Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

I want someone to make sense of situation but in the end I have to do it on my own. 

I think the buttom line is that most people dont have healthy relationships, they lack love and they arent saints about relationship rules, if something better comes along that can be taken. 

For me that means I wont be understood if my moral standards are to high and also that I should carefully look for a gf. 

[Jannes]

Why is that beautiful? Why is that opening me up to painful emotions? How can a picture do that? 

[Jannes]

Well association but is that the end of the story ? ...

[Jannes]

I appreciate the honesty

 

I like the dudes outfit, the blue color match well

 

[Jannes]

Today an experience I made times and times again repeated. 

I wasnt really feeling it, not really getting into a social mood. And it felt like someone I am starting to get to know atm didnt even want to befriend me anymore. I felt pretty rejected. So I took some initiative and sat to a girl I was interested. And all of a sudden I was in a super social state. Being brave and possibly also feeling that I dont get everything handed to me. 

I wonder if there are strategies to get that faster. Like maybe I could deliberately do something I am usually uncomfortable with just to get into a social mood.