Finished the LP course

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Some early inspiration.

Cant pump out a lot of pictures with the free version. A more reduced version of the second one could be a good starter. The state its in fits into a intermediate state. 

 

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If this is a real T-Rex baby its kind of ugly.

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Just did 5-times my usual RV dose today with relative ease. Thanks to medication. Quality was really bad though. Actually I am questioning wether I even learned anything all this time. Will meet my coach tomorrow though. 

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I think there is an inner switch I can turn around from introverted to extroverted. 
Usually when someone wants something from me when I am in an introverted state I have a hard time to do it. I noticed however that when I consciously make a switch in my brain from inside to basking on the outside social world its much easier, even enjoyable for me. 

Curious how far that insight will bring me. 

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Men I absolutely hated the situation I was in just now. 

 

So I got late to university (just in time) and had to choose between two seats. My standard one last time or to the left. I would have sat in the middle but I needed to choose so I sat on my standard seat. That was so weird though, I kind of have a weird connection with the guy, where I kind of stealed his friend. And I liked the girl on the left as well. But somehow out of diplomacy or whatever I choose to sit next to him. And it felt weird the whole time. He also seemed a bit weirded out about it. Ffs everyone would be more comfortable if I just stood to what I wanted. Next time it will be extra weird because then not sitting next to him would signal that I didn't enjoy our last encounter. 

This is I think a very specific and narrow set of problems I have which could be tackled very accurately.

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Damnit I was like 4min late to my RV session with my coach. I only got him like every 2-3 weeks for a short coaching, so that is valueable time and seems disrespectful on my end. 

 

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Anyway it didnt go well. I should do 50 targets with 5 questions each for the next time. 

Wait thats not to bad, I do 15 targets with 1 questions a day usually. 

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I have a complete hyperfocus on this video game right now. My thoughts always drift to it. 

I could give it a go. 

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Oh no, I found a new way to indulge in watching youtube videos. If I remember the title I can type it in, switch to video, click on the video and then the blocker sets in. But I will have the link in time to copy in here.