Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

And its such a long time that I listened to Alan Watts holy shit!?!?

Thought about it at the spot today when the music and lights were just right. 

[Jannes]

1 minute ago, Yimpa said:

Woohoo, I’m the 2,000th post! 

Whoa, I filled 100 pages with my journal, thats a lot. 

[Yimpa]

Just now, Jannes said:

Whoa, I filled 100 pages with my journal, thats a lot. 

Don't stop writing, I'm a huge fan!  

[Yimpa]

51 minutes ago, Jannes said:

My Discord body doubling lounge will be critical tomorrow. Cant do without it. 

I have one as well! 

[Jannes]

18 hours ago, Yimpa said:

I have one as well! 

Nice, did it help you?

[Jannes]

I just realized how long I blocked the regular forum ... like a few weeks. 

Reading what Leo had to say was kind of a basic grounding thing to do every day. 

Well I made the experience before that the forum graps a lot of attention from me, so maybe I should keep locking it (except for the journal section) going forward. 

[Jannes]

My old theatre club has only 1 more event on its website. 

I heard from different people a few months ago that it was gonna go down and now winter is coming (its super cold there) so the timing fits right. 

Damn

Well I dont actually know whats up I can just guess so who knows

[Yimpa]

4 minutes ago, Jannes said:

Nice, did it help you?

Yep, we compliment each other very well! We are very different, but somehow our differences create something beautiful. We also have good communication and boundaries without having to force it. It’s a great match 

[Jannes]

Just now, Yimpa said:

Yep, we compliment each other very well! We are very different, but somehow our differences create something beautiful. We also have good communication and boundaries without having to force it. It’s a great match 

Oh thats great to hear!

I am always in a group so I dont have a partner but I tried 1 on 1 before and I found it can be very effective.

[Jannes]

I need a new setup for body doubling though. I want one where I dont look directly into the camera if I want to see other people. I look like I stare (which I do) but I feel like it would make people uncomfortable so I dont do it as often but that robs me from getting the full effect.

There is only so much I can do with my old iPad 6 though

[Jannes]

I found heaven, its finland

16 minutes ago, Jannes said:

Finland — Too Much Conversation

Two Finnish men are sitting in a sauna.

They sit there silently for three hours.

Finally, one man says:

“It’s getting warm.”

The other man looks at him.

“We came here to relax. You don’t have to start a conversation.”

[Yimpa]

10 minutes ago, Jannes said:

Oh thats great to hear!

[Jannes]

I cant get myself to do the university work, its so shitty. 

You kind of have to make it enjoyable for yourself I think, otherwise well .. you just aint gonna do it. 

But I dont know what I can do to make it more enjoyable for me... well maybe that should be my contemplation now. 

[Jannes]

Even medications couldnt bring me to do a whole lot. 

[Jannes]

1 hour ago, Jannes said:

I cant get myself to do the university work, its so shitty. 

You kind of have to make it enjoyable for yourself I think, otherwise well .. you just aint gonna do it. 

But I dont know what I can do to make it more enjoyable for me... well maybe that should be my contemplation now. 

I remember all the positive experiences I had with body doubling, I need to make it work again. Found a first solution now I jump with two discord accounts into the RV group, my iPad for the camera and my laptop for the screen. It kinda seems to work. 

Holy shit this little tweaks for my compensation strategies mean life and death (almost)

[Jannes]

I am so hyped about the new chinese rubber I bought for experimentation. Traditional chinese rubbers are harder and have less catapult but you can get the same and more spin if you play very active. My soft european tensor felt a bit like a crutch so I am very eager to try the chinese one out. 

Perhaps its more hype then anything else but perhaps not.