Aquarius

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  1. Posted

    41 minutes ago, Gesundheit said:

    And I agree. But I wasn't giving advice, neither was I rude. I was just saying my truth, and the truth is harsh and some people are too soft.

    In fact, it's even the other way around: I'm the one who's being insulted, judged, critisized, projected on, straw-manned, etc... repeatedly, but I'm keeping my patience and taking it all lightly. For example, Emerald implied multiple times that I'm a liar or ignorant, and she made too many projections/assumptions on my level of realization and embodiment, even though I stated multiple times that I don't claim enlightenment. If I was to level myself down, the thread would become a chimp shit-flinging exhibition. I'm not claiming perfection, though. So, I admit that I may have lost my temper here and there. But overall, I'm the victim here, and people are trying to throw their responsibility/problems/shadows at me so that they can portray me as the abuser in order avoid looking inwards. That's the ego, my friend. It's extremely clever.

    Beautiful and healthy thinking. Thank you. I'm sorry you're feeling like the victim and that you've been victimized. I empathize with the situation. Sadly in spiritual communities this thing happens often and I've been part of it too, both as victim and I do feel like I projected my wounds on people. That's why I have my shadow journal open in front of me (the actual physical one), to note down insights and ideas. 

    Also I didn't read what you wrote to Emerald, when I replied to you before I only read the post I quoted. Maybe I just made an impression of some sort, or had a certain epiphany. For myself I mean, but I felt inclined to share my thoughts. 

    The ox on the picture of your profile pic reminds me of myself. I am an ox in Chinese astrology. 

    It's all nicely connected in some way, but it's up to us to travel through it smoothly, and I'm saying this to myself too.

  4. Posted

    6 minutes ago, Gesundheit said:

    @Etherial Cat

    I'm not, but your perception is understandable.

    The mods are welcome to judge, btw.

    I'm not a mod, and I might not be judging. Just saying that you can give useful advice without being rude.

    And if someone pointed out to you that you seemed rude, somewhere shadow work has to happen. Question where and in who's mind? 

    1 hour ago, Raptorsin7 said:

    @Gesundheit Dude are you even enlightened?

    What difference does that make? Or would that make?

  5. Posted

    On 3/8/2021 at 2:28 AM, IAmReallyImportant said:

    I think there is also a lot of discrimination going on saying e.g. homosexual women are more masculine or homosexual men are more feminine. Can imagine that it doesn't feel good to certain people.

    I'm not homosexual but it feels bad when people try to make me more feminine than I am just because I have a female body and I was born a girl.

    And that doesn't make me transgender. I just don't receive it well when people try to model me to their wants, needs and desires. 

  6. Posted

    On 3/7/2021 at 8:31 PM, StarStruck said:

    If you are in pickup try to find out how her dad was and model her dad. 

    The tricky part is that she will be unconscious and in denial about her dad if her dad wasn't perfect, which is rare. 

    You have to fish for clues without being to obvious. At the same time connect the dots. 

    Beautiful concepts. Are any dads perfect? I think my dad is close to perfect, but I wish he contacted me more often. He tries to make me contact him.

    Or so might be my perception. I don't need to contact him. If he needs me help he has my number. He's playing mind games though to see how much I care about him. 

    Like some men I dated before. 

  9. Posted

    1 minute ago, Preety_India said:

    I just wanna apply to your universe feeding program? 

    Where is it happening right now? :P

     

    In the Universe. Right now. 

    I'm not playing on words. And I have valuable information to share, for those who listen and are open to receive. 

    When and when I am ready. And when the person is ready to hear it with an open and loving heart. I'm not playing the Fool's card here, and I'm not practicing tarot when I say that. 

    I am learning and expanding and open myself up to the unseen visions.

    In other news things are great over here. :) Thank you for your interest and the fact that you're engaging with me in a naturally flowing conversation. I am a really sad person sometimes and I cry a lot because my knowledge is sometimes ignored.

    And that's totally fine.

  11. Posted

    5 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    I teach advanced and radical things. If one can't stand the fire, get out the kitchen. Do more simple and friendly forms of self-help.

    Yes, there are many ways to misinterpret this work. It's pretty much guaranteed you will to some extent. That's why direct experience and personal contemplation is so crucial.

    Maybe someone out there understands. It's guaranteed people misunderstand it to some extent.

    But maybe someone receives it, appreciates it and loves you for that information. :) Maybe that's guaranteed too.

  12. Posted

    7 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    For example, eating food is selfish.

    I always knew this but didn't dare to say it out loud. But this can also set the wrong tone... imagine telling that to someone with anorexia nervosa and with low self-esteem. Maybe you didn't direct it to them, but if they read it, yes there's a reason they had to hear it you might say. But it can also aggravate the situation.

    Why not send out vibes that will make the Universe/Planet feed its people?

  13. Posted

    26 minutes ago, BipolarGrowth said:

    “For the soul there is never birth nor death. Nor, having once been, does he ever cease to be. He is unborn, eternal, ever-existing, undying and primeval. He is not slain when the body is slain.” -Lord Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita

    Maybe the most dangerous advice is that which creates conditions for the ego to persist, and the safest advice is that which results in God realizing itself. 

    Thank you. :) 

    And that's still a Maybe...why do we use the word ego instead of self? Self sounds more friendly. 

    20 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

    Twas a joke.

    Or maybe not ;)

    I don't take things too seriously when it comes to psychedelic talk. All good. ;) 

  14. Posted · Edited by Aquarius

    6 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

    @Aquarius you're welcome 

    You're already doing a ton of shadow work. Good. 

     

    I'm doing more shadow work than I show on the forum. :) I'm very happy. Thanks.

    4 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

    Of course I'm selfish. My selfishness will definitely help me take care of myself. 

    My selfishness is my drive. 

    In other words it's my survival instinct. 

    Mind blown? 

     

    You blew my mind with that quote/writing. I was happy to see something that made me happy. I'm always sad and crying.

    I was sincere and meant it as a compliment, but kinda hard to function properly at 3am

    I apologise for any bad vibes

  17. Posted

    2 hours ago, Preety_India said:

    Survival can only be selfless when an abundant  system is handing you out everything without you having to compete for it. 

    Wowwww mind blown :) Thanks Preety <3 I needed to hear this.

    I think I have some own shadow work to do around the notion of competition/competitiveness etc etc.

    Somehow that word doesn't fit in the quote. I'd say 'work' instead.

    Things are possible..... maybe survival is just a concept someone made up. I think life is more abundant than that. 

    Maybe I'm just privileged. Maybe I'm gifted. Idk, let's find out..

    I'm open to share my wealth my way.

  18. Posted

    11 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

    The best way to do cannabis is whenever you get the urge to do it, do 5-MeO-DMT instead.

    ;)

    That's dangerous advice. You never know who is reading your forum posts. 

    Think of the younger ones. :( 

    OR is 5-MeO-DMT literally nothing or something you create with your mind? In that case whatever.

    Go with the floflo...

  24. Posted

    2 minutes ago, Gesundheit said:

    It's whatever you imagine it to be.

    If you imagine something and call it A, then imagine something else and call it B, then say that A is larger than B, that's up to you, really. I can create an infinite number of imaginary constructs and then sort them however I want.

    Now, the question is this: By making this distinction, am I being selfish or just surviving? And who's to say?

    Some will say, it can be you, me, someone reads it, processes it, replies. It's on a computer, on a forum platform, you wrote it for whatever reason. What was it? <- Who will answer it?

    Maybe not everything is survival. Things are infinite and self-regenerating.