as the dream. The dream is storytelling to itself. The dream has awakened to itself, but it doesn't realize it's a dream.

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What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. 

 

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19 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Replace the I AM dream with God and it is so. Everything else is just nothing being everything including your awakening. It's the dream of separation which is also the dream of I AM. I AM is all there is in that reality and that is Solipsism. There is only the I AM to itself. Without the I AM there is only what is, being.

Look into every nook and cranny of what you said and that's the construction of the I AM to a tee except the God forgetting who it is part. God didn't forget anything you are remembering as the dream. The dream is storytelling to itself. The dream has awakened to itself, but it doesn't realize it's a dream.

Do you get high off tearing down people's legitimate awakenings? You clearly have no idea what you're talking about. God is existing as a greater being and finite self simultaneously. You are lost in a world of ideas. I'm curious as to how anything I said constructs a sense of self for me, and why that would even be a bad thing if it were true.

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18 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

Do you get high off tearing down people's legitimate awakenings? You clearly have no idea what you're talking about. God is existing as a greater being and finite self simultaneously. You are lost in a world of ideas. I'm curious as to how anything I said constructs a sense of self for me, and why that would even be a bad thing if it were true.

I never said anything was bad. Just the fact you interpreted it as me saying it was bad without me saying anything was bad and shouldn't be the case, speaks for itself. Those words in your comment speaks for themselves. The adjectives you use, as in "tearing down", "get a high off" and telling me I have no idea what I'm talking about. Nobody does. These are just words uttering themselves. Without an interpreter, they ate useless. I will quote what I mean when I say construct and break it down for you. I will do that separately. Just keep in mind there is no actual separation and this is timeless and boundless and free and whole.

 

 

 

 


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Sounds good. However, let me ask you: after all the phenomena, the drama, the experience, the state change, memory, and so on, what are you conscious of now that you weren't of before? 

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7 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

I never said anything was bad. Just the fact you interpreted it as me saying it was bad without me saying anything was bad and shouldn't be the case, speaks for itself. Those words in your comment speaks for themselves. The adjectives you use, as in "tearing down", "get a high off" and telling me I have no idea what I'm talking about. Nobody does. These are just words uttering themselves. Without an interpreter, they ate useless. I will quote what I mean when I say construct and break it down for you. I will do that separately. Just keep in mind there is no actual separation and this is timeless and boundless and free and whole.

 

 

 

 

You have the logic of a third grader. I'm having a stroke trying to understand wtf it actually is you mean

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13 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

Sounds good. However, let me ask you: after all the phenomena, the drama, the experience, the state change, memory, and so on, what are you conscious of now that you weren't of before? 

That other people don't exist. I was pretty sure of it before, but now I'm absolutely sure, beyond a shadow of a doubt. I didn't think there could be a way to absolutely know but now I know there is. I'm also now conscious that God has an intellect and talks to us all the time. God defies what is and isn't possible.

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1 hour ago, Meeksauce said:

I verified this to be absolutely impossible for it to not be true through direct experience.

Verifying suggests separation and a person that verifies something other than it. Direct experience is an illusion because there is no direct in all there is and no real experience where there is no separate thing or person to have. This is immediacy already and cannot be truly experienced but only in the dream of separation.

1 hour ago, Meeksauce said:

God is a GENIUS. GENIUS is baked into the way reality is designed, and God has an intellect and even sense of humor not so different to us humans

Yes, the egoic separate structure is genius. It has emerged from Wholeness and appears as it's own design and is baked into it's own design. Without it there is nothing as in deep sleep. It emerged as a separate entity and from there geniosity of it building it's structure and design begins and that's why it also has an end. The ego is genius.

 

2 hours ago, Meeksauce said:

He is constantly showering us in love using the most subtle yet effective means possible, and everything in your life happens so you can awaken deeper and deeper to God

You are constantly looking for love and showering yourself with love. Everything you do is out of love using the most subtle yet seeming effective means possible as in sex, romance, money, addictions, desire, cravings, yearnings, wantings, etc.etc these are ways the person showers itself with love and everything in your life is there to keep you in the dream deeper and deeper as the I AM.

 

2 hours ago, Meeksauce said:

MAN it feels good to finally gain these realizations for myself. It's really all true and it's the most amazing thing! Because solipsism is true, your thoughts are directly intertwined with reality and how it interacts and responds to you. God is CONSTANTLY communicating to you, it's just a matter of whether you're able to hear it/listen to it.

To gain these realizations for yourself is correct. Only for yourself because you are all there is in your own dream reality, hence Solpisism. Solipsism is only true for you as the dream. There is no other only empty bodies. Thoughts are now owned and is intertwined with the dream; and of course, now they only respond to you. Everything now is personal for the person even thoughts which are simply another happening and appearing just like clouds and a banana. The dream thinks it's thinking. It relates to everything personally even thoughts. 

2 hours ago, Meeksauce said:

God is CONSTANTLY communicating to you, it's just a matter of whether you're able to hear it/listen to it. There is so much staggering genius put into every minute nook and cranny of reality, that it defies all possibility

Yes, aren't you always communicating with yourself. Every moment, every sec is a communication with yourself. You're always communicating with yourself even when there seems to be communication with others as there are no others. It's a matter of are you listening. So much genius put into the construction of a self every nook and cranny exactly. That's the self. Every bit is the self construct. Every thought, idea, story, life experience, memory, all of it and it defies all possibility.


What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. 

 

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11 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

That other people don't exist. I was pretty sure of it before, but now I'm absolutely sure, beyond a shadow of a doubt.

CORRECT. No one exists because there's simply no one. Not even you.


What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. 

 

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22 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

That other people don't exist. I was pretty sure of it before, but now I'm absolutely sure, beyond a shadow of a doubt. I didn't think there could be a way to absolutely know but now I know there is. I'm also now conscious that God has an intellect and talks to us all the time. God defies what is and isn't possible.

OK, it was likely an experience. Keep up looking into the matter! It depends on what you want to know, but the goal is usually to realize your nature first. Good luck.

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23 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

You have the logic of a third grader. I'm having a stroke trying to understand wtf it actually is you mean

"Tearing down" like you said I was doing to you, suggests a construction being torn down ISN'T IT. You see, you believe youre saying these words but they speak for themselves and that's why the construct used words like "tearing down" without being conscious of it's implication. Energy can read energy. There's something within energy that can resonate with itself. That's what I'm doing with you even though there's no me and no you.

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What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. 

 

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I never said you didn't have an awakening. The only awakening that can take place is the dream awakening to itself. NOTHING, which is God/Absolute/All there is, cannot awaken to itself because it is everything. "Awaken to" is duality, which is not really happening but only to an observer. The person that was born and will die is the one that awakened, it actually didn't awaken it fell asleep. Now it's awake again without the substance.


What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. 

 

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12 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

OK, it was likely an experience. Keep up looking into the matter! It depends on what you want to know, but the goal is usually to realize your nature first. Good luck.

I did realize my nature as God on this trip

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You are right, though. I will leave you be in your dream world and solipsistic reality of no other and let you marinate in that. Why am i spoiling that. I will stay in mine where i leave the "no other" alone. Sorry to intervene. You seem mad. 

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14 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

You are right, though. I will leave you be in your dream world and solipsistic reality of no other and let you marinate in that. Why am i spoiling that. I will stay in mine where i leave the "no other" alone. Sorry to intervene. You seem mad. 

I'm the one spoiling for you that your words have no bearing in reality. If you reread your sentences again, you will see that they make no sense logically. You're saying that there is no self, but there is also a cosmic self. There either is or isn't one, you have to choose. It's like you're trying to tell me I have no experience at all, when I clearly do. Ahhh but now I can't say "I" have an experience! It's just experience-experiencing! I know how you nondual ideologues think. You're literally critiquing the way I framed my argument, as if me saying the word "I" magically invalidates whatever I said. I'm experiencing it, experience is experiencing it, there is no difference. There is a strange loop relationship between "I" and experience itself and that is how self and God are directly intertwined.

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Moses says I am, Princess Arabia there is no I to say that. Bro you arguing with Moses. Its neo adivita drone talk.

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Sometimes it's the journey itself that teaches/ A lot about the destination not aware of/No matter how far/
How you go/How long it may last/Venture life, burn your dread

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14 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

I'm the one spoiling for you that your words have no bearing in reality.

The I AM is it's own reality. There's nothing you can spoil for me because, you're right, these words have no bearing in reality. They are just words and there is no reality outside of me. Literally. You will see that your awakening has no bearing either as it's back to being the "no me" that you are and will need another substance to go back to sleep. Nothing changes, it's back to the grind of being a me with its constructed tool kit. The me cannot escape itself because it's not even there and it cannot be God because God doesn't exist. God, if you would, is all there is so how can a me that doesn't exist awaken to all there is. I don't care what you say about this me, this me isn't there or here. 

 

 

 

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What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. 

 

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4 minutes ago, Hojo said:

Moses says I am, Princess Arabia there is no I to say that. Bro you arguing with Moses. Its neo adivita drone talk.

Lol. Of course. You don't want to die either. Thing is, youre not really alive so it's the dead talking to the dead as nothing. 


What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. 

 

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13 minutes ago, Meeksauce said:

If you reread your sentences again, you will see that they make no sense logically.

Sorry, but life doesn't make sense logically. It's the constructed me that needs for it to make sense logically. That's where sense-making comes in. The more I communicate with you, the more the construct reveals itself.

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What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. 

 

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1 hour ago, Princess Arabia said:

Sorry, but life doesn't make sense logically. It's the constructed me that needs for it to make sense logically. That's where sense-making comes in. The more I communicate with you, the more the construct reveals itself.

1 hour ago, Princess Arabia said:

Sorry, but life doesn't make sense logically. It's the constructed me that needs for it to make sense logically. That's where sense-making comes in. The more I communicate with you, the more the construct reveals itself.

1 hour ago, Princess Arabia said:

You are right, though. I will leave you be in your dream world and solipsistic reality of no other and let you marinate in that. Why am i spoiling that. I will stay in mine where i leave the "no other" alone. Sorry to intervene. You seem mad. 

You're on one

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