Psyche_92

Why on earth would you even watch stupid shit like that? Chimps in the zoo are more intelligent than these idiots.

Seems like your dealing with it the wrong way. Are you actually sitting down with this emotion ( loneliness) when it arises, and allowing it to be there, without ANY distractions? Maybe yes, maybe no. I honestly think you shouldn't go for dating apps, even if that's the only thing you got. Most of the woman on there are approval seekers and they don't really care. Maybe you should go and travel somewhere to meet girls in real life.

Poison. Haven't you noticed that drinking diet coke makes you more hungry ?

I don't make it too hard. If i walk past a homeless person, i look at him and if i feel like i want to give him something i just do it. If i don't, then i don't.

Yes. You will find something here and there about it. I also found it's due to bad genetics.. But i'm not so sure that will be the only reason. No thankfully not. I don't really experience any negatives, apart from the esthetics.

Wait what? What u mean it left? lol

My "dad" was drunk during sex.. Yea my relationship with him is non existent . It's kinda odd cuz i even showed him this stuff and he kinda laughed it off. Didn't expected much else tbh, he's kinda stupid af.

The first man is so bright for his age. Holy fuck. It's almost creepy lol.

Have you done the Life Purpose Course?

I'm not sure what it's called again, but my doctor once told me the name, can't remember. It's basically on my left hand, 2 of my fingers are a little bit deformed. I'm not able to fully stretch them, due to muscles and tendons not being fully developed. It's not a big deal though, and i can get surgery for it if i want to. I just don't think it's worth it, since my hand is "fully" functional, but it's still something i was ashamed of in my teens. At this point it's basically just the esthetic part that's bothering me a little. Also my elbows are not 100% straight and i have x legs, which can't directly be blamed on alcohol during sex, at least i haven't found anything about it on the internet so far, but i feel like it definitely has something to do with it, as it is again a deviation that happens before being born. This is also something that i was very ashamed about in my teens, and today i still have a little complex about it. Especially now during summer it's kinda annoying for me to wear shorts etc bcuz i feel a little paranoia that people might look at them too much . At last i also have a deviated septum, which basically is one small nostrill. Up to this point no real problems besides again the esthetic part of things. Overall just mainly self confidence problems that came with them. Might all sound bad but it's not that bad to be honest. I'm living a normal life as far as i'm concerned, but why would you simply not drink alcohol to evade stupid things like these from happening to a new born right .

Hello, My goal and life purpose is to become a Psychologist/Psychotherapist, and in my country i need a masters degree in Pyschology to even make a chance on getting a job in the field, which requires me to go to college for 3 years, and probably also 2 years of uni. Today i did some good research, and ended up with a list of books that are used in the course i'm going to attend. This caught my interest, and i ended up going to the library to have a sneakpeak of them. I also tried doing a test on the website of the university i will attend, and i came to the conclusion that it's going to be way harder than i expected. At least that's what it looks like right now. The main problems that immediately came obvious to me where the complex vocabulary, and also the complexity of the science used to explain some of the most basic Psychology concepts. As i opened some of the books, and read some paragraphs, i literally couldn't understand anything from what i had just read. This was a funny blow to my ego, as i thought i would have build up a decent vocabulary after reading a good amount of self-help books. Nevertheless this hit my confidence a little, and now i'm here thinking i'm not smart enough. Now i know i can expand my vocabulary and stuff if i read more of these books, but the thing that bothers me the most is that they are from the first semester, so they are actually the most basic and fundamental stuff. This together with the fact that i never really had to study, is scary to me. What would you advise, apart from the obvious as in reading a ton more?

Whatever you do, don't drink any alcohol and don't smoke during pregnancy. Well, not during the sex either actually. I have some small anatomic deviations which i believe are the effect of my dad being drunk during sex with my mother. It used to bother me a lot when i was a teenager, so stuff like that brings unnecessary suffering. It doesn't obstruct living a normal life for me, but if i had been a little bit more unlucky, i think it could have been very bad.

There is no such thing as putting yourself in the present moment. What you are is always present.

Wait what? Why am i tagged in here. I don't idealize girls at all.

What if i was always fighting with my sisters .

HA funny, i'm actually 26. Probably going to start when i'm 27.. So i'm actually the old one. Let's hope i'm not older than the mentor. Yea my age is holding me back a little.. Can't help it Nah, can't do that. These books are hardcoded into the course, and a lot are from the same author, which is actually a professor in college from this country i'm living in. There is no way i can use any other books but these.

Most of the time yes.

A hand, but i also see and experience it's empty and not there at the same time.

Have you done Leo's Life Purpose Course? I think it will be a good thing for you to do.

Uff.. I've been watching porn again for 3 days in a row. Don't feel too much negative effects from it though. Been very social this weekend and went out a lot. Maybe it is in fact all in my head, or maybe my ego got very smart and was using relapsing to porn as an excuse all this time to not take any action and be lazy. Either way, i'm gonna keep taking radical action no matter what. I feel porn will fall of my shoulders sooner or later out it's own, without having to push it out of my life. It's gonna happen. I won't have any time to touch my ding dong soon anyways .

First journal ever. Got the feeling of starting one so i might aswell do it now. Not sure what i'm gonna write here yet, but it will probably resolve around getting rid of my addiction to porn, and my journey on becoming a Psychologist/psychotherapist. Been wanting this for way too long, putting it off waay too long, ignoring all the signs leading there too long, so it's time i start pursuing it. Just thinking about it makes me cry. I got this .

Uff.. I've been watching porn again for 3 days in a row. Don't feel too much negative effects from it though. Been very social this weekend and went out a lot. Maybe it is in fact all in my head, or maybe my ego got very smart and was using relapsing to porn as an excuse all this time to not take any action and be lazy. Either way, i'm gonna keep taking radical action no matter what. I feel porn will fall of my shoulders sooner or later out it's own without having to push it out of my life. It's gonna happen. I won't have any time to touch my ding dong soon anyways .

So i just did my morning session, and during this session i noticed that i started crying. Didn't make too much of it, but as i progressed the crying got a lot heavier and this went together with some heavy breathing in the end. My mind was kinda blank, so i can't really see a correlation there. Probably nothing too crazy but never had that happen. What could it be?

Idk .