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  1. hi guys, i have this false belief thought which randomly pop multiple times a day about being gay. the quote is "i'm gay". i'm not quite sure how this belief came to be but its annoying since i'm straight and like girls. honestly i even dream about girls and what not. i remember as a kid this one event where a friend of my dad asked my dad what about if your son turns out is gay something along those line and hearing my dads response 'is he crazy' why would he be gay. hearing this talk scared be a i was terrified if i would turn out gay, remember i was a kid. i have not had a girlfriend yet and i'm in my twenties.this did get me to doubt my self if im gay or not even though i know i'm straight. what should i do about this false belief? i have tried contemplating this and where it could of came from and also tried Byron katie the work by her and gotten some results from it with other belief.
  2. happy birthday bro!!!! thank you!
  3. is it not true that the depth of enlightenment that someone can have is infinite. it would make sense for it to be infinite since everything is infinite. i was recently watching leos new video and it got me thinking that its infinite depth of enlightenment. so it means he can have even dipper experience of enlightenment.
  4. @Rebec. I appreciate the suggestion and will have a look?
  5. how long can a person dry fast? before its no longer safe to continue?
  6. @Leo Gura can you do strong determination work while watching something. example when your on the computer and your watching a video would it still work?
  7. i just finished listening to an audio by freemantv.com and the guest was Jerry Marzinsky. the talk was about schizophrenia (psychosis). what Jerry Marzinsky said was the voices were entities and not actual hallucination.he goes into pretty interesting details of the story he tells and how he came to the conclusion. what do you guys think? also how can one deal with these entities? you guys if interested in schizophrenia you should visit the website and have a listen.
  8. you still have a lot to learn about life and everything else.
  9. right now, with my life im kind of stuck. im around 20 turning 21 soon. im thinking of becoming a counsellor because i love talking and listening and the idea of just talking about your problems is fascinating to me. i want to pursue it but in my head i'm making counselling seem like you need to be perfect to do it and not have your own problems and need to be confident. i have a mental illness known as psychosis and i don't know if i'm cut out to pursue it. i will do it because it could be my life purpose or lead to it. i would like feed back on counselling! is anyone a Counsellor here, i would love to hear what its like being one? or even leo your feed back would be appreciated when you were a life coach!
  10. whats your youtube channel i would like to check it out!!
  11. my question is can you recover from psychosis episode with out medication. i have currently had 2 psychosis episode and had 2 ECT (Electro convulsive therapy) to bring me back to consciousness. during the episode i dont remember anything its almost like being in a dream state. i'm currently on medication and will soon go of them because their causing me pain. if i have my next episode i want to be left alone without any medication and let the process happen. i'm in a lot of fear and paranoia during it but its something i have to face head on. I definitely believe its possible and feel like i can recover from the episode without medication. i honestly believe it with all my heart that i can do it face my fear and get over the fear of death. so once again has anyone recovered from psychosis without medication from an episode? how long would it take? can it lead to enlightenment? i am doing my own research, this is part of it.
  12. do you guys really believe its chemical imbalance?
  13. death is easy.. living is hard. sometimes i also think is it worth all the trouble but i find the few things that keep me going and imagine it all been worth while. i like to imagine this been part of the big picture of my over all growth in my journey as a consciousness being. have you tried to find your life purpose or done leos course? or even thought about your passion because all the trouble will be worth it if its something your passionate about. 9-5 jobs can be meaningless and realizing that will be even harder to do or life a good life.
  14. did you have any side effects from that experience? like kundalini syndrome.
  15. thank you all for your answers!
  16. im just wondering is the life purpose course worth buying?. this question is for the people who have bought the course. my second question is has anyone actually found their life purpose after taking the course?
  17. my current routine is meditating as soon as i wake up for 30 minutes. i have been doing that for the past 2 weeks or so and will continue to do it.