Igor82

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  1. @Nahm I felt lucky, so I stayed up. Wow, epic response. Thank you! So true the thing about not having any reference experience with you compared to my sister so that I am free to choose to create lovely images. These images change based on what I choose to see, sometimes based on what I feel. Im feeling stuck in a pattern of feeling-reacting-protecting. Feeling so invulnerable, like a statue... I think you know what I mean. I think of you like a glowing man Brown hair! And this thought makes me feel comfortable and cozy. So it feels so important to let others express their own cozyness through receiving such love from my body and presence in return. You know, like you do through your words. Affirming, very affirming. Yes, I am more specifically talking about hidden emotions, I really think so. Oh man, just as recently as today have I actually noticed these patterns occurring in my mind. Yesterday, I swear to God, was such a good day!! I met these beautiful people when being outside, but today I didn't feel the same way, and so these familiar thoughts came along with familiar emotions, to create a deja-vu experience telling me something like "you have not grown a bit". But this time, I managed to let it dissolve, kind of as I snapped out of it saying with presence: "hey man, I don't believe this anymore. I love you". The thing about "applying human" took me by surprise, and kind of had the thing about "cherishing the ego" making sense. Hey, I just said it actually! I snapped out of it with presence! - well, first of all with a contradictory but loving voice... but I think you meant that the ego party is created when we kind of bathe in that voice, and those emotions. Because love in that case means presence, meaning dissolution of old inappropriateness (so to speak). The thought of using love based (thus probably contradictory) voices to trancend these emotions into more loving presence feels winning to me. That's kind of a rare occasion for me, to have people become super-mysterious. Yet I can see how that would actually work!! I'm projecting a lot of things on my Sister and my mother relative to seeing them as mysterious. I want to trust God's attention! My trust has 'nowhere' to go! It's a leap. I thought that I need to battle this problem on the realm of emotions, kind of using emotions against emotions, not having a rule of thumb- kind of a grasp on what anchors the emotions. And so I'm pointing to presence, because if I can look at my emotions, as I believe they will arise, seeing them as a choice! You know like I did today with awareness, and tied into that, noticing my projections, through acknowledging that I'm also projecting "human"? Previously I have tried to "find the joy", seems hard to do directly when in a state of fear. Yet seems more possible when the stepping stone to this joy is presence & seizing projection. Sounds good so far. Okay, sleepy time Sweet dreams my friend. With certain people, it feels like I have known them for a long time, because I can be myself with these people, and they accept all of me! It makes me fall in love with them!! Oh, I am in the process of learning how to express my innermost joy to my sister and my mother and I am thankful to God for being in this process because it lets me learn how to love other people fully. Thank you god. Thank you god. I am dreaming of fully expressing my joy to other people, and I know that learning how to do this with my family is very valuable in this adventure. I am not sure if I will be able to fully express myself to my family, yet I believe that I will come "very far (like, what is possible?)" in 'mastering'/'harnessing'/'creating' expression of joy, emotions, presence, creativity, love, god. I feel insecure in my wording here (can of worms), but to put it simply: The world will witness expressions of love, coming from this body, which will radically inspire the hearts of many, to do the same for themselves. Because I am here celebrate God with as many people as possible! Haha! I don't know how, yet I feel grateful in advance (inspired by Conversations with God) for the beauty that will follow. Oh boy, it will be Grand. Okay, waaay off topic Ill let myself message you tomorrow about booking a call. I will book a call with you. Bai.
  2. @Eren EeagerSocialization requires other people, you, and a suitable environment. Hey mister! Aside from all recommendations you have read prior to this comment, please try to visualize yourself socializing. According to the book: Psycho Cybernetics by Maxwell Maltz, I think you have an "issue" with your self-image, in the book, Maxwell draws a clear line between studdering and self-image and self-belief. And all of those potential "issues" are cured by improving self-image. Which can be done through combining winning-feelings with imagination. Your mind interprets reality with imagination, with thoughts, and so, all stuff is in your mind so to speak. Your self-image is there, so you can come up with thoughts which your mind "can interpret as reality" which will actually improve your self-image, because they "are real", "have happened". They will spark emotion. Visualize! Visualize yourself taking fluently with great friends at a bar, and in this environment, practice. Find the Winning-Feeling, as you are talking fluently to your friends in your head. That winning feeling is like a snowball, keep it rolling!! This will also motivate you to then go out and try this in real-time, and then go home again and visualize some more! Visualization to improve self-image is quite effective for social anxiety and such things. Effective for me for pickup.
  3. Little off-topic here, sorry @Nahm Hey, I visit your links and stuff. YOU'RE ALIVE! I went to the bathroom thinking that I might request a call with you, but then when I thought of any problem that I might present to you for us to solve, I knew that I actually have the ability to solve these issues myself. Haha, issues. The only issue is, why don't I ask myself? Resonating with you a lot right now. In the future, we will work together. Ill find you. Because I want angels like you to speak in resonance with music! In ways that I know angels will like. Thank you god for such inspiring messages sparking resonance like 2 clicks away. Based on how happy I feel right now, I feel really enjoying talking with beautiful people. I like you, man behind the words. I love you. Ahh, I kind of missed you. Okay, I came up with a question. How do I find this joy and light in relationships which I feel to be limiting and uncomfortable sometimes? For example, I struggle to look my sister in the eyes, I struggle to look my mother in the eyes, as I feel afraid and uncomfortable doing so. Which ties into lack of expression of pure delight to these people! As if I'm gonna receive pain for being too happy. I want to be joyous around all of these people! Just like how I feel when I'm writing to you. An answer I have come up to this question is to sit and journal with my inner child of why he feels uncomfortable to express himself with certain people & situations. But that feels hard... Yet isn't pain required to be felt? To be respected and loved? But bringing it to light feels uncomfortable, something which I didn't do before. I think the answer is a commitment, a promise to love! A reconnection with inner strength that supplies courage to the part of me suppressed. To come forth, gently, honestly, lovingly. Lol. I'm answering my own questions. I like conversations. It's like journaling, together. Now I feel some of those emotions again... Tired too. I will go to sleep hugging myself. Goodnight! Thank you Nahm.
  4. @Nahm I just read your post. Uhh, that was amazing? You are poetry! Words as specific as heart resonance. I noticed that Resonance requires a certain amount of light to strike a spark, from both sides! Maybe for someone else, they might not see all of what you write, but I did! And it was cool! Thanks Nahm! What resonated with me the most was "being yourself". Yes! That's so fulfilling. Hey, @Hugo Oliveira, it's quite fun to go outside, with the 'want' to socialize, with heart for all the beautiful beings out there, with desire to express attraction to all the pretty ones, and with courage to make them smile as you approach. It's easy once you get the hang of it. If it's hard, then I think you are trying to animate yourself as someone else. Find yourself. Your inner expression expressed, and go with that! I mean, I had such a beautiful interaction with a conscious lady yesterday. It was beautiful! She saw my light enter her presence as I followed the 3 second rule and approached her, right, and she blushed! It was beautiful! You know, and then we talked for an hour, then she took her train. I got some beautiful insights from that, how fulfilling it was just to look in her eyes. Those things are found outside of your home, at least. Beautiful people so to speak. You aren't chasing, you are WANTING! And you are expressing your inner fucking power to STAND UP FOR YOURSELF. TO RESPECT YOUR INNER WANTS. And she will like that. Like a wizard, you can make any girl smile, if you just believe that she will smile, because you know she likes how you are embodying power in your presence, creatively expressing it to her, feeling her. Its fun, go try it. Practice.
  5. My ex used to go to alot of these festivals. That was her lifestyle in her 20's, traveling the world, tripping hundreds of times on LSD while attending festivals. Here is a research paper I read about Dark Psytrance: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/282185848_Pushing_the_Boundaries_Investigating_the_Musical_and_Social_Aesthetics_of_Dark_Psytrance This article describes in similar words the way my ex described her experiences. Darkpsy was her favorite. She told me that dancing to it felt like a constant orgasm, especially on LSD, where the bass is the thing that causes the physical pleasure. Then, I can imagine, the collective thoughts, while all others are tripping. She described a peak experience she had on a darkpsy festival that caused her to roll in the sand, crying in bliss. Another experience where she took 600ug of LSD without tolerance, just to dance in the front row on a certain festival, where she described the experience as being "SOOOOO DEEP". Hehe, I kind of tried to pick her mind on these stuff, but still to this day, when I am high, I get urges just to listen to some psytrance so that I can uncover the "blissful mystery she described". But sure, if festivals feel like home for you, if you just have successfully opened a yoga studio, if you have not gone to a festival for 6 months, seeing all your friends there and stuff, dancing with them under the sun, high on LSD, maybe you would roll in the screaming with tears of bliss. I don't know dude. And not knowing this is kind of frustrates me. Makes me feel lower than my ex. lol. She told me that she once danced for 24 hours straight on "just one drop of acid". Here is one of her favorite festivals: Some of those people look quite high quality if you ask me. I would definitely cold approach all of the girls on that festival, I promise ... but watching the vid, I want to teleport away from this winter, right around that bonfire where the girls sit Personally, as I sometimes feel jealous and inspired, remembering my ex's stories of her experiences, as I yearn to have a memory of just epic bliss for some reason, I experimented with the darkpsy and psytrance. I have not tripped on a festival though, but I have went to a 3-day festival with 100+ people, and that was quite cool, but no peak experience, just felt as good as a workout with friends. So far for me, I judge the darkpsy lifestyle based on what I perceive from my ex, that it seems destructive. I mean, she danced for 24h straight!?! To Darkpsy?! If you ask me, I'm a classical pianist, I think darkpsy has a lot of room to improve in terms of harmonics. I like to think that the darkpsy is bad for the inner child. But I have not experienced it and have some negative emotions towards my ex so please take this with a grain of salt. I mean, the main issue is that the festival lifestyle doesn't really teach you the Leo things, so, my Ex had some emotional issues. But I am sure that an actualized person would really enjoy a festival with epic darkpsy and stuff, if only it doesn't hinder the self-actualization. To answer your point: For me, festivals seem to be only positive, as a way to invest "travel time" and if it doesn't ruin your self-actualization work. There are peak experiences to be had, comparable to how "there are peak experiences to be had in terms of taking mushrooms". Treat festivals like a giant trip, but don't get lost in the tripping. I think so many get lost in the tripping, so many turn to festivals to fill their holes and find their homes. But if you are self-actualizing, festivals would probably be quite a fun vacation, ideally used as a way to fuel your main lifestyle and purpose. The main thing about festivals is the collective consciousness.
  6. In combination with our spiritual survival, what needs to be done is to fill our body with the life force required to adapt to a lifestyle where we live forever, where the lifestyle is of a highly spiritual purpose with completely loving intent. And so, what is required is a mission that demands the body to live forever in order for the mission to be achieved, where the mission is closely tied to the spiritual survival of humanity. In this way, with the input of imagination to the mind, the body will adapt to the requirements of the imagination put upon it, and so the body "unlocks" it's innate healing capacities such as instant remission, lengthening of the telomeres, and actively seeking to create a lifestyle of longevity, peace, and cleanliness, with love totally abundant. In essence, love keeps the body alive, because love as a guiding force for our imagination steers us towards a long life with the heart-based mission of raising the consciousness of humanity. Our bodies can live forever! And yet so many of us live in fear.
  7. How does it work?
  8. @Blackhawk Predictable. Nobody with enough intelligence would ever deny immortality! Muhaha! One just gotta master life. @DrewNows Now that, is intelligent. Hey mister, what about perfect health? You will need that. One major contributor to aging is toxins and junk accumulating in the body. If enough junk is accumulated in the body, then yes, as Blackhawk says, one might not want to live anymore.
  9. @Blackhawk I'm 18. Do you say that this forum has deteriorated because of what I just wrote? Then why so?
  10. @Gesundheit Can be killed. Look guys, I think gratitude is the answer here. If I can say: "I thank god from the bottom of my heart, for a long fulfilling life my body might live, so that I can experience the spreading of my love through humanity", then I think that this is enough. I may accept that I can die tomorrow, but in gratitude, every cell in my body lived on to spread love for a long time. This is what I mean by the body "adapting" to living forever, and I am sure that gratitude is a very powerful force for the body to achieve this.
  11. The intention of this copy is to spread awareness of Kangen Water through the Forum. I am not here to affiliate Enagic to you for me to earn money, I am just here to make you guys aware of this as a possibility for your own benefit. Title of the letter: Possible solution for your health situation (DON'T DISMISS) - Hello Leo. First, a thank you for doing all the work you do, your information has been crucial for my process for building a solid foundation in my life going forward. Now, I am also a health junkie. I know you are open-minded, I know that you will want to try anything that seems legitimate to solve your health situation. If you have not heard about this, this may be something that will REALLY help you. I am very sure that you have not heard about this because I have had this machine for 2 months and it is working WONDERS. It's almost just as important of technology (today) as Psychedelics. You just can't have heard of this yet, otherwise, I don't think you would have such health conditions. And so, I think Kangen Water is something you should start researching ASAP. Kangen water produced by a machine called Leveluk K8 (the best one), which is patented by Enagic. I have reached out to Loren Lockman, asking him to contact you and give you his advice, maybe he told you a thing or two about hydrating the body. I don't think Loren is aware of Kangen Water, and I'm reaching out to you first to make you aware of this. Please dive into it. An overview: Kangen water is produced with the help of the main machine, and optionally external water filters. The main machine contains 1 water filter, 8 titanium plates (depending on the machine model), and 1 tank for multi-use of cleaning/mineral additive/electrolyte enhancers. Basically what the machine does is it will make use of water pressure to filter the water using the two filters (in my case as I have bought the external one), then the water will run through the medically graded (in Japan!) titanium plates which will be charged up with high voltage electricity (this does all the wonders to the water), then the negatively and positively charged waters that result will be separated and we will drink the negatively charged one. This produces water that is structured, alkaline, and ALIVE!! Charged up with healthy electricity (so to speak), and structured so that the water can access the cells much easier, it also produces molecular hydrogen in the process which is very antioxidant. Brother, I have not done the depth of research to educate people about this, but if you dive into this, you will notice that Enagic's system of distributing these products is similar to MLM, but not really (I don't know the term), but it's like Direct person sales. Thing is that the people who distributed this to me were very passionate, resonated with my heart and they had a lot of energy. I bought the machine, drinking the filtered and ionized water for soon 2 months now, and MAN, IT'S FUCKING AMAZING!!! Gosh, I don't know how to describe it, but I don't get tired, my body feels good, my mind works ALOT BETTER. (I ate a lot of raw food, very clean diet before introducing this water into my life, getting these benefits on top of it all). The best thing about this machine is that it structures the water and charges it; so that your body won't have to do it. The body is supposed to be exposed to sunlight ALOT, free from wifi and radiation, eating fruits, and having the feet close to the charge of the earth. Or, we can sit at home, have a Kangen Water machine, and let the machine do the work of supplying electric charge and structured water for us, this is done JUST by exposing filtered water to high voltage. IT'S AMAZING. Compared to this water, tap water is crap, but you have mentioned that you drink spring water which has the only problem of not being structured and changed. Bottom line, this water keeps your body hydrated and alive. Leo, if your body becomes fully hydrated and alive, I know how much this will do for humanity. Please Leo, Please Please consider this, research this, I want you to become energetic, and keep changing the world. with purest of love /Jean-Igor
  12. Thank you.
  13. @Preety_India I feel like the body can live forever. Yet I can't decide if some robber won't shoot me to death tomorrow. If a very healthy relationship to the body is the key to keeping the body young then this relationship goes beyond mere belief into ever-presence. In that case, I won't believe that I will be immortal, because my body CAN technically die, yet I know that body can live forever. Knowing this comes from proving it through a healthy relationship with the body, not by believing it, but through experiencing it. So, believing in bodily immortality is inappropriate, if one rather feels into bodily immortality.
  14. @Preety_India In that case one does not have the broad understanding of how it works to live forever, I'm saying this just because I really think that laziness is a contributor to shorter life! So you are contradicting yourself. Laziness probably means stuff like not exercising, which is pretty fatal to health.
  15. @Preety_India Open your mind! The potential is there, why not make use of the ways that makes this possible? You know, one can speed up aging by being stressed all the time, so a baby step in the direction of living forever is to find ways to reduce stress. And with enough baby steps like these, the possibilities start to emerge. Do you want to live forever? It seems like you don't! And there you go.
  16. @Vibroverse Yeah my friend, heartfelt, all along. @Preety_India Explain yourself! I want you to be honest
  17. @Preety_India I value my time. Time spent is closely intertwined to life purpose, which is closely intertwined to body adaptations (mainly through imagination) which is closely intertwined with love for humanity and perhaps the greater good of the universe. Yeah, if you believe so, you imagine it, and so your body adapts to it. But what if believing in the decay and death of your body is inappropriate to the most loving evolution of humanity? I mean, one of the reasons to live forever could be to really, like really master creative skills - which can radically boost our evolution?
  18. @Preety_India You'd have to elaborate on that. My certainty of this possibility comes from the book Psycho-Cybernetics, and the scientific concepts of stem-cells and Telomeres, and also some more concepts, Also from the vast experience I have from self-experimenting with health to actually find very efficient and optimal ways to feel healthy. I regard my "delusions" as grounded in direct experience.
  19. Perfect. Imperfect. You think that death is inevitable and certain, Yet you say "Don't think of the inevitable". What if you'd think that living forever is a guarantee?
  20. @Enlightenment Yep. Denying decay and death. Yet if it's entirely physically possible for our bodies to live forever, with stem-cell and telomere technology, with keeping the body clean and vigorous, why not be open-minded and try to build on top of this possibility? Somehow, I mean come on, wouldn't it be nice to live forever? I have heard from a guy whom I talked to while I was tripping on LSD, that we can literally command our bodies through positive imagination (with love & faith) to perform certain functions for us. Why can't the body then just lengthen the telomeres, I mean, it must be possible?
  21. I think that positive imagination is a very effective way to change habits. And building small habits of love are the baby steps required for positive imagination to fuel itself Like dude, is it really possible to us to merge with god through a path of positive imagination? I think so! Indirectly through habits so to speak
  22. @Vibroverse Haha, yeah... I think that a strong heart-based mission is closely linked to enlightenment as one loves the dream fearlessly when one sees the dream as a dream. Which melts away the boundaries of what the dream can imagine into reality. So, a heart-based mission melts away fearful boundaries, having human consciousness adapt more into love, seeing more love, unifying dualities. I think the path of life purpose is a legitimate way towards enlightenment. I used to think that "life purpose strengthens the ego making it bigger", but what I didn't see there was how fearless love equals union, and how loving imagination (life purpose vision) opens up a portal of adapting the human lifestyle into fearless love. If the mission is big enough, it requires one to see love in everything.