The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

Do this, do that, don't do this, don't do that. Be this, be that, don't be this, don't be that. Become this, don't become that. Watch this, don't watch that. Read this, don't read that. Eat this, don't eat that. Walk this way, don't walk that way. Sit this way, don't sit that way. Lay this way, don't lay that way. Sleep on this side, not that side. Chew this way, not that way. Drink this, don't drink that. Speak like this, not like that. Dress this way, don't dress like that. Obey this, obey that. Stop this, stop that. Wear this, don't wear that. Act like this, don't act like that. Want this, don't want that. React this way, not that way. Respond like this, not like that. Say this, don't say that. Like this, don't like that. Breathe like this, don't breathe like that. Meditate like this not like that. Think this don't think that. Look like this, don't look like that

And we wonder why we need relief, have stress, get depressed, have anxiety, get tired, frustrated and suffer. It's not that we shouldn't strive for what's better for us, it's that there are so many things that's bad for us as a species. We have to be on alert at all times. On guard. So many toxicities and poisons, so many ways to harm us if we're not careful. So much to look out for. So many potential harms. We are very resilient beings the body is magnificently designed to protect itself from outside invaders but it's still in danger. Some we can avoid and some not so easily. It's hard being a being. It's challenging to be and stay alive. Not to mention mental health. Everything is a fucking challenge. We have to watch for everything. 

Who designed this crap. Why put us through so much. If you say to grow us, then you've been misled. All plants need to grow is water and a little fertilizer proper environment and some love and care. They don't need all that extra shit to grow. All animals basically need is food. The rest as in shelter and health care depends on the type of animal. Most can survive in the wild just on food. Why humans. Why do we have to go through so much to grow. If you really take a deep look into it, it's basically only humans that go through all I've stated in the first paragraph. Does your cat have to watch how it sits or chew it's food or how it breathes. Does your dog have to watch what it watches or sees or how it sleeps and responds. 

This is utter madness and we claim to be the most intelligent. Why can't we figure out ways to not suffer or be challenged or have to go through all the shit other animals don't have to go through if we're so intelligent. We can't even stop our homes from being flooded or how not to get mad but we're so highly intelligent.

It's very tiring being a human. Try not to stress so much unnecessarily. Your body will thank you for it. Relax more. Take it easy more. You're wearing yourself out and causing the body distress. Don't put the body in shock. It doesn't need the extra baggage.

Edited April 25 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

It's interesting to see the craziness, weirdness and ordered chaos of Absolute Infinity play out right Infront of my eyes. It's so fucking wild, spontaneous and free that it needs an ass whooping to tame itself down and behave. The poor mind is having a hard time accepting how free it is to do what the hell it wants to do and be however it wants to be that it tries very hard to cope with the insanity but it just can't handle it. This is utter madness and i can see why things are the way they are or more people would end up in the insane asylum. I'm half-way there; but thank God, I'm able to contain myself and cope with it somewhat. I'm probably the type to just burst one day from over exertion like a gas tank ready to explode. Hopefully my time here on earth expires by then. 

[Princess Arabia]

Not everyone you see viewing your profile did it on purpose. I can't tell how many times my finger slipped while scrolling and hit someone's name by mistake. Just something to keep in mind.

[Princess Arabia]

Something weird is happening here. Not in the sense of weird, weird, but WEIRD. I just can't put my finger on it. I might go insane if I figure it out so i might as well not even try.

[Princess Arabia]

Some people are seeking enlightenment but don't even know what enlightenment is. They can probably tell you what it's not but not what it is. Pretty insane to me to be seeking something and not know what you're seeking.

Can you learn how to become a teacher from something or someone that doesn't know how to teach. How can a book, a mantra or practice make you enlightened if that thing doesn't know how to become enlightened. I can read a book on how to become a teacher, the book isn't telling me how, the author is by telling me with words using the book. The author knows. I have to do the processing of the words. I have to understand what's being said.

How can something tell or show you how to become enlightened without you processing the information. There are lots of things involved in this process. How will you know when you've reached enlightenment. That's also a processing that has to happen. You know you can teach once you've processed that information that you know you can teach. A person who hasn't taught before can still know they can teach because of other competencies. Knowing you're enlightened still requires processes and knowing. If one is enlightened but doesn't know it, since it's not considered as a process, who is there to know it if they don't know. If you know, then it required a process and someone has to be there to process that knowing to know. You cannot 'unknow' something and knowing is separation. If you know you're enlightened, you're only enlightened to the notion of being enlightened. Can't be both. If you're a teacher, you are first and a teacher second. That's two. You are/I am enlightened is separation there's nothing separate. I am a teacher is not the I AM. I am enlightened is not the I AM. 

Maybe all I'm saying here is a bag of crap anyway and a bunch of nonsense, but I just was writing from thoughts and what I believe is the case. I don't know shit.

Edited Tuesday at 08:28 PM by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

No seeking is also a form of seeking. There's no point in seeking and there's no point in not seeking. Freedom cannot be escaped; it is all there is. Seeking is a concept, and non-duality cannot be applied. If one feels relief from not seeking, that is just a function of the seeking energy. If one says they'll keep seeking because it's all bullshit to not seek, no one is doing that but the seeking energy. It's energy. Seeking energy can be nothing other than a seeking energy. It cannot stop seeking because then it wouldn't be there to stop itself from being itself. I don't mean seeking for a lost purse, i mean seeking for things pertaining to spirituality. Seeking for a purse is still seeking it's just the content is supposedly or seemingly different. Stopping the seeking for a purse that was never found still implies that the seeking energy stopped the seeking of the purse, not that the energy is no longer there. If an orange turns up missing and seeking arises again, that's the seeking energy appearing to rise again. No one is seeking for the orange, seeking is what's happening. If someone decides to not seek for enlightenment, no one is doing that, it's merely the still apparent seeking energy appearing to not seek for enlightenment. That's what not seeking means by that's still seeking. 

There's no one to even know they're not seeking anymore because knowing is also the seeking energy appearing as knowing. There's not actually anyone seeking to begin with and no one knows this. You can analyze, think through, dissect and rationalize and analyze all you want, there's no escaping the seeking energy because it's the same as knowing. A baby isn't seeking but there's no one there to know that. When it cries for food, that's the body's response to hunger and not the baby knowing it's hungry. Man's dilemma is the tree of knowledge. That's where the eating of the apple from the tree of knowledge came from. Good thing is it never really happened and is just a story just as everything else written or told including this post.

[Princess Arabia]

 

Life is an after effect. Your life that is. We are living in history. What happens happens. Any words describing what happened is past history. Any reaction to what happened is reactions to the past. Any response made is responding to history, the past. We can never live in the present moment. There's no such thing. We are not living in the present, we are responding to the past and reacting to the past. A happening cannot be lived or experienced because it would take an outsider for that to happen. By the time one has processed what happened for it to be lived, that's a response. 

That's what it means to say nothing is happening because to know that something is happening that requires a knower and to be a knower there has to be time and an elapse. By the time one can process that something is happening that moment has already slipped by. We are so deluded and in fairytale land and think we can outsmart this and know anything that we even think there's anything really happening. No it's not. What's happening is us being in a dream of nothing that never really occurred. That's what emptiness and nothing looks like. It looks full because it's full of baloney and tricks. Hehe. Silly me.