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@Shin Yeah, I could ask my dad to take me in this nearby town for cool events (parents live separately and I don't really talk to dad). You know guys, since I posted this thread I evolved a lot, many of the problems listed above were solved, I realised how gifted I am and now I try to be more grateful for everything I have in life, both material and immaterial, and I also realised I actually DON'T EVEN HAVE TIME FOR FRIENDS! At least not right now. I am very busy with studying, I started taking classes and have a busy schedule, me and my boyfriend broke up, etc.. I have a couple of friends whom I meet occasionally like once a week or once a month, and like 2-3 internet friends too for having meaningful conversations. I have all the time in the world for studying because no one pushes me to work. Life is good. @Max_V How does one work on their shadow self? Can you give me some details? Maybe some sources too? And where do I start with unwiring? Sounds big indeed! I'm now laser-focusing on getting my diploma and that's it for now. After I get my diploma I will try to create a business out of my art and with the earned money I will buy books which I will study in my free time. I mean after I finish the other hundreds of books I own (I told ya guys I'm gifted ). Books like classic literature, spirituality, philosophy, art... And meanwhile maybe going to some events with my dad, strenghtening our father-daughter relationship, travel, culture, nature... Another thing I work on is understanding politics. I just watch/read random news and try to form an opinion. And since I'm a "music addict" I'm also interested in getting cultured in music, knowing a thing or two, not just listening to random stuff. It all has history, meaning, etc. So I'm studying music too. I know many of you are going to disagree with me with these last two things (politics and music), but for me they're important. @Dan Arnautu I'm pretty open-minded, empathic, and a good listener. I'm willing to give, yes. Your response was very helpful, and thanks for the book recommendation! @Rob06 Thanks a lot.

@Nahm I know. I need to center myself!

@Shin It would be a SIN to touch such perfection. No edits.

@Shin Better stay safe haha

@Shin haha you should see it it's a cool Rammstein t-shirt But I think I'm removing the pic cause might be violating the rules

@Max_V Thanks for your empathy. How is your journey so far?

@Leo Gura Thanks Leo, it certainly is a crutch for me!

It is considered addiction, right? What can I do about it?

@BobbyLowell True, I realised the same thing recently. @pluto Thanks. <3 So good to be in my 20's finally.

@Hardkill Thanks @SFRL Lool @Socrates Thanks. <3 @Shin Thanks. @Vinnie No, why do you ask that??

@Jacobsrw Thank you, this is some amazing stuff! Bookmarked @Shin Yeah you're right, sorry. Just wanted to say I'm very distant from both the female and male example.

@Shin Lol he isn't really the soccer stereotype.. He is also spiritual in his own way, but kinda hesitant to develop himself further... And yoga?? Eh... Not for me. I'm just this deep meta philosophic occultism-oriented person who likes to crack a cold one with the crew (assuming that whatever's cracked doesn't contain alcohol, so it can range from cocoa milk to iced green tea). Here's a picture of me:

What does he mean by "Better to die than live in a sleep"?

I agree with Vingger. You really have to ask yourself how much of that overthinking leads to results. Besides that, I would recommend having a thought journal, or just having a few blank print papers to fill up with thoughts, then throw them away if you want. But the best is having a note-taking app, and every time you have a need to overthink, just write, and write, and write... Write your heart out. And see what conclusions you got. That, combined with 10-30 minutes of meditation daily can be helpful. Good luck to you!

What about carnivore animals? Specifically carnivore pets? Just a thought/question. I agree that fast food and grains damage our bodies, and I loved Leo's video about how to shop for food. I will never look at food the same way again! But I think meat is needed sometimes. Although I'm also very new to this. However, I have read pro-meat articles about vegetarian studies, and all of them seem to be conducted by animal rights promoters or something (thus might be biased), I can't remember the exact informations written there, read it long time ago. I think the site was called "Let them eat meat" or "My plate". Look up these terms if you want, and I do admit I have to do my research. Also, I'm not attacking anyone with my initial question, as I myself am also considering to try out the vegan diet for at least a month - after reading up on it ofc. If anyone could recommend a list of books to me, that would be great.

You just need a stronger vision. Also try accepting your feelings, everything is how it should be. Just do what feels right to you, even if it's not something you would hear from, say, a zen master or whatever. Be our own master and live by your own terms. Create your own life and live it by your own rules. Follow your heart. Good luck to you!

Do you expect to get any book for free from the book store? No. Then why do you expect other people to work hard on courses and other material just to give it away for free? Would you work for free on various projects? The materials presented here are the results of a life-long investment, both financial and energy. Do you think this comes for free? Not to mention most of the materials presented here are free (the videos, etc.). Maybe you should stop considering business a "bad" thing, and grow up. Besides, people following Leo blindly is the result of THEM being atached to ideals, and THEM thinking Leo is omnipotent. He never claimed to be. He is just a young man making videos, no one forced you to watch his stuff, let alone buy his stuff. Jeez. What made you create this post?? Sounds like you're dogmatic.

@Epiphany_Inspired I never want a child.

@Joseph Maynor Aww tnx @K VIL Thanks!! I feel old sometimes so this really made my day. @Study Good luck to us! @Hardkill Try to watch videos where people approach girls or other people and learn from there I guess. For me it helps to watch all sorts of shows, then I kinda know how to act in a certain situation. Like simple shows, about anything, that usually also have romance in them.

@Shiva Oh god, actually, I tried a dating site yesterday, full of pervs if you ask me. @Spiral I did love that person with all my heart and still do and will forever, he is like the most perfect human being for me even if he is super flawed sometimes, but I accept every little detail and see him for what he is. This doesn't mean I have to be sad after the break up because I truly love him and respect his freedom, I don't feel like possessing him as an object. That's why I said I'm not sad. I'm sad, but it's because I'm lonely, not because I was attached or something. I mean we still go out for a beer and give each other advice (esp. him cause he's older. He gives me dating tips now ) Also naah, I'm looking for intellectual men not hook-ups. Maybe a dating app would be the best option for me, but I had a bad experience yesterday (I still have trouble setting boundaries...). @blazed But are those the kind of guys I want to meet? Who like me for my butt only? But you're right kinda... Oh well. I'm actually lucky cause I'm super curvy, thicc, athletic (don't even work out I'm just like this), and my face is like a 7.50-8/10? I noticed when I had makeup on and sexy clothes my boyfriend (now ex) sort of wanted to rip off my clothes when we were walking in the forest, and he usually barely holds my hand (this was last summer). I think my weakest point is that I have super-short hair, but that's my fault, I did it, so no excuses, I know, I know. Thanks for your sincerity and the direct approach of the situation, highly appreciated. @Girzo Thanks for the feedback! @Barbarian Number 8 I'll try this once, I guess? Tnx. @Shane597 Thanks for your feedback! @aurum Thanks, I know this teacher, he is pretty good at what he teaches.

@Ayilton I'm pretty sure I'm listening because I like music and it makes me happy. @SgtPepper While I do agree that music does have the aspect of self expression, I see nothing wrong with that. And again, I'm listening because it calms me, I release stress, makes me energetic, and I find it beautiful. I don't feel like I have to excuse myself for feeling this way. I just wish I could listen less so I'd have more time for more important stuffs... @pluto Prettyyy :> I like it! @Faceless Oh cool, sounds like you have a good taste. For me, I have to listen to every genre and experience every feeling that they give. I'm mostly into darker, deeper stuff.

@Serotoninluv Agreed. @SOUL What do you mean? @Faceless Sweet I live native american drums @Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj Cool way too look at the subject, I'll think about it. @alyra For me I think listening to music is more than just a bad habit since I listen all day, so I am addicted. And yeah, obviously not going to give up my carnal needs, and personally I think of enlightenment as something natural, not groundbreaking. Isn't in my top priorities right now. Also consider that many people think many different things about enlightenment and what it is, what it means for them, so it's a lonely journey. For some, awakening to the law of attraction is what enlightenment means. For others it's ascetism. As Leo said too, different people access different aspects of reality. For me enlightenment would mean that bliss of non-doership combined with the nature of consciousness/reality-fabric. What I practiced a lot is biokinesis and it taught me a lot about reality. That was my path. Now your path might be totally different. So yes, I agree that we are not yogis, not at all. The yogi life-style isn't for everyone. Honestly I think of myself as a pretty average or even lower than average person. @pluto Is the vibrating sound of my neon light healing? Buzzzzzzzzzz...... Jk