Charlotte

Ssshhh ?... Your awesome

@Nahm w.o.w

What can I say? do I need to say? or can you just feel with me? how beautiful this all is... How majestic and sacred 'this' is. I thank everybody I meet no matter what they bring. I thank everything I pass on my travels as I ride this wave of life. How can I ever show my gratitude for what I have? For the feet that carry me, for the ego that protects, for the fear that guides me to eternal love. There is nothing else... You need nothing... You have everything... You are everything. See this now and you will see you're love, you will feel compassion like you have never before, you will be gratitude. Everybody you meet is perfect, smile at them through your eye's and extend this compassion to them, walk over the earth and give it back what it gives to you, give it love and grace. Witness this. Be this. Awaken to the miracle around you, in you, through you... You. ???

@zambize well yeah! God I'm stupid at times ? By the way you raise some interest in activism, would you be interested in vegan activism? Anonymous for the voiceless have these cubes nearly everywhere and I was wondering they might actually have one where you live. I'd stand with my back against the spherical wall as far back as poss ? Reason I brought this up to begin with is because I feel this has to do with being 'safe' being able to 'get a feel' to the room in a safe space. It's something maybe I should delve into further.

Cheers dude! This is the only reason I've avoided these type of nootropics because of the adverse effects on the body, like you I have a strong connection to the mind body so it's like ultra sensitive whenever something doesn't agree. Will definitely look into a nootropic to help with exam's approaching. Could help with the 'leg up'.

Oh my god I had to try and imagine a room with one corner and now my head hurts ?

@Seed knows her stuff about public speaking maybe she can provide some advice

I highly recommend it @zambize not only for the benefits of other beings but for personal growth also. It's mad how much growth (when managed properly) can come from this type of work.

I've just realised something. Whenever I walk into a room to sit I always go into the corner. Something that just randomly hit me ?

@zambize exactly!!!! ? That was the exact scenario. Oh aye! About 21 between the whole group but it was pretty quiet in Manchester today to be honest. Do you do any?

@zambize Not gonna lie though he did sound like he was reciting from some sort of cult. He's the highlight of my day though

@zambize I learnt so much from him. He does a retreat once a month. I thought wow that's a lot. He said he needs to purge. I am not gonna say he's mental or whatever because that's labeling from my personal perspective. I asked him who's it? Who he keeps referring to and he replied the devine. He was told through mother Ayahuasca to deliver these messages, to warm people that the time is coming.

@zambize both happened ? I also stood and spoke with a guy who's on his 8th Ayahuasca retreat, believes the government and queen are reptiles and we are all inside a matrix (no shit) ? Guy tells me there's an Ayahuasca retreat 30 minutes drive from my home town ?? I think he was a zen devil.

On my way to do some activism. Bring some stage yellow on their vegan asses (note to illusory self () don't get involved with testosterone riddled men, they're bad news) ?

@Serotoninluv @John Iverson also I'm currently trying out reishi again dude. Bought some yesterday

@Serotoninluv wow nice one serotonin. That's helpful. Which of the three would you say don't particularly raise your heart rate to the degree where it's pounding out of your chest??

@Joseph Maynor ?

Still alive Will update later ?

Been a tough old few days. Starting to feel better again. Mock exam today, went as well as it could of done. Came home and I went shopping for paint for the house. Then tea time approached and I thought I'm not hungry, I battled with plating it up or not. 2 minutes later I thought fuck it I'm going gym. Just got back from the gym and I'm buzzing I went.

@John Iverson random!! ?

@John Iverson yes they are different. Then don't contain psychoactive ingredients hence why they are legal.

@John Iverson i have no idea why I experienced headaches John. My experience? I echo the comments above. I was completely grounded and in the present moment effortlessly. Monkey mind was almost quiet.

@Uncover I'd say this comes down to a reflection of how you truly feel about yourself and your projecting onto other. E.g. Are you seeing a therapist currently?

@Zigzag Idiot ah right. Fair enough.

@Shin really?? Bit backward ?