Psyche_92

Been using this one for 2 weeks. Like it a lot.

It's a matter of perspective. From the absolute perspective you can't control anything, everything is just happening as it should happen. From the relative perspective, you are/feel in control which is the illusion.

Insight Timer is pretty good.

You shouldn't really rely on others people opinions as a referral for what you have to do. Everyone here can say "don't do it" or "do it" and that still wouldn't be a good measure point for actually making a decision. I strongly suggest you to do Leo's Life Purpose Course and find it out for yourself.

Of course, that's where it gains it's energy from. Without a past and future "you" wouldn't even exist, and mind would "die". There would only be now.

Life is only unfair for the ego.

ISFJ

What is your question?

What's your game-plan :).

Helping people with psychological problems. Becoming a psychologist/psychotherapist.

It's so fucking weird that you can experience the world through an imagined person. Seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling it's all new to me. Being able to do all of this is so weird, when i first took all of this for granted and normal. Life becomes a fucking adventure when you see that you are not behind the steering wheel, but actually just enjoying the ride.

It’s kind of annoying to fall back in “me”. I’m having constant shifts again, where i feel awesome one moment only to fall back in extreme identification.

The "outside world" is a mirror.

My mom thinks i'm on drugs lmao.

Don't allow the strong emotions with the motivation to resolve them. I know that sounds paradoxical, but this is what resolves them.

Awareness is the space between two thoughts.

Is it possible to catch your ego from claiming a decision, or anything else while it's happening or right after it? Edit: dunno wtf just happened but all of a sudden i totally understand what Tony Parsons was talking about all that time. I'm just bad at explaining what's going on.

I think that just happened tbh.

I've been having some intense meditation sessions lately, especially last weekend. Out of the blue the resistance towards old pain,started fading, a lot of repressed stuff from the past came up, and it didn't really stop. I think my resistance barrier is gone and everything is just flowing out of my subconsciousness. It's so crazy, and i feel so relieved i can't stop crying. I don't even know how to explain it, everything seems possible for me all of a sudden and the path i have to take is crystal clear.

LMAO. I think he's talking about the fraud of being an individual that's making decisions and living a life.

A decision doesn't exist LOL. It only exists for the ego.

A thought? idk...

Nothing, consciousness, awareness? Idk, can't really call it "something". It's something but nothing at the same time, because i know i'm here, but i'm also not here, because i can't see or pinpoint myself to anything.

I became conscious of using NoFap as an ego defense mechanism. No more NoFap for me. At least until i find out and resolved the thing i am running away from :).