Higher conciousness will turn me into a "npc" ?

[Schizophonia]

It's something that happened to my main introducer into spirituality and somehow personnal developpment (Franck Lopvet).

He was deeply into spirituality (basically new age, advaita vedanta, neo advaida...) until to the point of suffering a minor stroke at an early age.

From then on, he became "bored" by spirituality without necessarily rejecting it, and gradually shifted from a non-dual, clairvoyant thinker (siddhis, which Maharshi regularly spoke about) to a much simpler, more down-to-earth paradigm.
Now, he mainly talks about romantic relationships and self-discovery in a down-to-earth and gentle manner, no longer uses any spiritual terminology, and quips here and there that "if your spirituality doesn't lead you to laugh with people at a barbecue, then it's completely useless."

 

It's something I've noticed about myself: the more I let myself go to a "higher frequency", the more I want to abandon most of my friends because I realize that I'm essentially with them through some kind of crappy karma.

Or even actualized, because there's no longer any point in seeking enlightenment, debating politics, masturbating to my traumas, or that sort of thing; it just seems heaby and useless, pathetic way to exist, libido felt in more tangible things (good food, exercise, money, nature, creativity, etc.) and if I have to invest myself libidinally in complicated subjects, it's done in a rigid, orderly, efficient way; and that very often annoys people.

In fact, I noticed that I wanted to stop having usernames and an avatar, just my face and my name, and that it triggered an additional aura of arrogance or something like that in some others people.

Very often it feels as if the most pleasant and balanced mirrors are actually normal people, often typically jocks (in my side); and the spiritual mirrors are much more, let's say, immature.

[Lyubov]

It’s called “emptiness sickness.” You eventually come out of it and come back down to earth. You want to fill your cup up with life and love, not non dual crap. You can go so far into yang you forget yin. There is an entire culture here that entirely disregards the form here and is completely oblivious to the fact that it is equally as spiritual and deep as the formless or whatever Shroom awakening they had. It’s the reason why the life purpose section is a joke here with no whales or anything, really the only guy who has actually done something big outside the forum is Leo himself. Most of the rest are young college aged bros who can’t get laid who then retreated into spirituality. If you are experiencing a body, with a name, and human responsibilities while reading this, improving your bank account or relationship is far more important than pumping your ass with 5meo dmt for the 100th time and is definitely not any less spiritual or “god” if you are open to awakening to this. I would be really honest with yourself over what you label as “high consciousness” and what that actually means, if anything. 

Edited May 29 by Lyubov

[Hojo]

Yes you dont have friends when you awaken. You are a lone wolf. Its the beginning of you and God. Once you have friends you will have no one to judge you but yourself and then you can stop that and then you dissapear.

Your buddy did his spiritual work before blowing through his karma. This is where all this comes from. You are going to turn into an npc but you are the npc loop wise. Basically its fighting not being yourself.

Where there are no troubles there is no you, thought wise.

I think when you start to be in the moment it will feel like a machine you created is actually working and you will feel blissful, like oh my God I actually dont have to think and its moving and talking and working by itself. Like something is catching you at each step.

You get to keep the thought of God tho so you can think just only about God.

Edited May 29 by Hojo

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

Well, regardless of the ammount of spiritual work you think you've done on yourself, or the kind of understanding you think you have, you will keep appearing as a human, with all the humaness that comes with that. There'a no escaping that