egoless

Member
  • Content count

    1,816
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Everything posted by egoless

  1. @Lauritz That would be really tough challenge! Good luck! But why can't you do it at your house if you live alone?
  2. Jokes aside I know that I just can't grasp all these intellectually no matter how hard I try. But something just does not align with each other or I just misunderstand some of your sayings. My main questions are: 1) After Awakening will I commit much less evil then I do now? Let's say evil from our ego's perspective. Can Enlightened man kill or harm someone just for sake of reality experiencing itself? 2) I also don't quite understand what no Free will mean? Does it mean that I can sit whole my life in the chair doing nothing and I won't be lazy because that's how it was predetermined for me? 3) What do you mean in Infinite reality can every possible scenario even non realistic ones from our perspective exist in it?
  3. Yes one more thing which frightens me about Enlightenment is the fact that there may be no free will at all... I'd rather live my life thinking that I have free will then everything is predetermined? Still struggling to evaluate pros and cons of Enlightenment path... I have so many unanswered questions. I don't want to commit to that path blindly. I want to be sure before I commit that this is the only legit path to Ultimate Truth and not another belief or misconsemption.
  4. That's the point nobody from that awakened perspective anymore but right now that idea just does not seem right to me because at least now my ego stops me to do bad things like that. What if after awakening when nothing stops you anymore you actually do more of these evil stuff?
  5. @Leo GuraI have the exact same question as this guy has ever since I have discovered Enlightenment path and infinite universe idea thanks to your videos. We would greatly appreciate if you could share your insight on this topic?
  6. I got your point but maybe I'm explaining it in a bad way. Let's say you are awaken and see yourself as non dual being with the whole reality. Then what makes you stop from doing evil if everything is part of this reality aka you and it is infinite? yes you no longer think about self preservation maybe as you don't have ego anymore but what makes you stop doing evil just for sake of reality experiencing itself in that way?
  7. I don't speak about morality here. I'm speaking about good and bad. and yes all those things you mentioned here are bad and I have this boundary. But let's say you you are awaken and don't have that boundary - do you identify yourself as everything and everybody - even the most evil people?
  8. Hello! I am 22 and I've never had a girlfriend. I'm not really good with attracting women. Some of my friends seem to have a very easy time with girls. It seems like they can pickup without much effort. It doesn't come up as naturally for me. I tried to show lot of attention and care but it seems like girls really don't like that. I also tried to mind my own business and observe if girls would show interest themselves. It happens some times and girls show attraction to me but I just can't convert that fact into something more serious. It seems like I can't entertain or find the right words when needed. I have a good sense of humor but it somehow disappears when I have a conversation with a nice girl. Anyways I don't blame girls in that I think the problem is me. Any advice?
  9. I've always wondered if pick up is actually worth getting into. I am really low on that part of my life so maybe I should practice more pick up and get experience in that field until I decide to engage in hardcore Enlightenment practices.
  10. It just does not align with my personality. I am more of a serious guy. I hate making fun of myself.
  11. Yeah but I'm interested in such a deep topics that usually nobody is into that. At least girls who party and socialize otherwise I don't know where to find more introverted girls who might enjoy deep conversations... It seems that most of the girls just wanna have fun and usually they prefer guys are clowns and fuck around
  12. I just went to study abroad. Is it good idea to engage in hardcore enlightenment practice while studying?
  13. As I am flirting with a girl it becomes very hard to be present. My mind always "races" in the future of possibilities with her. How can we stay present when interacting with girls we are attracted to? Also how sexual life and Enlightenment path are compatible with each other - should you choose one?
  14. I was thinking about possible side effects of Enlightenment. Let's say with the "help" of his ego someone is repressing in himself the evil behaviors like killing, or maybe he is maniac or shit like that... His ego is programed in a way that these are evil and bad behaviors. Now let's say this person get's Enlightened - will he commit these crimes if he truelly wanted those? Leo was talking in one of his videos that after Enlightenment you start to do what you truelly want and desire. Who is that "you" if you never knew him, how would you know wether it will change you to the worse person - even if it is your true nature?
  15. Imagine if in the huge underground cave the majority of humanity gathered and had a huge "spiritual party" for one week. Like in Zion in the movie Matrix. There would be 5 Meo, MDMA and pure love all around. Imagine if all they get Enlightened simultaneously during that party. Imagine... just Imagine how beautiful would that be... Humanity would be saved!
  16. I am thinking the same! Before I even knew about Enlightenment I still thought that they gotta know some kind of Truth... And with the help of this movie they are trying to tell us something... to wake up... to start searching... They are geniuses! The Matrix is the best movie ever taken!
  17. Whatever theory you have the main idea here is that Zion is metaphor for me for True, real existance.
  18. Imagine that before entrance to that cave you are having 5 Meo trip and then you are free to enter right after that trip And in the cave there are MDMAs everywhere. P.S. don't forget that it wouldn't be your standard party for fun only. It would gather humanity for love and unity.
  19. @Loreena exactly there is none! I pictured here almost impossible scenario. But how fascinating would it be. When I think about this really deeply while watching this video I feel some kind of inner peace and pure joy. And goosebumps run through my whole body!
  20. @Shin I am not trying to believe anything. I am not a believer and never was... I just want to intellectualy understand as precisely as possible - what I am getting into with this Enlightenment journey.
  21. I just want to know that after "Enlightenment" I will become even more positive human being who is capable of even more love and caring for people. I don't want to turn into cold blooded noone who has no compassion for others if bad things happen around! I hate all the evil and I don't want to loose that judgement! That is what scares me most about Enlightenment! How can someone say that murder and other horrible crimes are not evil and it is just neutral?! I don't want to be that man...
  22. If our ego is an illusion and thus free will does not exist then who makes the decision to get on path of enlightenment. Should we force it or it will happen as it was intended by reality itself? I don't quite understand this paradoxical point here. If the ego is an illusion and does not exist in reality then why are we blinded by it initially?
  23. @aurum are you sure about it? If our default state of being is love then it is truelly amazing! Then it really is worth to get Enlightened for every human being on our planet. But love is supposedly ego emotion as well no? Who feels that love if for "Enlightened person" there is no self to feel?