Arcangelo

No. I talked to a unlicensed therapist 3 times. It kinda worked. I am fucked because I wasted my youth being an alcoholic instead of a good student. I am almost 9 years sober now. You kinda want it. Just like me. For sure. Money makes you happy only if you buy the right things. But what do I know?

Drugs LDO

Haha! all of y'all need to go back and understand that the ego likes to think it is 2 stages above so for the guy saying he was yellow at his late teens: Come on man be real with yourself. You are not lying to us you are lying to yourself. Arc

@Onemanwolfpac EVERYBODY knows that you are MeetJoeBlack. I am glad you are back bro!

Haha! come on man what the hell are you talking about? So if I feel horny she feels horny????? I really wish it worked like that. Are you trolling?

Dude what feelings? Guy sees a girl, soldier goes up, guy gathers the balls to go talk to her to make his soldier happy.

@ColeMC01 Are you trolling man? Neediness has nothing to do with numbers. If anything you will be less needy the more you approach.

Hey Rap! hope you are good. Here is my advice. An advice from someone as fucked up as you are, so prolly the best advice or the worst, I'll leave it up to your judgement. Just. Give. Up. Give up bro, give up on everything seems like you already did anyway. You said you had family money so why do you care? We evolve only if we have to. Since you got your level one needs filled, why care about anything? You don't need to evolve. The thing is that there is no free will, surrender to that. Accept that you are one of the laziest persons in the world (I am the laziest BTW) Now that I am 40yo I made my own bed and it sucks ass. Really. But since I was your age I have seen over and over again how I sabotage myself. I didn't ask for any of this. So if I was you knowing that I am set for life financially I will buy lots of LSD, lots of weed and spend time in nature doing sports not giving a flying fuck about me being a good for nothing, lazy kidult. Use that money to go out on trips instead. My advice. If you want to use psychs to treat depression I will advice you to microdose 15-25 micrograms every 2-3 days for a month or so. Arc

Do you drink coffee? Eliminate coffee if you do.

100% wrong. Check my pick up diary. Although when it worked she was giving me choosing signals so that's probably why it worked. Never say never Arc

Exactly. I had a friend like this. He is no longer my friend. I already have my own mind to sabotage my own self, that's already enough to top it off with a human being telling me what to do and what not to do, and telling me how I am gonna fail. F all of that crap. I got rid of the death weight. I am glad I did, only thing I regret is not doing it earlier. @Chumbimba Why are you playing basketball during the pandemic?

Oh man that frequency music is the best when tripping, smoking weed or whenever when you are doing whatever.

NO.

Amen brother!

Wow! Do not feed the troll guys.

I love LSD. I try to take it once a month at least.

I talk to girls I don't know with the intention of having sex with them and if it goes well I will consider having a relationship with them. I do this wherever I go: supermarket, bus stop, inside the bus, a sidewalk, public gatherings etc. Am I a PUA? or nah?

A panic attack is coming face to face with death. When having a real panic attack you are certain you are going to die, but you don't. Awareness alone is very curative. I don't miss at all having a panic attack but in retrospective panic attacks were valuable lessons, they were like gifts life gave me. It's like conquering death once you make it through the panic attack. It's like being born again. Breathing deeply, knowing that it is all in your head and that you are in control was how I dealt with them. I have heard about people getting panic attacks on the daily, for years. That's a whole different ball game, that would be hell. Hope your friend gets well soon.

I am a good looking guy. Every good looking guy will tell you: -''Looks are irrelevant bro.''

Green reacting to orange, glad I am yellow. In this axis at least.

Yes guys I am sorry, the isolation, the pandemic and my own frustrations made me write that silly post. I apologize. Arc

YES.

You need to be really F-ing stupid to go to a protest while pregnant.

Yeah so? Why do we here at actualized.org have to care about his death? 270 killed themselves since your last post. What's the big deal?