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There is no such thing as you being an object/entity. Self is an event. Not because you are aware of it and you are awareness, no. When your awareness is pointed on something exept yourself you don't exist. Self is an event! It starts when you say/feel "I am" and it ends when you shift your awarenes somewhere else. When you shut up and are seeing an object that is in front of you there is only an object, which is another event, and you are you again only when you get back to you, generating another event of experience of you by feeling sence of self or thinking of yourself. You are a sentient being (not creature, being!), the whole point of life is that it's a bunch of events sensing themselves. Your body and whole life experience is an event. You start and you end. Like a flick of a finger 80 years long. Emptiness is the ultimate entity, it's unmovable and permanent, it is, not happen.

I'm russian, too lazy to learn english grammar. Like sound that is disappearing right when it appears? Just the fact that sound appeared means that it will disappear, thus it is appearing and disappearing at the same time.

I needed this today, thanks.

@Aware Do you protect your awareness when you argue with someone?

No. You may not even quit your addictions. Although some of them may fall apart.

It's remarkable how much you can suffer in the luxurious palace that you are even willing to starve yourself almost to death to know how to get rid of this suffering. The ones who suffer the most and the ones who touched the Truth and see exactly why. It doesn't require as much as it was required in Buddha's days to achieve enlightenment these days, because it is explained very well. Typical historical Zen way of achieving enlightenment is that you get to the temple and they make you sit for 12 hours a day in lotus until you're sick of it enough to wake up. And if your back is not straight or you moved a little they hit you with the stick so that you shit your pants. And you sleep for 4 hours a day.

Highly recommend to watch Leo's videos on pickup and this one. They reveal EXACTLY what you are talking about.

@zunnyman You've got sex, narcissism and power addictions to such a degree that you even rationalized how worthy that is. When I was trying to quit smoking I was romanticizing it in the most weird ways possible to just relapse and smoke again and realize that it was another stupid illusion. Until I felt in my bones how terrible it makes me feel.

@Shiva probably he mistakengly thought that this kind of lifestyle will make him enlightened.

Seeing your ignorance doesn't make it easier to stop it. It just makes you work towards deareasing it. Buddha lived in a luxurious palace with everything he ever needed until 29 as I remember and still got interested in enlightenment. Osho once said that he moved to USA because it's rich country, they have everything so they finally know this is not the answer.

@Ilya Ignorance is not only lack of knowledge. When you disregard the knowledge it's ignorance too. Whole point of enlightenment is to stop your ignorance. This process doesn't stop by couple of enligtenment experiences, you will be ignorant untill you will embody enlightenment.

My excuse is ignorance. I am unaware how important that is. And I forget how amazing my glimpse of conciousness was. It was so powerful that I sometimes meditated 6-10 hours a day trying to recreate that. Also addictions really hold me back. Look at this guy for some inspiration. Look closer at his behaviour, do you want that?

Why do you think people laugh when they become enlightened? They get the joke!

Try not to contact them at all and see who will notice that and contact you back. If someone doesn't want to talk to you you can't make them want to. When you try to talk to people that don't like to talk to you they will be annoyed by this. You want to call people so badly because you are addicted to it. You can't stand being alone. You want attention. You want approval. You want to feel important to someone. You want to be "friends" with people. In order to stop the addiction you need to stop doing addictive behaviour until your cravings stop. If someone doesn't want to talk to you it doesn't mean you are bad and they don't give a shit. They just can't satisfy your addiction, they sense that you can't stop. Do mindful meditation regularly, it helps a lot. I was needy too for a long time. And now it changed because of regular daily meditation. You are not bad, it's just a bad habit, and you can quit it. Good luck!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usFL7YstLnY

Mu!

Why not? If they do some stupid shit isn't it enough to draw a conclusion? I used to think that way too, but no matter what people present to public they can't always hide their intentions. Behaviour again is the key, you can't judge by public image, public image is made to hide their intentions.

Also what's interesting, power can easily reveal your REAL level of conciousness. First you look blue and kinda good citizen, but then you get elected and here it is, you are a corrupt purple who provides for his tribe. I now really question that Russia is blue-orange, probably it's overestimated and actually red.

If someone looks okay from the first look it doesn't mean he is not a barbarian.

Behaviour. I suppose I'm green. Stop taking everything as absolute truth, it's only assumptions. Russia is very corrupt country. Most of our executives hang out between purple and red, feeding themselves and their families with public money, and Putin is the head of all this shit, he doesn't fight corruption effectively although he rules Russia for almost 18 years. Guess why he doesn't fight it? Behaviour is the key, see?

No political wars pls. If someone is smart and cunning it doesn't mean they are highly concious. Stages are about conciousness levels. Politics is about getting elected, not being concious. You get elected by being cunning, not concious.

@Clint Eastwood That explains you opinion about Putin. He fooled you

Meditation with closed eyes makes you cross-eyed. Be carefull, meditate with eyes open!

Stop keyboard-jokeying, go meditate!

@Ilya if it goes in a loop you are just mechanically thinking, it is not self inquiry. Try to practice minfulness to not get lost in thinking. Then you will be able to really wonder who you are instead of trying to get conceptual answer. It may take couple of years to only understand how to do it right.