Strikr

haha you're so funny there is the beauty of complexity aswell.

Weed is great though, just drop all your need about it. Without weed I wouldn't ever have enlightened on anything. I don't deny what made my path, but I don't use it "neurotically", totaly alright without any drug, just don't be dogmatic on your use/non use. just fucking "be", and stop "needing" anything.

of course, why it would not haha do you think I m drawing on my hands for fun ! silly ! ( ) please guys looks this anime ( One punch man ) btw, if you have no manga background that's the good one, funny time and really enlightening ( it's a reverse story of the hero journey, the hero is already " the most powerful" ) only 12 episodes, not that long ( netflix/ streaming ) enjoy. good night people, I have many things to do, maybe quit the forum more seriously and focus on being a bit more have fun guys

thanks, wish you the same bru

not delusion to me but whatever, I use word to point to a "life force energy" I don't care about the name, thing is, experience a state as powerful as on drug, without drug, is not something "normal" to my old "I self". maybe just the drop of ego.

yep everything is calm, but now that I m aware of having "already done it".. there is still such many things to do, but It's not dramatic if I don't experience it at all, in a way, I already experienced everything. I feel I just have to go with the flow and wish the best for myself and life, maybe even get a new life purpose, like going with the flow Running on clouds now, still doing my human things and playing the drama

HS : someone can advice me on a good app for phone for my meditation, maybe with a ring at the end, that would be clean

is there such a thing as "kundalini energy" / "present being energy ", how would you call it ? why did I experience such a power in all my body, was it delusion ? if all thoughts are spiral lies, what remains words that point to a common truth ? such as an abstract path to enlightment, call this "path" "true", what remains "true divine law" then to this reality ? is "karma" " law of attraction " a law of nature or a delusion of the false biased thought-self ? why did I feel ( and can create this state whenever I want in meditation ) I just focus my self on breath, and create "thought" in my mind to block others thoughts " like nothing matter, nothing exist, I m now here in the space ", then I meditate and can feel it. feeling on a trip without drug is it delusion or real power of control in the body ? is there such a thing as a divine energy or natural energy flow ?

bless me https://imgur.com/GYVKkPI

he do nothing, you just reflect your own inner mechanism of grow, call'd enlightment, then on a "quantum life level, means all metaphysical aspect of life you'll reflect your own internal mindset" you reflect what you expect deeply into reality, and materialize it in a form or another, then you look for mirror to your own thought, and the mirror is here, reflecting on itself, could be in all forms of reality, the mind "see" what he expect the most.

majestatis, qui salvandos salvas gratis, salva me, fons pietatis. et lux perpetua luceat eis. Requiem aeternam dona eis

I listen to my own frequency & vibration, I don't need those guru with their bubble magic. only my magic is real and powerful, it gives me power, energy and self healing.

I did new ones today, and I use ritual magic aswell, magic sport + magic yoga. all my self creating work, creating upon themself

talking about mind alchemy.

because when you're low, you need to go higher haha but what when you're high on life ?

the man who believe he is master of everything is master of nothing ( remixed version ) will try though, always something to learn

answer this one : does music exist or not ?

you mean that your body is currently following "maya" order ?

does the body exist ? but it doesn't mean I'll not try to find out for myself what you talk about.

if the mind exist, it's so not a delusion, this is your choice to see it like a delusion, if this experience created the mind, it's for using it or not, as it please everyone. the mind "cast spell" and "control energy flowing", it's quite simple, it can be others way, but those way resonate for myself. metaphysical is probably "shit" for most people, anyway, as an electronic musician, can tell, without thinking hard on those idea of me in perspective to the sound I hear directly, you're nothing in the music game. ( that's the "practical physical way" ) but there is more to thinking meta like directly modify the " basic root core belief ". Quantum Mind programming. for me it's real work here, litteraly, my action change based upon my core belief.

he thinks enlightment is bullshit lel he is traped in his own concept of it.

yes I know that you know more than me, I can "sense". Do you think "kriya yoga" ( sport/yoga ) will help me in the process, I feel well like doing it since a month, I did everyday until now. ( increase diet since 3 years ( full on water ), I m more vegan aimed ) and I practice meditation daily but not that much. trying to find balance with the body. I already have this energy you talk about, but I don't know where am I in this work'. My most "mystical energy" has been coming last month, I was feeling like my body wasn't mine anymore, but it was still me, sort of weird dissociation of the mind/body. What is my body doing ? my brain seams to melt down sometimes red ~ safety and balance in the body, no subconscious desire remaining ? or something else ? I do not fear any work, I just sort of ask for more guidance maybe I should slow down a bit and root myself in the basic, not that I don't believe in myself to do all the work, but I believe in myself to still put my trust in people.

tell me more sensei. What about this "energy body" some call kundalini, it was just the mental integration or something you can get everyday ? what was that aura feeling that stayed for days ? still it is the case, like. Should I practice more ?

You can aswell use ASMR and be laying down, if really you're bad at meditate without monkey mind. active listening aswell ( space focus on music, without thought for anything else but the sound ) this can create a feeling of calmness, try it for 5 min, you'll see ( this is why people are addicted to this type of "repetitive pattern" ) I used this one recently for meditate ( no true asmr but kind of ) You can find ambiant music aswell from video games this change a bit from listening new age "432 HZ music"