Longing to be infinite

[emil1234]

We call carry longing. but longing for what? a cup of tea? coffee? junk food? Sex?a new computer?

A girlfriend? What is this longing. What does longing want. Where is it felt. 

Longing is felt as a blockage. An outpouring of energy which reaches its limit.

It comes in many varieties. But ultimately all longing points to the same thing. Relative abstractions masqurading as solutions to the problem of longing.

My longing to become infinite is absolute. I feel my bondage, my blockage, my limits to the bone. All of my being want to transcend them.

Im longing for something which I do not yet even know. I long for limitations to dissolve.

As I'm writing this I feel my connection to the infinite increase, as I'm completely immersed into the moment, currently longing nothing but the actual moment. To go deeper into it. An intimate love affair between my fingers touching my keyboard, and my mind intuitively generating this message.

intimacy with the moment. i require infinite expansion. 

 

 

[Sugarcoat]

Beautiful 

I remember myself when layers to the self shed. It feels very expansive and like you’re connected to something deeper

[Breakingthewall]

That's the way, you really have to want to penetrate trough the layer of the experience, open it to infinity. You have to let go everything ,then in some moment it will happen.