Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

Just now, Jannes said:

Wow, a girl I had a crush on in my old theatre club just blocked me on WhatsApp or turned off her profile picture and text. She changed her profile pic on my birthday drinking from a fancy glass. Its too much to explain in short here but I interpretate it as flirting ..

That will trigger me much more in the coming days then I can admit right now. It always has. 

Ending it completly is perhaps better. 

[Jannes]

My current gaming experience. 

Well I do need experience in all 3 aspects, but I can chat up girls and also have sex, the problem is the escalation itself. I have very little in my actual toolbox. Body contact in socially appropriate situations like laughter or hugs, escalation ladder, complimenting someones lips ...

But men I do feel dirty every time I am invested in game and let my psyche be corrupted by sex.