Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

38 minutes ago, Jannes said:

Anyway for spirituality I have got a few approaches but I dont think I really nailed it yet. I also dont know if its allowed to write my thoughts about it here. 

.krow ssenssuoicsnoc tuoba ylsuoivbo stI

 

.ssenssuoicsnoc dna thguoht neewteb noitcennoc eht gnivresbo ylsuocsoc tuoba stI

 

.ssenssuoicsnoc dna lavivrus neewteb noitcennoc eht gnivresbo ylsuocsnoc tuoba stI

 

.si ti sa ssenssuoicsnoc gnivresbo ylsuocsnoc tuoba stI

 

.taeskcab a ekat ot evah sthguoht ,gnik si ssenssuoicsnoc ,sdohte m rehto swollfnu ro ,dohtem niatrec a swollof osla tI

 

.gnihtseretni stah t tub ,huH

 

.ti ecuder nac yeht tub ,ssenssuoicsnoc hctac tnod sthguoht ,sgniht rehtO

 

.deecneirepxe ssenssuoicsnoc fo etats rehgih eht htiw erefretni tnow hcihw era sthguoht eht ylno taht yaw a ni neppah dluow gniredro taht dna sthguoht redro nac ssenssuoicsnoc taht ,dnuora yaw rehto eht seog ti taht dnuora yaw rehto eht seog ti taht elbissop eb osla thgim ti oS

 

.kcab ti gnignirb dna ,serutcip elohw a ot ti kcab gnignirb dna sliated eht lla tuoba esnes gnikam tuoba osla s’ti ,setats rehgih tuoba ylno ton s’ti neht tuB

 

[Jannes]

3 hours ago, Jannes said:

I still have emotional fuzz today. This is often the case in acting that from bullshitting in acting there is a lot processing going on afterwards but you dont really know where the emotions are coming from as they were made up. 

You also sacrifice certain healthy instincts to make acting work, you deliberetly unground yourself. In nomal non-acting interaction and conflict people often act from a place of groundedness, they unconsciously feel into what authentic to them or what they want to show off and that act from that place. For people who are into acting its a little different, they sacrificed this grounded base and turned it into a clay of bullshit which can be formed accordingly. It gives new options, but its also a bluff. 

I feel emotional again and this time I dont really know where its coming from, like if there is an actual reason for it or still just what acting stirred up.  Acting augh. 

[Jannes]

On 4.8.2025 at 3:57 PM, Jannes said:

Just cut my own hair. 🥳🥳🥳

Kinda messed up, as I didnt get what my hairstyle was. On my right side I didnt have a fade really, it was something else and I cut right over that with 9mm. The transition between top hair and sides isnt really a transition as well, its more of a cutoff. 

BUT!!! my sides look a lot better, I personally feel I look much more attractive. And that was pretty easy. Its only the first time, I am going to master this. If I do it 100% on my own, it saves me about 30 Euros a month and I dont think my haircut is that complicated. 

Added a sizor for cutting hair and cut a little. I didnt really get the pony right and I look just a little retarded. Imma perfect that as well!

[Jannes]

I cant decide if this is a piece of shit in his face or the coolest beard ever. I gues thats what competition can be on a high level, winning or loosing big.

I dont have the fullness of the beard below the mustache but I will give it a try as well.