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Ah it is that place you buy weed from? That’s good stuff. Weed is illegal in Norway but I have been taken only once in my life because I was with some stupid people.

Hahaha ? You work there or what?

@tashawoodfall Nice that you smoke too ? Too bad you live in the US, my contact is the source itself ?

@tashawoodfall Haha so you smoke weed too?

@tashawoodfall So you believe matter exists even after my examples of why it doesn’t exist. It’s only an illusion, you see dear?

That’s the real problem and delusion. Matter doesn’t even exist. I will tell you why with two examples. I could give more but I’m tired now to write them all. 1. Under my spiritual awakening I literally saw that everything is One Energy or you can call it consciousness. This includes all matter too. I could also absorb energy from matter like rocks and trees and walls etc. 2. It has also been in science by Albert Einstein and later confirmed without a doubt that matter is energy. They are One and the same thing. No, don’t think of matter as real. It is the formless who takes itself as form. Form and matter is formless. The formless cannot be seen, it can only be made conscious of.

No, it’s not different from seeing what’s there. It IS what was there. It was your direct visual experience and that’s all that’s actual and real. If you heard things then you heard things and it’s real because you heard it. How can it not be there or somewhere else when you heard it, obviously it came from somewhere or were already somewhere, probably in your mind.

@Serotoninluv Watched the video, I agree basically with everything he said. Materialism is really a problem and from that deluded belief people gets labeled as a lot of wrong things when in fact those beings may have had a genuine real direct experience of Truth and Reality. That is seen as impossible by materialism and thus they may call them crazy or insane. In fact it is like you said the standard ego mind is the real delusion and materialism is just a deluded belief.

I agree with everything you said above ?❤️ Reality is reality, direct experience is direct experience, conscious states are conscious states and all are real. That’s all there is and all we have.

@Serotoninluv True, everything is actually inter-connected as One energy or consciousness. I experienced that and literally saw that under my psychosis. Btw you understand that there is no distinction between insanity and not insanity. In our case I would say insanity is sanity. There is no real insanity really.

@Serotoninluv Awesome bro? I’m really happy for you.

@tashawoodfall Yeah, I never went insane too because I knew it was the Truth and reality. It was my direct experience this very second. I fully surrendered, in fact it was all controlled by a higher and very intelligent force. I had also left my religion (Islam) at age 16. Start off with a mini dose, that’s a great plan ? But I had only One very real scary as fuck experience where I became possesed by a demon or devil, it was a dark shadow and evil at least. Too tired to explain what happened after that but the demon was gone with after about 30 min by an energy I could only say was from GOD itself. As I said previously in another topic, If I told you what I experienced you would either think I’m crazy or that I’m making it up. But this is reality??

@Serotoninluv A friend of mine who has taken a lot of lsd and DMT told me once that lsd and DMT is basically the same as psychosis. What are your thoughts on that?

@tashawoodfall I’m happy to hear that ? It indeed changes your life and I will never forget it. When I think about it, I’m always remembered of how awesome we and reality is.

@tashawoodfall Fuck the doctors and their diagnoses. They work from and believe in the deluded materialist paradigm. All they believe in is the brain which is an illusion. You know your direct experience and that it was real, that’s it. But also move forward now, going back there and being there is no bullshit. You understand me bro?

Or that was after the conversation. Yes, then it could have been like you said bluebird. I’ve had such mind fucks as wellxD

@Bluebird Zambi told her he had taken lsd and she clearly saw it from the start and ‘’played’’ out the situation perfectly.

Yeah a lot of human beings are simply just awesome. I’ve meet a couple these last 2 months. Simply awesome, very obliging and intelligent beings.

Powerful stuff. Maybe you really don’t exist? Never had that experience, but I was in psychosis aka spiritual awakening for straight 8 months. Crazy magical stuff happened that If I told you about it you would think I’m crazy or simply think I’m lying. But I will never forget that period, never. It was a great awesome period in my life. Welcome to reality ?

Awarness is eternal and will exist forever. That’s what you are and that’s it. Just like now, you have been awarness eternally and suddenly you were aware and existent without any beginning.

@Hellspeed When I say form is an illusion I mean the formless has taken itself as form. So you can see how it is an illusion, how form is actually the formless? And there is no distinction between God and illusions, because there is literally only God. Nothing outside of It, nothing that is not It.

There is no form, form is an illusion. There is only formless.

Smoked some good weed and I inquired ‘’God is everything’’ and really focused on that, suddenly somehow I became conscious that NOTHING is or exists but God. I was already conscious of it but after this I am now certain. God is all there is. Do you understand me? This is radical. Yes, God is everything. For example God is a rock: God=rock, rock=God. What I’m saying is that only God IS. It’s like the hindus say: There is only Brahman. Like the sufis say, Only Allah (God) exists. There is nothing but God, there is only God. All of existence and reality is God. God is not even everything because that creates a distinction: God and everything. There is only God.

Only You can do that, only You.

Psychosis: been there, done that ? I was there for about 8 months about 2 years ago now. Saw everything as One energy and consciousness. All objects, matter, human beings, everything. Energy coming in and out of me from Everything. I know my psychosis was a spiritual awakening. It was more real than real, actuality, Truth, direct experience. psychosis and spiritual awakening are identical. Only those who have actually experienced it, and are conscious and awake enough will understand that. Now I know it was all God cuz I am conscious of God now and that ONLY GOD IS .