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@lmfao Yeah you are right about what you are talking about but im following life purpose course it should impact people or something thats the whole idea idk what to impact whats your purpose?

I see im made of conciousness but energy goes threw me thats what i see

@lmfao well you cant have life purpose we talk about if it doesnt impact community enviroment or animals if you go for purpose just for yourself i can see that any sucess wont bring me happines you get happines when you contribute to the world so your purpose should be that but i dont know how to transition to green stage thinking because im individualy orianted...

@Artaemis how can it be awareness when i awareness is aware of it @Nahm Probably yes @WelcometoReality whats that? @luckieluuke that vibration is always here it never ends well im aware of it but trying to hear from people if they know what it is?

@Artaemis i dont know how to explain you are aware of something vibrating and its like you can hear that vibration going and going...

@Brittany I try to do the little things but then i dont see i helped anything and i dont know whats my path and its killing me

@St Clair Join chess.com its a great site but watch out it can easily become an addiction when you learn deeper things about the game,and it could be just a distraction from real work so idk everything in moderation

You will take all this action for what reason you didnt say..

You can ignore your body or give it attention to specific area and you are aware of that that means you are not the body

You are reality limitations are in the mind and body a feature of conciousness until you dont stop indentifing yourself as mind body you will feel limited

Whats the point of this post?

Im here when i lack understanding in something or clear some misunderstanding to someone just starting out...

I found that fear of failure is linked with low self esteem you think you are not deserving of sucess so you sabotage it all the time

Usually i dont know what to talk its like social conditioning is making us talk just to fill space

On the one hand i love people on the other i hate them,on the one hand i want to meet and have a gf but on the other i hate it, i can go on and on i dont understand this conflict it makes me depressed...anyone have this?I cant even start because i know i hate it but there is no going around it...

@PsiloPutty Yeah but now fear is subtle then before... @Leo Gura Yeah im not thinking as much but it still happens,i have resistence like before(negative programming)but not as much fear or anxiety as before i cant see how to make it fun it sucks...

@Leo Gura Lets say i want to meet someone but i see how many suffering and work it will have to take to work so i start to hate it and i dont do it...

@Caterpillar Well i want and i dont want its f up thats why im asking wtf is this...

@Caterpillar For example you want to go out meet people but on the other hand you hate the idea so in the end you dont do anything and your social life suffers

@Caterpillar Do you have real life example with real life impact

Started to contemplete what is communication and got 2 good insights everything else is boring stories or things i already know going in circles over and over again....

@Pernani yes its so tough @Caterpillar thats true

You evil people made him stop saying hello to us damn you ???

Stop looking what will happen etc and start being in the present

@Leo-Tzu I may be wrong but i think he got it right his book teaches the fundamentals and its a must read..