Witness The Unthinkable

[ivankiss]

It's not as shallow as it sounds, I promise. But the general idea for this summer is... make money, get bigger muscles, grow bigger balls, make music and collaborate with other cool musicians... and occasionally rock some girl's world. 

[ivankiss]

Then... Asia! Or something. 

Because fuck spending another winter here. 

[ivankiss]

At the seething and fiery center
He sits upon his ebon throne
Within his halls of darkness
Which no man has seen and survived the vision

No creation without destruction
No destruction without creation
To unmake a thing is to make another
Each time a thing is made another is destroyed

Endlessly he devours his own substance
For his hunger is insatiable
As he consumes his own wastes
After the custom of idiots

As he creates, so he destroys

 

[ivankiss]

One last push. 

[ivankiss]

This is but an echo of the same old bullshit, I promise. It will soon fade out. 

I must purge myself of this madness, once and for all. I must give it voice. I must give it time and space. A place to be. 

[ivankiss]

I must kill the king. 

This arrogant, self absorbed, narcissistic, grandiose, self righteous and entitled pretentious fuck, that I have become. 

[ivankiss]

Jk there is no self. 

[ivankiss]

I judge you as nasty and crazy and I am disgusted by your ways. But secretly, I envy you as well. Something in me also wants to be nasty and crazy. There is something disgusting in me too. No point hiding or denying it. 

[ivankiss]

We are so alike yet so fucking different. 

[ivankiss]

I'm still asleep. Still not alive. 

[Applegarden8]

19 hours ago, ivankiss said:

It's not as shallow as it sounds, I promise. But the general idea for this summer is... make money, get bigger muscles, grow bigger balls, make music and collaborate with other cool musicians... and occasionally rock some girl's world. 

Do you want to collab locally or you want to collab here maybe?

[ivankiss]

@Applegarden8 Right now, I am rollin' unplugged. So, for the time being, locally. But it's just a phase. 

[ivankiss]

Heh. I dreamed this city up. I designed it all from scratch, I kid you not. Years and years of careful orchestration in my mind. 

I am this place. 

[ivankiss]

Sometimes I can change the weather at will too. 

[ivankiss]

Jk change is illusion. 

[Applegarden8]

Ok, if you change ur mind I could do my or your ideas or the mix of them on the rythm guitar. I feel I am more to collab than ever.

[ivankiss]

@Applegarden8 You know I am down, I'm just always caught up in some kind of a storm, and I struggle to juggle it all at once. We'll keep in touch. 

[ivankiss]

@Applegarden8wtf is this bug, i cannot untag you. Lame. 

[ivankiss]

Apparently, every now and then, someone has to yell at you, for no reason at all, or worse, a stupid reason. It's ok. It's just something you'll have to learn to live with. 

Fuck those idiots. 

[ivankiss]

It's good to know that most attack from behind. Cowards.