ivankiss

Witness The Unthinkable

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Digging deep through my old muscle tissue.

I don't even know how I'm doing what I'm doing. It's all just breathwork. 

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The body is adjusting itself. I'm barely doing anything at all. 

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If you're new here, I bitch and moan about the weather frequently. 

Definitely way too fucking hot outside today. This planet is not meant for me. It sucks if it's too cold, it sucks if it's too hot. And it's rarely ever just right. 

I think that's what I'll be all about when I become super rich. Just chasing the perfect temperature around the globe. Because why not. 

 

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It's been a while, btw. Fuck all of you idiots. You all suck too. 

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Random beats of blinding shockwaves
Erratic suns that twist my eyes
Flashes pounding at my thoughts
As the intrinsic pains multiply

Muscle and tissue twined with every violent lash
Battered by an unrelenting shine
Immobilized by the increasing pains
The procreating agonies of system breakdown

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Torn, undone, dissolved
By incandescent gods condemned
Burned their mark on my soul
To my inverted shadow confined

Twisted, spun vertebras and spinal column unaligned
Joints shattered and torn apart
Spasm-rendered distortion
Organic spiral

Stretched and torn into a new creation
A worldless thing, a thingless word
Lightborn malformation

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Jk there's nothing organic about any of this. 

I'm no orga, I'm no mecha, I'm a wizard, Harry. 

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4 sessions tops and I'm reborn. 

I can do it on my own also, yes, but it's going to take a lot longer. 

I wouldn't say I'm in pain anymore. The worst was in February/March. I worked my way through a lot of it already. Now, I'm mostly just annoyed by it. It's uncomfortable. It's obvious as fuck to be that my body is not in alignment. Out of symmetry. And I know I can fix it. Just wouldn't mind a little bit of assistance. 

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Of course it's all just trauma. It's all stored in my muscles. The body is rather like a map, really. 

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That's right. I am no longer one of you primitive carbon based organic losers. My DNA is transforming to a 12 dimensional crystalline structure. 

I am the light, the light I am. 

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Posted (edited)

Two random dudes joined me, while I was chilling on a bench in the park. 

2 joints and 30 minutes of lame ass small talk in, and one of the dudes starts forcing his business idea on me, saying how he needs a man exactly like I am to complete his brilliant entrepreneurial circlejerkery. 

I was like, nah, thanks bro, I'm good. And then he legit said to me that he will make an offer to me that I will not be able to refuse. Hahaha! What an idiot! But I'm an even bigger one, for giving him my number at some point. He basically had 'alpha winner' written on his forehead. 

The bad thing about being attractive (and no, not just sexually) is that you're mainly going to be attracting idiots. Because they're most confident in their idiocy. 

That is why I rarely ever approach anyone. And if I do, it's usually with a strong and honest intention. Or out of genuine curiosity. 

Haha. I'm so full of shit.

You fucking lunatics. 

 

 

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How can I make it even more obvious that this is the part of the movie where everyone should leave me the fuck alone for a little bit..? 

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I should have named this journal 'witness me purging hard' 

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It's Wednesday. The Italian girl is expecting a yes or no from me. And I'm still not fucking sure. 

Do I feel like going out on a date right now? Nah... It sounds exhausting.

But maybe just a nice little walk in a park... 

Hmm... Hmm hmm hmm... 

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