Forestluv

@Leo Gura Since the traditional "you" is an illusion and does not exist, why use the traditional "you" while communicating on this forum as if that "you" does exist? Doesn't that give comfort and validation to the illusionary "you" that it really does exist?

Or perhaps integrate my daily life into those glimpses?

I've never been married and never had kids. So, your commitment level is higher than mine was in this example: A dated a gal for over a year. We had several key things in common, yet she lacked the spirit of introspection, a seeker of The Truth. It wasn't much of a problem as long as I kept it to standard meditation and Yoga stuff. She had a strong negative reaction the use of psychedelics and I didn't tell her about these experiences. Last June, I did an Ayahuasca retreat in Peru - it was perhaps the most profound experience of my life. It felt like the nearest I have been to The Truth. I tried to share this part of me with her and communicate the experience. She immediately flipped out about dangerous drugs and how I am using drugs to escape and could ruin my life. She pleaded for me to promise that "What happens in Peru stays in Peru". I'm thinking "this is just the beginning". She did not evolve the next couple of days and it was clear how far apart we were in this key area. I broke up with her that week and have never regretted it. Again, your commitment level is higher. I don't know how I would have behaved the same if we were married with a kid.

Leo, is it possible to get a glimpse of The Truth without being enlightened? Occasionally, with and without psychedelics, there is a moment beyond explanation or conceptualization.

In your original post you state: "Everyone is in default mode to begin with, and only a guy who really sparks her interest or has chemistry with her gets magically and inexplicably bumped up to romantic-mode.". I think this is an overly simplistic binary model and there is at least one zone missing. Everyone is in the "default zone" is a very soft interpretation of a "friend zone". That would put the mailman in the same zone as going out with a guy for drinks on a Tinder date. I'm not buying it. When a gal heads out for drinks with a guy she met on Tinder - he is in a different zone. This could be a temporary "prospect zone" - but he is not still in the default zone with the mailman. The prospect for potential romance / sex / relationship is front and center on the Tinder date. Both people know it. She selected him as a potential lover/partner when she swiped right, messaged him and agreed to go to the bar for drinks on a date. He is no longer in the "Default Zone", he has been elevated to the "Prospect Zone". The interaction on the Tinder date is very different than noticing the mailman drop off the mail. She hardly knows the Tinder guy. He isn't in some "friend zone" or "acquaintance zone ". She doesn't have enough information. During or after the date, she could choose to elevate him from "Prospect Zone" to "Romance Zone". Or she could put him in a wide variety of zones. If she thinks he could be a friend, but not a lover, he could go into the "friend zone" with her other friends. Or, he could go into the "Creepy Zone" never to be seen again. Or, she could sneak out early, put him in the "Psycho Zone" and be grateful that she didn't give him her phone number. Furthermore, there is a continuum with many shades of grey. You stated a guy is magically and inexplicably bumped up to the Romance Zone. . . What if during the date, she kind of likes him, but unsure. She wants to get to know him better. She lets him kiss her goodnight. Is he still in the "Default Zone" or was he magically bumped up to the "Romance Zone"? or maybe it's a semi-magical "Pre-Romance Zone"? And whatever answer is given, one could dial up or dial down the intensity of interaction so the zones are ambiguous. What if they were just flirting with each other as they checked each other out? Still "Default Zone"? There is an area between "Default Zone" and the "Magical Romance Zone" which includes anticipation, curiosity, butterflies in the stomach and getting all dressed up in nice clothes and make-up. That doesn't happen for some guy in the "Default Zone".

Below is the most common definition of "Friendzone" I've found: "In popular culture, friend zone refers to a platonic relationship wherein one person, most commonly a man, wishes to enter into a romantic or sexual relationship, while the other does not. It is generally considered to be an undesirable or dreaded situation by the lovelorn person." This is how I've used the term and how my male friends have used the term. A guy is courting a gal and she doesn't see him as a lover and puts him in the "friendzone". To avoid getting "friendzoned", guy tries to impress her by promoting his positive characteristics. I acknowledge that there are underlying power dynamics in play and one person could take advantage of another, yet adding highly manipulative/abusive stuff so that the friendzone is some manipulative/abusive trap seems like an extreme usage of the term "friendzone". On the other hand, it's not like women are naïve/innocent and after several dates suddenly realize: "Oh my gosh! You are interested in sex?! I thought we were just friends!". I've dated women who liked the attention of being courted and the idea of a successful guy providing for her and her child. She didn't have a real desire for romance or sex, yet led me on that romance was more of a possibility than it was. . . . Just right around the corner. . . I saw this a lot when I lived in South America. On the other side, guys lead women on about long-term prospects and providing: "I don't have any kids, yet I like kids and could see myself being a father figure if I found the right woman and her child to settle down with". Yet, the real motivation is more immediate romance or sex. So there could be a "fuckzone" for guys - you want some romance/sex from a gal, but not a committed relationship with her.

@Emerald Emerald, thanks for your patience during my long-winded posts. You exposed a long-held belief that isn’t holding up to scrutiny in this thread. I don’t even know where that belief came from or why I was defending it. I’m going to re-read your posts now with a more open mind, then head to bed. Have a good night!

This is one of those threads I start off thinking I know the deal, yet the belief crumbles under scrutiny. By the end I realize I didn’t know what I was talking about and the issue goes much deeper than I had thought

I think I see your point that “zone” is unnecessary. One could simply say “I better make a move soon, I don’t want to be just friends” or “I was hoping for more and made an advance, yet we are staying just friends” btw, I don’t mean to be a PIA. I really like detailed conceptualizing, yet it can annoy people at times

@username I don’t understand your question. My point is there is an event here that guys call the friend zone. Saying the friend zone doesn’t exist does not mean that the event didn’t happen. Fine, let’s not call that event the friend zone. What should we call it? ”Striking out” is more for attempts in bars for one-night stands - not after 4 dates of getting to know someone. How about: “stayin’ in the default zone” “rejection zone” , “no seed zone” I prefer ”stayin in the friend zone” since it acknowledges the failed attempt and that friends is the default

Ok, how would you term this event: A guy asks out a gal he sees on Tinder. He is primarily motivated to spread his seed. During their dates he is on his best behavior and tries to impress her in hope of spreading his seed through sex. By the third date he starts to get worried that things might not turn physical soon, since they haven’t even kissed yet. His buddies at the gym tell him he better make a move soon. She, on the other hand, starts off seeing him in the default zone, as a potential friend. Yet, she is also open to the possibility of things developing to romance for a guy with certain characteristics: a good sense of humor, caring, affectionate, long term prospects etc. During dinner on the fourth date, he makes his move. He tells her she is attractive, how well they go together and asks her to come to his apartment for a few drinks and fun. She is a bit startled as she realizes there is a clear intent for sex. She tells him that she enjoys spending time with him, yet doesn’t see him as a lover. She says she wants to just be friends. I acknowledge that there is different psychology between them. Yet, there was an event that took place at that dinner table. We create words and short phrases to communicate events to each other. Here, he made a move for sex after a few dates and she replied lets be friends. This is a common event and it’s handy to have a word or short phrase to communicate it. If we had to create a term between one to four words to describe it, what could we call that event?

In my early 20s I was a college droupout waiting tables at Village Inn. After two years the fear of never doing anything meaningful or reaching my potential, I found a way to get back to schhol. The fear of regressing back to a waiter was the primary motivation that got me through school. I’ve had a successful career, yet I have not reached the same levels regarding consciousness/ actualization.

@rush Who is trying to “achieve” happiness? Where I’m at now, the sense of happiness is a product of my physiology and interpretation of external input. I wish I understood the underlying mechanism better so that I could tweak the settings

@username I think they’re all just stories our ego/self creates. I wonder if realizing that “I” doesn’t exist would resolve a lot of problems.

I suppose one coukd redefine friendzone as “a guy being told to stay in the default zone” or “the rejection zone”. At least that would acknowledge a male attempt and female choice took place. I think guys have fragile egos when it comes to sex. Friend zone is a lot softer than rejection zone.

@Emerald In terms of the evolution and “spreading the seed” framework. . . for guys driven by the evolutionary desire to score with women there are two outcomes - you spread your seed (successful attempt for sex) or didn’t spread your seed (unsuccessful attempt for sex). Females either accept the attempt or don’t accept the attempt. One could call an unsuccessful attempt whatever you want: default zone, friend zone, loser zone, no seed-spread zone. It’s just semantics. In the evolution and seed spread model, there is a zone of failed attempts. And it’s not just humans, in many species the males court females for reproductive sex. And attempts often fail.

There does seem to be some lasting effects that didn’t need processing. Once you see that kind of thing, you can’t unsee it. One thing that has lingered is that during a couple high anxiety spots there was a thought off in the distance saying “don’t worry in 4 hours I’ll be back and everything will be back to normal”. And when the Aya was wearing off, I could feel the self returning and there was realization that my mind would try to explain the unexplainable and “own” the experience. I saw my self chatting with others back home and using the Aya experience as part of my identity. As my ego returned it seemed quite humbled and weakened, and there was almost a pleading “please let the essence of the experience remain beyond thought and analysis”. I’ve tried to honir that request by not trying to make sense of the experience. For me, the “processing” has come in spontaneous insights or flashbacks. That “something” at the ceremony seems to have a seat at the table in my head. Sometimes when I am conceptualizing it rises up saying “thoughts: Not It”. That’s enough that my ego iften backs down. I mean my ego got the living shit kicked out of it. It may act like a tough guy, but deep down knows who’s boss in a showdown.

@electroBeam For me it’s a HUGE red flag if I still consider/desire to keep dating options open after a month. I’ve been in this situation a few times: I like a gal and want to date her, yet also want to keep options open. Those thoughts about dating others do NOT go away. . . Months go by and I kinda want to break up for something new, yet I still kinda like the one I’m with. She is clearly getting more emotionally involved and I don’t want to hurt her. So, I tell myself a story about how I could grow to love her and be committed. . . Finally, I can’t do it anymore and tell her that I care for her more as a friend. She is deeply hurt, I feel awful and try to rationalize into feeling better. I’ve learned that right now I’m more interested in casual dating. Finding someone with enough compatibility for an LTR is a rare find and I don’t want to be single the whole time waiting. I’m upfront with them early. Be that truth. To me, your post sounds like a casual dating place. I’d tell her upfront.

It’s evolution

Whoops, that was a typo. I meant to write 15-20mg of 4-aco-dmt - which is equivalent to about 100ug of LSD.

Below is just my guy's perspective. I think it is only relevant for a large subset of guys "playing the game" and does not apply to all guys. Overall for our species, the female has considerably more selection power than the male. The vast majority of females could “get laid” any night they wanted to. Males often go weeks or months trying to get laid. There are countless guides for males to improve your “game”. And in this game, the female chooses “yes” or “no”. The “default zone” is the same as the “friendzone”. It’s the zone of the guy not get laid. The "friendzone" is when a guy has an interest in dating/romance with a gal that he is courting. The guy is interpreting her behavior as "good" or "bad" regarding his chances for romance. . . Is she responding to my texts? She didn't respond for five hours, what does that mean? Does the tone of the text seem like she is interested? Is that guy in her Facebook photo a date? . . . All questions trying to determine whether he is in the "friendzone". Getting put into the "friendzone" means you have essentially lost on romance. You blew it. . . Then questions arise such as: "What can I do differently the next time to improve my chances?". Guys don't have a "friendzone" with women. How could a guy put himself into his own "friendzone"? It's the gal who has the "friendzone" we are worried about getting put into. If a guy is interested in dating a gal, a friendzone appears around her to be avoided. If a guy is not interested in dating a gal, there is no "friendzone". It's just irrelevant. I've heard guys talk about getting put into the friendzone many times. I have never heard a guy talking about putting a gal into the friendzone. It just doesn't exist.

Before my first ceremony, I asked one of the guides what the experience would be like. She told me that everyone has unique physiology and life experience and will be shown what they need to know in that moment. Each of my three ceremonies was unique and I talked with several participants and they too had unique experiences. My first ceremony was mentally easily and physically hard. There was a blissful energy that swept me away and there was no struggle to hold on my ego or control. It was like "So, just let go of the ego to experience this bliss? Cya ego!". There weren't really "lessons". It was like a semi-lucid state with semi-awareness. There was a sense of being on a foreign planet and oneness within the temple. There were visuals of people I had encountered in Peru and there was a different sense about them. I was connected and enamored with this energy or vibe they had. I felt such appreciation and love for them. Afterword, I felt love for everyone there. It was just being and experiencing. It wasn't like there was knowledge or wisdom. . . Like have you ever had a moment when time stops momentarily and you are present for a beautiful moment? Maybe something like a person playing with their dog on the ground and the dog spontaneously jumps on the owner licking their face - they smile and laugh and roll together. You witness it yet also momentarily lose yourself for a moment and experience that beautiful energy and connection - and feel it. Kinda like that but 100X as intense for four straight hours of various beauties. It wasn't like knowledge. Heading into the second ceremony I felt good. Too good. I actually gave some first-timers advice about letting go and surrendering. Little did I know. . . My intention was to be aware and be shown my blocks to my deeper self. Early on, I tried to steer the experience back to blissville and lost control. I struggled and experience fear, insecurities and panic at times. This time was the most clear-headed, aware experience I've ever had. It's awkward to call it "lessons" or "knowledge" because it wasn't about thoughts. There was no analysis, good/bad, "I get it". Yet, there was this essence/truth/awareness regarding fears, insecurities and beliefs. There was a sense of some kind of being, yet not a source I can pinpoint. There was no "I" or thinking there - so all this I write now is not the actual experience - I'm just trying to put it into words (which were not part of the experience). . . There was a phase at the insanity threshold that nearly went into a full-on panic. I had brought a benzo in case of an emergency - the idea to take it came up - followed by an absolutely clear sense of DO NOT TAKE IT. The prospect of taking the benzo was much more frightening than just experiencing the experience. It was like my ego wanted to regain control with a secret weapon from "my" world. There was an extremely strong sense of "don't fuck with this" and I caught a glimpse of the energy changing to something really dark if I took the benzo. I think my ego surrendered a bit more at that point. After the ceremony, I asked one of the experienced participants if this experience and "lessons" need to be processed or have they just become part of me. I didn't fully understand his response - but it included both.

Psychedelics brought me there. I did an Ayahuasca retreat in Peru last June. The second ceremony was the most terrifying and illuminating experience of my life.

@phoenix666 IKR. If that's how it is, why fight? Why not just "be" and go with the flow?

@phoenix666 I'm in a similar place. Feeling anxiety when the reality that "I" has no free will appears. I.e. what would happen if "I" am not in control? What if this mysterious entity acted on harmful impulses? . . . As I let go, trust is slowly building. If the ego and thoughts are part of everything, part of the whole being - it feels weird that my being is trying to convince itself through the ego that its OK to surrender itself to itself.