Random thoughts

[Sugarcoat]

1 hour ago, Candle said:

 

1. I think it's your biology or neuroscience. Nothing spiritual or paranormal. 
2. Maybe there are some drugs or technology that can help.
3. Maybe there exists some solution that you don't know yet. 

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1. Now I understand why you write very short or single word answers.
2. While I was talking to you in PM, were you struggling to write things, I guess? But I was impressed by your writings and it felt very normal to me. Nothing abnormal I could detect. 
3. How on earth you managed to read my long messages in PM? God knows. 
4. Is it the same as Eckhart Tolle's thoughtless condition? Have you surrendered fully to the universe? 😆 
5. Some of your symptoms also seem similar to autism. 

 

Your thoughts have low volume. So you struggle to catch them, right? (I have the opposite : too many thoughts). My thinking is my problem. It's frustrating and depressing. 

 

The normal thing is to have a lot of thoughts. Even neurotic. Yea I don’t think it’s spiritual or paranormal either. I am on meds but they don’t help except for make me a little calmer. I wasn’t struggling to write to you in pm for some reason. I have been evaluated for autism and I don’t have it

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Candle said:

So again you wrote short answer and I understand why. Btw I also write very short answers sometimes. You lack thoughts. 

Yes true

[Schizophonia]

22 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

I can hear this in your accent

My baguette accent.

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Can you resist 😳

I can't help tease this otter 😕

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That’s so cool I want too

The secret to baiting you.

I will do a trip report btw.

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I will keep posting my stupid random thoughts 

No problem eheh.

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Haha

Worst class of drugs in any case, this is a really shitty situation you're in.

Edited January 21 by Schizophonia

[Schizophonia]

8 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

I have been evaluated for autism and I don’t have it

Phew so you're just crazy, that's okay then.

 

[Schizophonia]

11 hours ago, Salvijus said:

I eat twice a day without even trying to lose weight lol. 

It's more convenient to eat fewer meals.

[Sugarcoat]

2 hours ago, Candle said:

@Sugarcoat  

Do u have anger issues? I think you don't have anger at all. 

Your memory is sharp, but your thoughts have low volume. 💭

Now after knowing ur stories, each time I write something to you, I remember not to burden too much with text. 

Look, I have done 500 posts so quickly !! How many thoughts I have, u can imagine. 

Zero anger issues. I don’t have any emotions.

 

[Sugarcoat]

27 minutes ago, Candle said:

That's why we can write anything in your journal, without caring too much. JK. 

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

Exactly 

27 minutes ago, Candle said:

 

still you are better than chatgpt. 

No but thanks

[Salvijus]

1 hour ago, Candle said:

That's why we can write anything in your journal, without caring too much. JK.

Lol

[Sugarcoat]

 

11 minutes ago, Candle said:

My Perfectionist, autistic brain caught something. 

 

Can u notice? 

Letters j and g are not fully written (a tiny part is cut at the bottom). More ink was needed at the bottom. 

lol what a petty detail haha

[Sugarcoat]

20 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

My baguette accent.

 

I can hear it

20 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

I can't help tease this otter 😕

 

Yea

20 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

The secret to baiting you.

I will do a trip report btw.

 

I swear
I will read

20 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

 

Worst class of drugs in any case, this is a really shitty situation you're in.

Why

[Salvijus]

1 hour ago, Candle said:

My Perfectionist, autistic brain caught something. 

 

Can u notice? 

Letters j and g are not fully written (a tiny part is cut at the bottom). More ink was needed at the bottom. 

That's alien attention right there. 

[Salvijus]

I've been watching recently about autistic kids. It's fascinating, some of them have profound access to the mystical dimensions. There's one that cannot speak, yet writes books about God and different realms of existence. How crazy is that. 

 

 

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Salvijus said:

I've been watching recently about autistic kids. It's fascinating, some of them have profound access to the mystical dimensions. There's one that cannot speak, yet writes books about God and different realms of existence. How crazy is that. 

 

 

That’s epic 

[Salvijus]

1 hour ago, Candle said:

No my brain just has a different wiring. Everyone has a unique wiring

I've noticed that about people aswell. I wonder if I would fall under the catagory of "normal" or no, haha. 

[Schizophonia]

4 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

 

I swear
I will read

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Why

They hve a lot of se including brain atrophy at long term.

Even seroquel has side effects that can be severe in the long term, even though it is essentially "just" a powerful antihistamine.

Edited January 22 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

17 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

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They hve a lot of se including brain atrophy at long term.

Even seroquel has side effects that can be severe in the long term, even though it is essentially "just" a powerful antihistamine.

Brain atrophy lmao

The only side effect I notice for now is larger breast lol. I dont even know what the prozac is doing . I dont notice much difference on it, but the olanzipine has a kind of dampening effect on the inner life and calming effect

Edited January 22 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

7 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Brain atrophy lmao

The side effects are long term.

7 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

The only side effect I notice for now is larger breast lol.

Niceee 🤏  🤏

 

7 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I dont even know what the prozac is doing .

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olanzapine/fluoxetine

Apparently it's a recurring combo.

They say that it increases the risk of suicidal thoughts among young people.

7 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I dont notice much difference on it, but the olanzipine has a kind of dampening effect on the inner life and calming effect

I follow a YouTuber who talks about personal development, in a video he explains that he is always voluntarily on small doses of risperidone to "calm his brain".

So it should be the same with this drug.

[Sugarcoat]

39 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

The side effects are long term.

Yea I got that

39 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Niceee 🤏  🤏

I wonder if risperidone will do the same

39 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olanzapine/fluoxetine

Apparently it's a recurring combo.

They say that it increases the risk of suicidal thoughts among young people.

I follow a YouTuber who talks about personal development, in a video he explains that he is always voluntarily on small doses of risperidone to "calm his brain".

So it should be the same with this drug.

Another woman at the psych ward had the same combo of meds.

I have some suicidal thoughts but I don’t feel it’s because of the meds

Yea olanzipine has calming effect so I’m guessing risperidone has the same

Thanks for sharing that link. Didn’t know it had a name

This autumn I will study nutrition which includes cell biology chemistry etc so maybe I’ll understand you better then 

Edited January 22 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

14 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

Yea I got that

I wonder if risperidone will do the same

I can do the bailiff for science. 

 

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Jk

14 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

Another woman at the psych ward had the same combo of meds.

I have some suicidal thoughts but I don’t feel it’s because of the meds

I know, i meant it could eventually make it worse.

Idk.

14 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

Yea olanzipine has calming effect so I’m guessing risperidone has the same

Benzodiazepines do the same thing with less side effects.
Or even ketamine (if legal), gabapentin, Buspiron, TCAs, even antihistamines.

14 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

This autumn I will study nutrition which includes cell biology chemistry etc so maybe I’ll understand you better then 

Cool.

I don't have a good theoretical understanding of nutrition and biology in general, strictly speaking i'm more interested in neuroendocrinology and endocrinology in general.

[Sugarcoat]

4 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

I can do the bailiff for science. 

 

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Lol

4 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

I know, i meant it could eventually make it worse.

Idk.

Benzodiazepines do the same thing with less side effects.
Or even ketamine (if legal), gabapentin, Buspiron, TCAs, even antihistamines.

Maybe those would be better then

4 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

I don't have a good theoretical understanding of nutrition and biology in general, strictly speaking i'm more interested in neuroendocrinology and endocrinology in general.

I thought those were related to biology that’s why I mentioned it. I mean they are