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Santiago Ram

Return to the clinic

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I have not relapsed. For a year i'm living in a halflway house.

Should I return just to do service?

It takes a long time, like a year, to start having enlightenment experiences, but I cannot achieve hyper-sobriety in 'society'.

Also, corruption and violence. But then again, inst that what society does at a MASSIVE scale?

So, should I return and study there?

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Holy Spirit, I REFUSE to do my S(elfish)atanic Will. Help me, for I strive to see your Kingdom.

[Matthew 16:24-25] 24 > “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.
25 For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.”

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@Leo Gura This is a big decision.

Should I return to the clinic for good and live there my whole life? Renounce to all worldly aspirations?

I had massive enlightenment experiences there the two times I was there


Holy Spirit, I REFUSE to do my S(elfish)atanic Will. Help me, for I strive to see your Kingdom.

[Matthew 16:24-25] 24 > “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.
25 For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.”

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Well, yes.


Holy Spirit, I REFUSE to do my S(elfish)atanic Will. Help me, for I strive to see your Kingdom.

[Matthew 16:24-25] 24 > “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.
25 For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.”

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But I still would like to know multiple points of view.


Holy Spirit, I REFUSE to do my S(elfish)atanic Will. Help me, for I strive to see your Kingdom.

[Matthew 16:24-25] 24 > “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.
25 For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.”

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@Judy2 who’s making it for him? He’s just asking him what he thinks.


Anyone who says they’re enlightened on this form in anyway is not, except me I am. 

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Yes, my other option is Travel.

Work and travel the world alone for a while and contemplate.


Holy Spirit, I REFUSE to do my S(elfish)atanic Will. Help me, for I strive to see your Kingdom.

[Matthew 16:24-25] 24 > “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.
25 For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.”

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