MaxV

This is a fantastic read so far! I'm planning to do the same in november this year and i'm already experience some anxious thoughts about the whole ordeal. I'm not going for dating or pickup or such specifically. I've just became 34 years old and i'm really longing for an adventure to embark on alone. Your adventure is very inspirational. I'll follow you progress for sure!

Speaking of which, I found it to be an interesting tool to discuss SD with. It seems to have quite a good grasp about the model. Its fascinating to see how it keeps bringing it up with examples further down the conversation. I've deliberately giving it false answers to see if it would correct me with the correct stages, and it did!

I don't have experience with 1D-LSD but i do have quite a bit experience with 1P-LSD. Looking up 1D it seems to be one that takes longest to feel any effects. But they both are prodrugs who convert to LSD-25. But the experience i had or simply profound. I cannot explain in words what i experienced. But my last time was pure bliss! i started with 150UG (i already had some experience with truffles on different dosages but still rather low dosages. So i kinda knew how a psychedelic trip could feel.) and the most highest dose i took was 300ug. Which to me is absolutely nuts. I don't see any point in going further. Since i already experienced what egodeath is on that dose. The only "downside" is that the trip takes forever. Which is kinda cool but makes it also a bit hard to just do it. (Allthough i have to say that my last time was in my holiday and i was like 'fck it, lets do it.. 300ug here we go. And it was my best trip yet.) But it goes on way longer than the shrooms/truffles. What i usually do is plan the trip. Mostly doing it on weekends and if my mindset is neutral to good. If i'm in a bad mood i'm not going to trip. I create a good playlist with tripfriendly music or i'm not using music at all. That can be quite profound to as you hallucinate alot of auditory things too. Have some healthy snacks and drinks ready too. you'll get thirsty ! And don't drink alcohol or smoke weed! Go at it with just the lsd. The other substance will only corrupt or ruin the trip. And don't forget start low! you already seem quite cautious which is good. You could for example start with 100ug. And have someone you can trust and who'd be able to be a good tripsitter. Trippling alone is fun too. But not for your first few times. Get to know the substance first!

So how is this green exactly? I'd say the 1st and 3rd tweets have quite a bit of red in them. Not only the tweets but the persons too. They seem full of hate and pretty misandric. Someone at stage green can definitely be triggered offcourse, But its highly unlikely they encourage abuse or suicide or say such vile things.

Steve Irwin on consumerism and money.

I want to share this experience i had last night on 300ug of p1-lsd. It has been the most profound experience i had on a psychedelic sofar. I feel absolutely reborn. This is perhaps my most top lesson i learned: This trip also truely made me see how i can live life from my values and how i can build everything around that, and this is exactly the point where it all starts! I've been one hell of a contraction too. But i loved every second of it.

Thats awesome man. Keep it up! I've been producing music for about 10+ years now. And only now do i start to scratch the quality i wanted to reach. Back then i wouldn't even believe it was possible to reach it in the first place. Both Mastery and The War of Art are great books! What i did learn however is that every day or every phase will give a new set of challenges. I finally am able to produce something to be proud of. But the world and the style i used to produce vastly changed and i personally struggle if want to continue producing. I love music and i love playing and fooling around with it. But the whole Social media spiel that occured through the years and the rise of Tiktok and the short attention span music really made it difficult for me to progress lately. I even had some weird insights about myself not that long ago. We live in a fantastic time to learn pretty much everything. When i started to produce, you where pretty much on your own apart from a couple of amateur tutorials of people who actually didn't knew what they where doing. Nowadays there are SO MANY great masterclasses to learn from. This is a good thing! But i noticed myself getting a bit bitter 'because no-one struggled to get better like i did back in the day'. I even noticed myself thinking that i'm actually not good at producing at all because it took me 10 years to get where i am while others get there in a year or 2/3. This is all bogus of course. Sometimes its a frustrating grind. Especially the mixdown phase. But nothing beats the moment you can listen to a finished song. And it will be there with you for the years to come (And those oldies will mean more to you the more years pass!)

SpaceEngine is absolutely insane. Its a 1 on 1 simulator of the entire universe, procedurally generated. With the Milkway for a large chunk being as realistic as it gets. If you set the time correct and you watch the moon and other planets it will be pretty much identical with real life. This on itself is a mind = blown moment. Check out the trailer! : This simulator also has incredibly beautiful music. I especially like the tracks from astropilot. I have used this music a couple of times during a trip with great succes! SpaceEngine Astropilot's tracks: Chillstep I've seen that chillstep and CMA are mentioned a couple of times already, There are some beautiful chillstep mixes including some of Alan Watts his lectures. This music is absolute magic. it makes me feel as young as i was when i was a teenager or early twenties (I'm 30 now). These are some of my favorites: Alan Watts + CMA Chillstep mix: Alan Watts Chillstep Mix 6: Alan Watts Chillstep Mix 2: https://soundcloud.com/svetakobaliya/alan-watts-chillstep-mix-an-hour-with-alan-watts-pt2

I am so happy it turned out pretty much flawless! I'm deeply moved by the fact that, if we just coorporate with eachother we are capable of somany great things! I'm looking forward to the next stages of this endeavour.

I wanted to post the same video! This is an exceptional video on the matter.

I would lock the windows just in case anyway. But if you are planning to do larger doses of psychedelics while in a state of 'wanting to be in controle so much'. i'd wait if i where you. Psychedelics on a larger dose can sweep you of your feet. And if you are not ready for that you probably panic 'trying to take back 'control''. Its a good thing to slowly up your doses. What dose did you had in mind for your first more intense trip?

Exactly Nick, I think we deal with the otherside of the spectrum. In terms of choice. In the US there are only 2 parties to choose from ofcourse. In my view this is to limited. But what we have to deal with is simply too much choice. This reminds me of Leo's video about democracy and that too much of it can lead to certain issues. Like this one. and what Ampresus is saying is quite concerning to me, That the more conservative parties are quite populair at the moment. That the PVV has this much potential seats is something that baffles me completely. The Netherlands has changed over the years. It evolves, as a country, up the spiral, it became more inclusive but i also see alot of issues with this. its like there a huge collective ego backlash against this progression. Like for example with the whole blackpete (zwarte pieten) situation. I understand why people want to keep the tradition. But its also good if things change and evolve. Its complicated. I understand why people find it racist. Just like with the immigration situation. I work as a housepainter, and well.. in the construction world people are generally quite conservative. And the hate towards immigrates is quite high. But i noticed a pattern in this whole situation, Its like a Circle. People discrimate some because they have a islamic or middle-eastern name or surname, these people get rejected multiple times, these people get bitter and resentfull towards natives, more crime occures, people read this on the newssites and such, natives blame the 'kut buitenlanders', and people with an Islamic or middle-eastern name or surname get rejected. They don't understand that they are part of the problem. I tried to explain this but boy people are stubborn.. Its hard sometimes, because i love living in this country, but i do not feel like a Nederlander at all, I've been doing lots of spiritual learning and understanding + introspection. Both contemplating and sometimes with a psychedelic, and i simply feel like transcending the term 'Nederlander' I feel we are part of something alot bigger. This is why conservatism feels so wrong to me, its like i mentally hit the brakes or something.

Yeah thats a great point! But i do not see it as a wasted vote when they join the house of representatives. At this point they might get 3 seats if i'm not mistaken. This is actually the first time i'm this interested in our own elections. I find the complexity and nuance in the matter intriguing. For anyone interested here is the list of political parties we can vote on: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2021_Dutch_general_election

Probably Volt, What i like about that party is that it understand that most of our problems we face aren't ours as a nation alone. We need each other to face the problems we currently have. Also the fact that it considers both left and right points to be valid is something i value alot. For example nucleat power. I'm for renewables 100% but i also see clearly that, if we want to achieve our environmental goals we cannot achieve those with renewables alone. D66 for example is against nuclear power, they even have some kind of debunking video. The problem with this video is that they clearly did not do any research on the matter. They use arguments like nuclear waste and how dangerous and costly they are. But what i noticed is that these arguments are based on the older nuclear plants. There are alot of promising progressions with nuclear technology. But the taboo on the matter is simply too big. I do not consider nuclear fission technology to be the end of be all solution, but its definitely a solid temporary solution for now. There is alot of issues with renewables that aren't discussed, like the amount of land needed for proper solarfarms, land that could be used for our housingcrisis. Not to mention the waste product when they outlived their lifespan. And for windfarms at the Noordzee. I read something about a farm with 6000(!) Turbines. Yes these things might be cheaper in the shortrun, but people tend to forget that windturbines are far more sensitive to breakdowns and issues than a gen-iii/iv(presumably) nuclear plant. I will not vot for PVV, Fvd, VVD obviously. I first thought about Groenlinks, but they might be a little too idealistic.

Welp, that really didn't go according to plan that great. Alot has happened. I'll make a proper report tomorrow.