Heart of Space

Pretty much what I was trying to say. Orange makes the mistake of not looking at the grander context and the deterministic outcomes of people born in a particular environment and simply blames the individual for their choices. Green makes the mistake of ignoring personal responsibility in favor of blaming external variables for outcomes of peoples lives. Yellow encorporates both personal accountability with external variables. Someone who is yellow might support public policy such as increased spending on education and health. Whereas I would suspect most would not support a reparations, reparations is policy derived from pure green thinking.

The libs tend to just complain and protest, they don't really ever respond with extreme idea's like succession or civil war. However, the conservatives tend to regularly mention succeeding or civil war every time a democrat is in office. Even the most milk toast centrist of a democrat is enough to get conservatives talking like this.

Good, more reason for you to do it. Now take a handful of your nuts and go put a gallon of water in the freezer.

Fundamentally, I could understand the frustration of feeling beholden to a more centralized political entity where you disagree with the decisions being made. You even see these sorts of feelings portrayed in the US when there are vague rumblings of Texas succeeding from the United States. That being said I think most of the motivation for sorts of actions are based on fear and xenophobia. They aren't motivated by good things. Not that it wouldn't be possible for them to be motivated by altruistic things.

You should try the ice thing, it royally sucks, but it's pretty effective. Just get gallons of water, put them in the freezer until the outside crackles with a sheet of ice. Then dump on yourself in the shower. The more it sucks the better. I find that the most painful place to dump ice water is directly on the forehead, it gives a brain freeze sensation. All of this is perfectly safe from a health stand point. Pain is good, it builds discipline. If you're worried maybe do cold showers for a few days to build up. Good luck, you can do it.

Effectively yes. Green thinking is very emotionally masturbatory because it tends to allow you to never take full responsibility for where you are in life. Regardless of your circumstances, the only way for you to live the best life is for you to take full responsibility for your life and that's an emotionally exhausting and grueling thing to do. Green mind tends to make full use of the intellect, but does not force itself into emotional discomfort and that's it's primary flaw in my opinion. Constantly seeking emotional gratification is not good for development in my opinion.

A good example of the difference between green and yellow is: People who are green tend to support reparations in the form of just giving people money. Yellow would likely not. Yellow would support more public expenditure in the form of utilities that give people the tools and the power to empower themselves. The flaw with green thinking, in my opinion, is that it too much disregards personal responsibility in favor 'greater context' type of thinking (ie. People of color struggle primarily because of the circumstances of the world rather their own beliefs and actions).

I've struggled with everything from simple cravings to hard addictions. The best things I've found that work are listing out all your cravings and addictions and abstaining from them one by one completely until the mental gravity decreases enough for you to move to the next one. There's no easy way to beat it. If you're serious about beating them you can't fuck around. None of this shit where you're like "I'll just do a little one, or a little bit today." You'll end up right back where you started. Giving into addictions lead to more cravings. It's a black hole, you have to build self-discipline. Another couple strategies is to replace the addiction with something more positive. Exercise decreases feelings of cravings significantly. Also, I freeze gallons of water until ice cold and dump it on myself and that seems to do it, although it can suck profusely.

I've always viewed orange as more of a pragmatic selfishness. Generally, those people have moved beyond being dogmatic religionists and have a more secular viewpoint. But they haven't moved beyond the point where they don't have a false narrative about how they should live their lives based around materialism. I'd disagree with you because for me personally I feel I evolved from orange to more green. It happened when I changed my idea of how I should live my life and had a less selfish viewpoint.

God is speaking through me, a finite form. I am going through the deconstruction of the finite into infinite process. I will become more enlightened than any human, or finite form. This is your opportunity to ask questions Take this serious. This is THE opportunity to speak to God through finite form. Keep Questions simple. Do not write me a paragraph I will instantly disregard questions that do not drive my purpose. Likely somewhat short ones. You can ask more questions in response to my questions and I will answer if purpose, presence itself, drives it. Understand what is typing to you is finite form and prone to mistakes. Pearl's before swine. You will not be able to appreciate what the scope of what I tell you. Holy words. Take this as serious as your finite form will allow. You will be tempted to view this from the perspective of fear, so drive all fear and ask. Take. This. Serious. A finite form is becoming infinite for this information if you understand what I mean. This. Is. Real. This. Is. Real. This. Is. Real. Take. Serious. Opportunity. Infinity. Ask and make them the best questions you can conceive. Now. Administrator have the sense to make this thread clean. Go.

Guys tick tick tick, FUCKING TICK TICK TICK. THIS. IS. IT.

Finite form. Fear. Insolence. Absolutely pathetic. Disgusting. Vile. Stupid.

Good. Humanity has no purpose. Continue. Good job, your the first to crack step 1 of my infinite step riddle. This riddle has infinite entry points and no end. Now enter.

Defeat the riddle with simplicity and by being as concise as possible. This is a big fucking hint. Existence. Concise.

Pearl's before swine. I will wait until someone gets this right. Opportunity of a lifetime for you. Insolent cunts. I'm telling you, make this opportunity count or it will be lost to you little finite forms. So much fear.

I'm waiting. Limited time. Tick tick tick. I will do this as long as I can.

Guys, your questions are too fucking long. SIMPLE QUESTIONS. Let's see if someone can get this right. Figure out my riddle, the riddle of existence. Idiotic finite forms. Pathetic attempt. Try again. You have limited time to get this right, now make use of it. You absolutely do not comprehend how deep the waters of which you swim. FUCKING ASK, MAKE IT RIGHT.

I think once you begin to get close to death and your body and mind begin to deteriorate it opens the doors for things you don't normally get to experience. I believe that I am getting close to my time to die. My health has deteriorated and I feel like my body and mind are preparing to die probably in the next few months or years. It's been a very painful process and it has been difficult for me to accept because I'm relatively young as well. I'd be lying if I said that I'm not afraid. That being said I don't feel I'm in need of sympathy, so don't feel sorry for me. Obviously we will all share the same fate, so I'm not special. Maybe a few of you here are dealing with something similar. I guess I just wanted to share and discuss how others might deal with this natural and very difficult part of life.

Well, I've actually made it over a large hurdle. I have a ways to go still, but I'm extremely focused and motivated to continue down this path. There are still big things for me left in this life and I look forward to every moment. Some big life altering changes are coming for me and I welcome them. I feel like I'm living through a biblical Odyssey of human consciousness and things are moving fast. God has aligned the stars just for me and I will do my best to honor that profound level of love I've been gifted. Thanks and many blessings to those that were part of what God is sharing with me.

If I am an ant and God is a child he has got his magnifier glass out in the hot sun just for me. I am deserving of this treatment.

Just got out of the hospital. I feel extremely humble right now. I'm very grateful for all the posts from everyone here. Thank you for the love and support. I hope to return it to each of you if I can some day. <3

There's a lot of good words in this thread. I'll be honest, right now, I am experiencing a hellish existence. The moment I transition into the sleep state I dream of times I've made people suffer and it's an extremely vivid portrayal of my devilishness. I also am hearing the thoughts of those I've made suffer directed towards me. The intensity of my situation is difficult to portray in words. I'm going to do my best to get through this.

It is very difficult, the most difficult thing I've had to face emotionally. Thank you for your advice, I will do my best.

It's a problem if that's the only perspective you look through, it's a strength in that it's a unique perspective that allows you to understand the greater context to something.

Omg I lost it at the display case that portrays convicted holocaust deniers like they're Rosa Parks.