Highest

There is no way to explain it, but I meet the devil face to face. I know what we call the devil is, it can also be said to be the ego itself, it is inside us as ourselves. It was after this that I was instituted and diagnosed with psychosis. It was this dark shadow moving me with force, and having it destroyed by this woman I was with (my head literally was spinning around, putting this dark shadow down my stomach). The experience was more real than reality itself, it felt terrifying and it all happened without any dmt etc. It was after this that I was instituted and diagnosed with psychosis and now trying to come back to normal reality and grow from it. But I had done spirituality for over 1 year before that + smoking weed almost everyday. It is not delusion, it is more real than reality itself, anyone who denies pure experience is the deluded himself, which most human beings are. We do not know that there exists entities which are beyond description, that hell and afterlife exists, that God is real, but what if all that is true?

A human being consists of a body and self/soul. The soul is the Self, the One, infinite and where our sense of identity comes from. That's the whole point of spirituality almost, to find our true self and grow as that, aka the Soul. The Soul is not born nor will it die, it is what will transform/ascend us to the afterlife when we (body) dies, it's what will make the journey to the ultimate destination, our meeting with our and everything's Creator aka God