Nevon

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  1. By thinking about soul, you are saperating aready, it supposed to be one together with infinity
  2. hi everyone , i've been following Leo actualized.org on youtube for almost 2 year , this is the first time i check out the forum, there are some question stuck on my head, appreciate if there's any expert able to shed some light as Leo mention in one of his video, self enquiry it's like using feather to soften the rock until the rock become disappear, by watching leo video and do the self-investigation work my ego willing to let go and stripe away most of the belief that i had before left nothingness and being at the present moment,i manage to disidentify myself with my body, i am not my body, the body its just a body, i am not the little voice, the little voice it's just a phenomenon , i am not my brain, the brain its just a brain. during meditation i am able to go into a state of nothingness+everything in the sense of no more belief system, 0 information and aware there's the only one existence of everything, no more distinction between big or small, inside or outside, bright or dark to me it's just sensation arise to my consciousness, it's only this phenomena of existence and that's it, the rest of it is fiction of reality even tho i've made some great progress on my spiritual journey, there are still a lot of trap that i fall into that holding me back so here comes a tricky question, if i am not the body, who is controlling the body? i notice that "something" able to control the body, what if that thing does not exist then the body supposed to paralyze right? so i assume the "thing" able to control the body existed, but what if i am not that "thing" then what am i?
  3. i think to explain this is we are the infinity space of consciousness(nothingness) that host the reality (everything) that's is the end of it in , one experience of presence that includes subjective experience. maybe i could be wrong, pls correct me if i am wrong
  4. you mean consciousness is like this image? one experience
  5. great explanation,based on direct experience, there is only experiencing but no experiencer(because "i" don't exist)
  6. Hi All, this is my first post, i would like to share a weird experience of mine, recently I've been see-ing violet colour light appeared everywhere, even i close my eye i am still able to see the violet light, i got the strong sense of pressure on my third eye and crown chakra and sometimes it vibrate intensely, and this violet energy able to pull my head like a magnet..its weird, and one day i see the violet spinning vibration light appeared on my TV screen even though my TV it's off, so i decided to film it to see , holy crap , the violet light appeared on my camera screen but it's low vibrant, so i put it in video editing apps to do the color contrast to bring out the violet colour to be honest, i am not really sure what is this violet light, i ask a lot of people, they told me it's my aura, if you know something please tell me what it is here's the video, sorry for crappy smart phone quality.