Heart of Space

What a relief. This is a serious thread. You have no idea how long I thought I was gay. just had to let everyone know

I surrender myself to love. I'm with you.

Okay I'm gay again. By gooooooooooollleeyyy

Leo's bullpup has mediocre ergonomics and he should have just bought another AR15 instead.

They are and they are a symbol of acceptance of diverse ways of being

Many years of maturation and contemplating my feelings. My sexuality in particular is very ambiguous and difficult to pin down

I'm in the process of opening my inner emotional channels. It's extremely painful, but I'm far along. I have some bisexual tendencies, but after some emotional maturation I have realized I'm hetero with submissive sexual tendencies. I don't see men attractive in the same way I do with women.

I'm glad I'm not gay anymore. It was like pushing a bag of rocks through my urethra. Emotionally.

And I finally shot my glock 17 and DDM4 rifle. Boy is that a rush. And I'm being pressured by my local collective conscious field to vote for Trump in the coming election.

I know a great man named Ian who sucks himself and likes to be sucked. And he's wealthy. And you know what? I like Ian, he's a great man that just needed to be loved in order to be the leader he was meant to be at my company. He's Catholic and I wear a rosary everyday to work, blessed by Pope Francis. It is partially just out of respect for Ian, but he doesn't know that. He thinks I'm considering becoming Catholic. Although I believe in a lot of Catholic ideals I'm not 100% sold, shhh... don't tell him that. I still believe in the power of a holy object and the Rosary certainly is one that holds significant power.

My father worked for Enron in upper management, was with the company from beginning to end. He was personally thanked by the CEO. He received half a million in Enron stock before the bankruptcy. After was investigated and interviewed by the FBI. Long story short he ended up at Gazprom, the Russian oil and gas company owned by Putin and many other Oligarchs. My father is an alcoholic (albeit retired and mild) and spiritually bankrupt. Spiritual bankruptcy leads to ruin, even in the greatest industry on earth in the greatest society on earth. One major theme of my life is human potential and the corruption of potential by the human mind. I'm blessed and cursed to have observed this earth from my perspective. It feels like I have perspectival opulence on this planet. I work in Oil and Gas too, but from a different part of the industry. My father was told me when he was drunk I was just a hamster on the wheel for the guys in upper management in corporate. There's no grand conspiracy, just a bunch of greedy men, incentives, ignorance, and laziness. If I hold a position next to a river of money take as much as possible with no regard for the consequences. Money veins are not separated in our economy by some righteous genius.

I don't follow any yoga routine. I just use my 3rd eye to induce a natural intuitive yoga that directly activates the parts of the body and feelings, which creates direct progress. Doing yoga routines, like on youtube, are like trying to shoot a target blindfolded.

I am the gayest cuck on this forum and am an authority on gay subjects and even I do not entirely approve of medical intervention in gender confusion issues. I believe to resolve sexual/gender issues spiritually it takes too much work for a normal person. Hormones can actually allow someone to live very happily. You can legitimately be behaviorally confused when it comes to gender expression and sexual expression. Estrogen can resolve those feelings entirely (for a feminine male). Hormones can push you far more into one or the other (masculine or feminine). I've taken testosterone and turned into a very unconfused heterosexual and I've had high estrogen temporarily and turned into a female. Hormones are king. Cosmetic surgeries be damned though. I don't believe they are the answer. I don't know what the one hundred percent right answer is. It's a difficult subject.

The cultural forces grooming men into identifying as straight is one thousand times stronger. Technically, you can groom someone into fucking the gender they're not attracted to. Gay men have been doing it for hundreds of years. Closeted gay men with kids are all over the place due to expectations from society and parents everywhere for their child to have the gender expression they desire. There are many pathways for heteronormative behavior in society though. The idea that you could effectively groom straight men into being gay is absolutely idiotic. Plus, they're not using the shame and fear that heteronormative society is.

Women on dating apps are not that great. My recommendation is to do enough psychedelics and spiritual practice to open your Ajna (3rd eye) Chakra so that you have access to your clairvoyant and psychic abilities. Then present yourself in as many situations as possible with attractive women with an open navel and heart chakra. Have strong and pure intentions to attract a partner. Go for the taller ones, relative to your height. Like similar height females. You need good genes so your baby is a successful person. Trust me, this is underrated 10 out of 10 advice. No expert will give you this sort of incredible advice.

As a gay submissive cuck I have to say that it is very uncouth to have feelings of jealousy over your gender and other genders. I sure do like this thread and this forum. It gives me, a gay submissive cuck, and chance to express this attribute in a way that I should. Spirituality. Praise our lord, Jesus. Amen.

Well, I guess I'll keep working on my awakening. Looks like a good friend will help.

Boop!

Like accepting Christ as your lord and savior?

I am certainly triggered by this thread! How dare someone claim that they are the only enlightened one and then claim that everyone else is NOT enlightened. This is disgusting behavior!. I am insulted.

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Full permission granted to use or take my idea's without crediting me. I'd be honored if anyone took something small and it was meaningful. Have the best intentions and be fruitful. Gods word is open source. Many of us have a piece to contribute to the God phenomenon. I just slightly trolled a boy that I hung out with like a year ago for attention on social media. He's basically a 10 out of 10 partner. He's a manager at an engineering firm and attractive. He makes me insecure because I don't feel good enough, especially with men. He came to my city, hung out with some work connections, and tried to get me to come hang out with him at his hotel after the bars shut down. I said no and later accused him of trying to be competitive with another boy that liked me, causing problematic jealousy. It was a weird night. I'm glad I don't drink anymore. I made a bit of an ass out of myself that night. He's in a relationship with a guy now, I can see on social media. He's worth more than this guy, wouldn't guess it lasts very long. Just commented to try to steal his attention for a second. I hate to be vain, but I'm cuter than the boy he's with.

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