Truth Addict

@Shadowraix Absolutely ? But I also believe we can learn from each other's experiences, and that we don't necessarily all have to fall in the same traps. Someone falls and then gets out, and then posts a sign telling others to watch out.

I was disappointed. I expressed my disappointment, and then let it go.

Whatever. Fuck off.

@tsuki If you think that I'm dumb, then keep that thought for yourself or fuck off. I don't need you, nobody asked for your help. You're talking nonduality metaphysical oneness and shit, but you don't embody it. That's hypocrisy. You don't tell the people you love they're dense, do you? Notice that you didn't criticise me, you offended my person. This is not cool.

I'm talking about body temperature.

Temperature is relative, but I would die if it gets relatively higher or lower than it usually is.

@jbram2002 Haha! I love you too ❤️ It's very important for me to realise that I inherently suck. Otherwise your attempts to help me will be like talking to a wall. Or even worse, like triggering an ox with a red flag.

@mandyjw ❤️ Your videos are clearly a great manifestation of feminine love. They and you are helping me.

@tsuki The perception is me of course. It cannot be located. It doesn't have attributes. But where is infinity? The mind is a fabrication. You're making the same mistake that you're pointing out to me.

@Nahm It's true, I started the discussion. I was trying to answer some questions about the claims I hear. You are helping me, that's for sure. You always did. I disagree with you, but I love you too ❤️ regardless of the fact that you are one of the best people on here. @mandyjw Hate is a thought in your mind, not the actual thing that is going on with me. You think I hate all those things, yes, you think. I have nothing but love. @tsuki See? That's what I'm disagreeing about. They say it doesn't require a thought. Yet, you say it does. Do you realise that you are aware of your perceptions, and your perceptions only? The thought that there's some other entity with perceptions is itself a thought-story. Anyway, even if that story was true, and we were conscious through the same thing. That does not mean we're one, it means our substance is one. But our perceptions are different. Therefore, we're different. No infinity needed.

Hmmm. I'll consider that a wordplay. You're distorting the discussion.

@Nahm It's not obvious that it's infinite. You just imagine it to be. You are not me, and I am not you. How's that for an objection? You are limited to your perception, which is you. And I am limited to my perception, which is me. Plus, all the stories about reincarnation, blah blah blah, are added on top of that fantasy of infinity.

Trump vs. China. Trump has influence on the UK, but China is getting more developed in terms of technology, which makes it harder for the USA to be the one dominant pole. I heard about accusing Gavin Williamson of certain leaks about Huawei. I heard that the leaks were suggesting that the British government cannot allow the 5G technology because Trump does not want it to do (same goes for Europe in general). So, the government feared for its image in front of its people, and laid Gavin off. It gets more complicated than that, but these are the limits of my knowledge. Politics is very dirty, and it's not what it seems at all. Anyway, I heard that the 5G technology has become available in the UK, and it's not the Chinese technology. Is that true?

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I don't know. I am here and not there. I don't know where here is, I can't pinpoint it. You'd say, there's no there. And I know, but I'm speaking metaphorically. Again, my lack of ability to pinpoint myself does not necessarily mean infinity. Why do you think it must?

That makes sense. Yet, we can't deny the fact that the eyes are the portals for consciousness to operate in a certain dimension which we call "the visual field" in the ordinary state of consciousness. I'm not a materialist, the consciousness paradigm makes more sense regarding Truth, but in the practical mundane life, the materialist paradigm is king. After all, they're all paradigms, and Truth is one and is true. So, I don't think it matters what I think the truth is, because it just is what it is. Yet, I believe that in the future, maybe, we will be able to manipulate reality with thought. Of course, assuming that there will be a future in the first place. @Nahm I tried, but I failed. I can't pinpoint myself because I'm not a certain material object. Not necessarily because I'm infinite. The awareness that is trying to pinpoint awareness is me, but I am finite, which does not negate that I'm whole. @Aeris Yes, I think so. But still, they say it's infinite and I couldn't prove it's otherwise yet.

I mean by BEING; doing nothing and feeling good and liberated. From my past experiences, when I let go of something, I struggle at first, but then eventually I experience freedom, and yes it's always been worth it. For example: I've been so active on the forum for the last few months, and now that I have withdrawn from it for a little while, I feel so much better and liberated than before. Most activities lead to excitement, a high that begs for a low, I don't want that. BEING, on the other hand, is effortless happiness, a high without a low. Right now, I am mostly addicted to music, not that hardly though, it's just that I always prefer listening to music while walking, I don't crave music if I don't walk unless I stay at home for a very long time. There's no struggle for me about it, I'm fine with that addiction, so I'm not asking you to tell me to let go, I can still be addicted and happy. My question is: Is completely cutting off music worth it? Will that bring me more peace and happiness? And is that a general rule of thumb? Does cutting off addictions reward non-linearly? Is less always more? I'm asking that and I kind of know the answer, but I want verification from people who have done something similar, just so I can make a better decision. It'll be hard, I know, but is the high worth the pain?

If, only if. And if it isn't? You see? It's just a paradigm, not the truth.

@jbram2002 ?

So eyes don't see anything, and LSD gives vision? How come this is the case? Isn't that materialism?

Wrong conclusion. Just because I can't pinpoint awareness, does not necessarily mean that it's infinite, it just means that my ability to pinpoint is finite, which I assume is the awareness itself. Why is it so hard for people to accept that we don't actually know?

Belief. Since trust is concerned with the future, and so is belief. So, why not?

Everything makes 100% sense except for the bold statement.

Everyone is ignoring the fact that we don't actually know! The earth is banana shaped according to @Shin. That's the ultimate truth.

@Aeris That's your version of non-duality, since it's not solipsistic. You think it's easy to explain non-duality? How simplistic of you! You've already failed.