Leo-Tzu

The main "problem" here is the term forever. If the soul form has some of the human features even the most cruel tortures after some time become obsolete because you get used to and the realm itself loses its purpose so has to change form. I think that nothing last forever although from a human perspective it might look like it is.

Its called convergence insuficency i guess... You need to talk to a behavioral optometrist in order to do some eye exercices or some videogames with 3d filters to fix that. Ps: pencil push ups should be your bread and butter :

The modern version of hell is mostly made up by dante

Until february i used to meditate everyday for about 1 hour straight for 3-4 months and felt very good, positive, full of energy. Visualise, self inquired etc. Lets say im in my firsts steps in the hero's journey, or so i thought. Last month i had a surgery, it went very well but i had for 3 weeks some mild complications which reversed all my feelings. I got depressed in 3-4 days, started to think about permenent damage and a lot of automatic negative visualisations. I visited a psychotherapist which i trust and she said that i was in a post op state of mind which triggered my fight of flight intstics and we cannot do nothing about it unless we're some yogi or guru. I cant believe how my whole emotional equilibrium failed so quickly. I could not even meditate for 10 minutes without starting to have strong negative feelings. Fortunately im recovering well... Started meditating again and things are going well. I'm more concerned with how the brain tricks us (or me for example) in the moment we feel we're going well with our spiritual routines etc... Now i realised im not even out of the fuckin village (in the hero's journey)

@Outer ye i'm having some kefir etc anyway my state was more mental then physical... keeping your balance is the ultimate skill

@Rilles it was strange because on the intellectual level i was conscious where i was and everything was going go be ok but on the emotional level was hard lol... Thanks tho... @Talkawuer that's the point... Thanks

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I usually sleep on my stomach or sideway in the fetal position but i wanna fix that. . . Do you have any trick or personal experience?

@Barbarian Number 8 me too . . Thanks

@DocHoliday yea i told you 99% is a projection

It's been i while now i keep seeing the number 37 everywhere, on the phone on the streets on the newspaper etc... 99% its a mind projections anyway do you know if that might have a meaning or paranormal something lol. . . I'm curious because here there are many people from different cultures

@Maverie i'm eating a lot of fresh fruits and honey now. . . I dont miss the sweetness and i got used to sugarfree coffee ... I enjoy it more. You look more expert into this. . . I can assure that fasting for 1 week for example makes you more energetic (not tried in person tho). I had some muslim guys at the gym who stop coming during ramadan and when they came back they were smaller but were able to lift more. In 4 months they become bigger then before but dunno if this is a faster progression bcuz of fasting or just normal gym routine

@Barbarian Number 8 @plutoi need to have an eye surgery this week so i have no other option for at least 1 month. Anyway despite that i noticed that when i sleep some hours on my back i have less neck pain in the morning after.

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The journalist that was interviewing him on channel 4 became a meme on 9gag. Maybe because of that lol

@YaMayka what have you noticed in this sugarfree time? I'm kinda 1 month free and i have less tired during the day.

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@AxelK you too. Try meditating to fill some free time. It will clear your mind even more and make you focus on your future goals

I've read a thread about this before so i wanted to share some encouraging events of mine. 2. Months before Sucked up completely on mobas, single player rpgs, nintendo switch (bought almost 500$ games in a year). 1 Month before Decided to quit for good, do the inner work, meditate everyday. But still got some gaming urges. 5 weeks ago Gifted my LoL account (plat 1 56 lp in the verge of reaching diamond, you know how addictive the game is in that case, with 60+ skins), the guy changed the pass so i can never access it again. 4 weeks ago Finished all singleplayer games and decided not to buy a single one anymore in my entire life . . . Sold my steam account for some cash. . . Packed up my nintendo switch and haven't touched it yet (i got some urges to play mariokart or some fast shit but i know where it might lead so i dont) 31 december 2017 Watched Leo's video that was posted on 17 december about motivation, it moved me so much. Decided to do the work, do the actual emotional labour and change my philosophy about failure in real life. . . That was keeping me stuck before. 1 january - today - hopefully til i die I meditate everyday for at least 30 min Cleared myself totally from videogames ( the last step is selling my switch but til now i havent found a buyer because with all the games it costs like 800$ . . . Huge amount . . . Maybe ill gift it to the orphanage ,thinking about it ) thanks to this experience i think ill never get addicted in anything anymore for good Im more conscious about my diet, i eat healthy once again , my sleep scheduled improved , i dont depend on melatonine pills anymore to sleep 7-8 hours. . . (I took everynight 1 pill in order to sleep) Started running 2-3 times a week, my resistance is improving day by day , before i got tired even by the stairs. Decided to try the noFap challenge of 1 month but i continue to fail miserably every 7-8 days. I will still keep up til i reach a month or 2. Moved out my parents home to my apartment (i had it before because of some circumstances but i was renting it to people in order to permit my all day gaming experience. . . . ) Apply for jobs or internships , took some interviews. . . . Waiting Visited the doctor about some problem i left unconsciosly behind before. And the most important thing til now is that i feel great like i did 3-4 years ago where i was going out, hittin the gym, dating beautiful girls (even tv hosts) but since i was doing it from an unconscious state i wasnt even being aware or enjoying it as much. . . I know i'm not even in 0.000001% of my hero's journey but i feel motivated, i feel there's a lot more out there to be experienced. In general i've planned that in 10 years i want to . . . Move away from my poor country, travel as much as possible make many friends around the world, study an instrument, psychedelics ectect . . . It all started January 1 with 20 min meditation and a single affirmation "I WILL MEDITATE EVERYDAY TIL THE DAY I DIE" and things that before seemed mountains now look like river stones.

@Shroomdoctor @Nahm thanks lol, but i did nothing except taking action. @blazed i know, those are the days i double my meditation. Thanks I posted this for people who might have the same problem everything else come easier if they start with a meditation habit.

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@Leo Gura define "serious"

To me elon represents someone who fulfilled every brick in the maslow pyramid but still, he's an external explorer and a survivalist. He's doing in real life the same as every non enlightened movie director does with humanity pretty much like moving people into mars and having futuristic technology ect. In these movies people have the same personality traits as us, there's still corruption, pollution, thieves, wars etc. I think that there's a huge gap between personal development of humans and the technology progress. . . For the technologic improvement there's nothing to talk, and about our development we're in the dark ages of the psyche. So people like Musk instead of investing billions in expanding our territory and putting the US flag (for whatever silly meaning it might have putting a piece of tissue tied to a stick in a rock) he could invest in the education system, in montessori schools for example, medicine, in culture etc. I understand that business has a huge part but still he had the opportunity to made a difference and will end up making the same difference that Columbus made . . . Expanding our maps and in the homeland burning witches . . . I consider Musk a lost opportunity and a fraud, product of the marketing.

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