Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

On 23.3.2026 at 11:29 AM, Jannes said:

My experience with Malt so far. 

 

So first time 4mg was by far the strongest experience, in the come up that is. These waves of flying through hyperspace. 

 

Yesterday 4mg and the come up was completely different. None of that infinity energy, but some uncomfortable feelings at first. The music had a big impact, I switched to a more fun track and the whole trip changed. 

 

Today 6mg and the come up might have been the easiest so far. Basically no discomfort. I thought a lot about my past self. I thought that I touched true love once and kind of built my identity around it. That's why it is so hard to deconstruct, maybe only really at higher states of consciousness. And there was so much love and idealism in my heart which I let go from over time. It was a bit of a shock, a bit of a flood to those energy reserves which had been emptied for so long. 

I also don't really know when the trip ended because it wasnt as strong and didnt have any visuals and was very clear. 

Again today. About 9-11mg. One regular scoop (4mg) and one with a little extra. 

The experience definitely felt more intense, although not uncomfortable. I felt this infinity energy again. In a way all throughout the trip but especially noticeable at the come up. Its just such a clear substance, no fog but increased consciousness. Not increased enough to deconstruct my sense of self or death or anything though. I was in the right headspace to think about such things though. 

I also thought and became conscious of a lot of things I previously hid from my consciousness. Like feelings I had for some girls in my past.

The substance feels pretty healthy on my body. The main concerns are that it just feels pretty intense, I would like to have a secondary objective measurement like a smartwatch that watches my pulse. I didnt feel my heart beating like crazy but I wasnt really in the right space to tell. Also I always get really cold and I get a bit of a shivering. Its the same with shrooms or lsd. 

I definitely need to take a break. Not sure what the next increase will be. 

[Jannes]

In a way the trip didnt really have much character, it was just elevated consciousness kinda without much taste. Well a bit lovely and sexual taste it did have tbh. Kinda like how shrooms used to be when I think about it. Although they were also more muddy.

A good lsd experience was also great though ..