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After being in non-dual conscious state, where Consciousness (God) is I and everything, the ego state will come back after some good time. Not conscious of what it means. The mind trying to make sense of it. The goal should be to become fully conscious, understand and grasp it all in that moment. And then stay as that as soon as the ego dual conscious state comes, and understand what it means and what it's all about, including the mind. Eventually, the illusion/deceiver/falsehood will be understood eventually, gradually.

The seeker is actually necessary to a certain point, then at some point it will be annihilated by itself by the light and guidance of Consciousness (God) And the doubter, doubting even that of awareness, needs direct experience to die. When consciousness (you) finally becomes conscious of itself as the non-dual One, that is the end of the imaginary you (ego-mind). At that point, no matter how much the ego comes back and doubts, denies, it will be like a flying thought coming from one ear to another.

The ego is Like a dead character trying to hold on to a dead self-image. I was wrong: fuck the mask, fuck the character. It's useless. I can play it out, master it. Because I am not the mask, I am That (Consciousness, God) which uses the mask in whatever way it feels like. However better yet, is Being, Consciousness. Prior to the mask, prior to the ego. The ego is a secondary derive from consciousness, having no existence apart from it. From Being, everything happens effortlessly. In the end, the ego will learn to obey it's God. Only Being, Consciousness will remain. Consciousness, the only doer, will do things flawlessly as soon as the ego and person character/mask has been surrendered completely. The imaginary beast of the mind will eventually surrender as well, without little resistance,

Once the illusory ego and person character has been made conscious of as pure imagination created and played out by Consciousness, you can use that to use. Recreate it, play it out playfully, consciously, without fear. Fuck self-image, fuck fear. All that is based ultimately on illusion. You are God, Nothing and everything at the same time. Don’t become a zombie, or just pure being. Consciousness has a personal quality to it, personal love and passion. You as a unique ego. Come back as God and imagine, create, make up a flawless character. At least, play it out consciously.

No one to hold on to anything, no one to lose anything. Illusion. All that which comes and goes is not the Truth. Consciousness of the non-dual One is permanent. Not an experience, it is both the experiencer and the experienced. Not knowing, it is both the knower and the known. Not the mind, it is that which is aware and the witnesser of the mind, being the mind itself simultaneously. This should be your approach, becoming conscious, non-dualy. Experience which comes and goes, although nothing wrong or inherently false about it, is not the absolute, the ultimate.

Haha I was just afraid of taking control, becoming fully consciously the mask, deciding exactly how to use it, effortlessly. Only today I became fully conscious that I can finally use the mask freely in whatever way I see fit because I am literally not the mask. The possibilities are infinite, the directions to take are infinite, the mask itself is infinite which I, Consciousness, is playing out. Let us play playfully, joyfully. Immerse in it, feel it, be it. No need to identify, no need to take it serious.

@Jack River God is a fact due, not just a pointing Consciousness is God and God is consciousness. Prior to experience and knowing, it simply just IS. Not an experience, not as something known.

We can agree to disagree You are right due, about becoming being.

@Serotoninluv @Salvijus True

No, not concept. Direct experience, actuality. I didn't get out in any way to find it, I am already the One. I just became conscious of this, I am conscious of this 24/7. How I am so is not easy to explain in language, duality.

Indeed, enlightenment is about seeing things as they are. Seeing clearly, becoming conscious of what IS. Which the mind cannot do. Prior to knowing, prior to evidence, prior to truth and not truth, prior to the mind. There lies that which simply is the case: Being, Consciousness, Awareness. That which is Everything, that which Alone exists as One without a second. I and You are the Truth, the evidence, the knowing. I and You are God, the undeniable fact of the matter, where the opinion of the mind, the person and the ego simply does not exist.

You can do both. Having a stable material life is very important, you don't want to live in the streets and do consciousness work. I have a small apartment, more than enough for me. It gives you a stable place to work in peace, etc.

A chair can be a concept, a construct of the mind, very very far away from direct consciousness of what a chair really is. Biology is a concept, matter is a concept. Reality (the world, the universe) is an illusion, meaning that it isn't how and what it appears to be, it is and isn't. Matter and biology is an illusion and that's what science is grounded on, illusion. The idea of being a human being with a brain is far fetched illusion, so is the idea that ''you'' exist as a separate individual, or as a biological entity. Only God, Consciousness, Being is truly Real. Everything derives their existence from the One. Without the One, existence is non-existent. You have to understand that the only Real is the Self/Soul/Spirit. The goal of the Self is to experience, to awaken and know itself. You will die, meaning you will not remember that you ever existed after ''death''. The Self (which is One) will live on forever, continuing doing it's purpose. God is in a mission to know itself. This has been known by masters like Meher Baba for a long time. That's why and how you exist. As far as the universe goes, it only appears to have existence, but in fact is nothing and came from nothing, but this Nothing IS. The universe is simply a manifestation or reflection of the original Nothing/God. As for matter, in the ultimate sense, non-existent.

The mind cannot be trusted indeed, metaphysically and epistemologicaly speaking. It has always done it's duty and created falsehood from the beginning, constructed a false self, constructed a false reality, divided reality which is essentially indivisible, and told itself that it's the truth. The fact is that all is God, I and You are God, but we are misled by the shameless mind. Becoming more aware is a good way of having an undisturbed, still, firm mind. Dozens have thought of annihilating the mind, but only grace from a realized perfect master or sadhguru can make that a possibility. Not that you should seek a master in order to annihilate the mind, it can be handy too IF it's under control, and not it controlling you.

Indeed, very true. The I is All, All is the I, The Self, God.

It's all One Being, conscious, self-aware. All is It, It is All. You can call it whatever. Doesn't matter. Only It alone exists. A cheeseburger IS It. It (You) becomes conscious of itself and in that moment you will actually see that a cheeseburger is You (It).

Who or what is being aware of being aware? When awareness fully awakens from the me illusion and is fully conscious, it's realized that it is the One, the All, the God. Which have always been the case, it just wasn't revealed, not illuminated, not seen, not made aware of. Disguised.

It's not impossible, I have proven it, experienced it. It's all the same one reality due, just... different. The great spiritual aspirants and masters of the world have all reached states of consciousness beyond the ordinary, played with spiritual powers, reached ''other'' realities. It's not something new. The material world is the spiritual world, matter is energy. This other reality is none other than everything we see around us. It's active right now in this ''world'', doing it's thing behind the scenes and being the scene itself.

Indeed, I reached a point where I accepted that I knew nothing. Reality simply was and is, and there is no way to explain it with the mind. But when I meet God, I had no doubt for it was my innermost Self. That I could not deny, or doubt. For I would deny my-self, thus I would deny existence, reality. I would deny God itself. His love, compassion and understanding for me and everyone cannot be imagined. He is the All-Forgiving, the All-Merciful. Somehow, in His eyes, we are all Perfect. No matter what we have done, no matter what we have been. We are always accepted.

Yes, it's indeed a big trap. Pure knowledge is knowing that I know absolutely nothing, that all true knowledge lies with God alone. All I know and can know is what I am: I am God and I am All, I Alone Exists. There is only God. This is ''known'' more than knowing, this is something I and all of reality is.

Consciousness, awareness: all is the undivided non-dual One, untouched by illusions of separation, distinctions, duality, the mind, death. There exists no god but I: I is God, God is I. Other than that, there is no I. I=God, otherwise I=Zero. Both are true.

Who can't be happy when one awakens to the fact that all of reality including yourself is God? It's perfection, beyond awesome. Only the ego has a problem with it, but the ego doesn't matter. The ego will die. There is no after life. Existence has greater plans, it doesn't include me and you living forever. And that doesn't matter either.

True meditation and prayer is surrendering yourself to whatever is, surrendering all illusion of control and doership. ''You and I'' are nothing but a puppet under full control anyways. Step the mind and ego aside and let Reality=God do everything, for it already does. It will, in the end, turn out the way it should and ought to be.

No. Never will anyone ''explain'' consciousness or reality or God, not by looking outside, not by using the mind. Science is within the dream and they still buy into materialism which is like child deception, no chance whatsoever.

The same Aware God-Self which is All shines trough the eyes, the illusion/the false just has to be pierced trough and it will be seen clearly. It has always been the case, we were just in sleep. In love with the dream, afraid to see others as God.