Virgo

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  1. You don't have numbness you just feeling how you feeling. And emotions come and go and sometimes they overwhelm you. Do you ever get horny? Well that's an emotion. That's a strong one feel that. When you feel love feel that, compassion etc...your not numb your just feeling how you feeling.
  2. In a recent instagram post he quoted this "If you have a purpose plans will evolve and manifest as necessary". So I think in that video people asked him about the purpose of life and he said that's no purpose to 'life' (not your life, just life) it's just a big phenomenon.
  3. Well for sure he is a stage orange green yellow. He has said in some of his video that he masterd the domain of money. About his god consciousness I would not comment because I'm not at any particular stage nor I have experience d god. But I will conclude that he is intellectually sharp, he understands human psychology a lot and when it comes to mystical dimensions well he has had few experiences and I do believe he had god-realization. I'm going to conclude with his motto or slogan "You are God. You are Love. You are Infinity. You are Leo" Take this quote to define his lvl of awakening. ?
  4. That's what I was thinking too.
  5. Well meditation will not solve your issues or release you from the already build mental structure and triggers you get everyday. What will it do instead is making you more aware and instead of reacting to a situation or a person, you chose to behave differently because now your are more aware if that makes sense. Self Actualization it's more that just meditation. But I do believe meditation it's one of the fastest way to change behavior, because at the end of the day you behave in accordance to how you already build your mental phisical and emotional structure. Having a glimpse of yourself without judgement is far more important than meditation in my opinion. Also sometimes what happens to me is more meditation I do the more staff from my subconscious mind I'll assume come into surface and I would feel anger most of the time and I let it go immediately. Sometimes it's better to do less everyday and more at a specific day. You said unhappy, nervous. Well a solution might be digging into your past and see what did make those emotions more and more part of your body. We all feel different kind of emotions but some of us are more prone to behave in a different way that others only because of your past, thus different triggers will trigger different emotions. Your problem it's much deeper than meditation (deeper doesn't mean hard to fix).
  6. Hello Actualizers.... I need yo help. Short story about me: I came to america 2 years ago as a consequence of the so called "green card lottery" or "Diversity Visa lottery" So I won this lottery and moved to Florida,Jacksonville. After 2 years Iv been working at fastfoods,restaurants, and now Full Time Uber Driver. I'm in a spiritual path doing meditation, reading and working. Somehow me and money we dont get along. I decided that I wanna be a therapist and help ppl with mental problems, or depression and staff like that. My ultimate goal is that everyone experience a state of oneness, and I wanna achieve ultimate stillnes and leave my body consciously and not dying of nature consequence(mahasamadhi) I'm positive that I can reach it, because Iv experience staff while meditating with no use of any psychedelics. What if discovered watching actualized and reading Spiral Dynamics is that I can be a stage green, or I was fully green in my country, In US I feel like I'm regressing to Orange. Any advice you can give me to be a therapist and in the same time follow my spiritual path, while making money?
  7. Since I came to USA I'm facing all kinds of challenges and In a way I love it you learn a lot in another way its overwhelming. So I lost my job and I'm struggling to find a new one lately. Iv been doing meditation for bout 6 years and yoga for 7 months they all help. The problem iv been facing lately its that I feel like dying. I'm 100% its how my psyche operates in challenging situations. I feel like I have to let go of a lot of feelings and also its weird but I have to enjoy this time because it's growth, said that having this positive attitude with a feeling of dying its no fun sometimes. I also have thus problem that I feel like I'm get stuck in a new job and forget about my purpose. I wanna do yoga for rest of my life. Guys been there? How did you get out of this? Do you guys create visions ?
  8. @Average Investor well thank you for your reply. I used to do a lot of calisthenics in Albania, but since came to USA kinda lost. Skills, I find myself sometimes motivating others, iv help lots ppl with speech and meditation, nvr charged them. Saved some marriages in my Car ? I have a business coach too. I guess I'm going to start with some IG videos and YouTube about Motivation and in future I might teach Yoga.
  9. Mastery is creating your own design and having your own insights. Reading and learning from others or imitating them will help but if your not able to have your own design or insight there no such thing as mastery
  10. Try inner engineering
  11. Try beta blockers. Or sit still for 5 m
  12. Hello Guys, I hope you are doing good. I have a friend that 4 years ago she has been poisoned by an Organophosphate. She has all kind of bad problems, like few times a week if not everyday she has low blood pressure, high blood pressure, her heart rate goes 160 for no reason, she has partial paralalazyz, neuropathy. Also I thing something called a "cholinergic crisis". Im trying to help her and I would like you guys to help me. She's 32, she a singer and she's a very strong woman. Did anything like this happened to you or someone you know? And what did you do? I think when it first happened they have her "atropine". Now they are just giving her beta blockers for heart rate when it goes up for no reason, like 160. Any holistic therapy in mind? Anything will help. Thank you!
  13. You guys are making no sense to me. If you are facing problems that's a good time to both agree that you lack knowledge of Spiral Dynamics. Iv read the book once, and it requires intelligence and System Thinking to really understand it. The reason actualized.org is self-improvement from all stages. Actualized.org itself is YELLOW cuz it accepts all other stages and all them Express themselves and it trying to elevate them. What's the purpose of your model? Is it to help yourself and other ppl in above stages to realize their current stage of development? Or is it just for fun? This model will not fully work in here, cuz all Actualized.org should be based on spiritual Dynamics alone, which is not. Think more deeply and improve this model maybe is useful. Also read System Thinking and Spiral Dynamics more.
  14. Video about stillnes as a spiritual concept. Thank you.
  15. If you guys saying leo where you coming back thers a high chance that you haven't watched his videos yet. H and h of free videos explaining abstract concepts or in more depth. The one on how fear works is just amazing and you'll not find that explanation anywhere in a video format at least. Peace
  16. The "Open Source Initiative" is yellow in terms of information and code should be available and accessible to everyone. And if u see the pattern all yellow comes from green. They also started by creating a culture of free software, so all softwares should be free and open source.
  17. I think he is yellow, or at least sounds like one. Talks about systems, and explains ideas by connecting it to evolution and in a weird way not all can follow him.
  18. @Endangered-EGO there no method to meditate all day. Just close your eyes. If you want methods you probably talking about krya yoga. And be careful krya yoga is not only to show you oneness it can harm you, there are subtle processes that we might not be aware and krya yoga can make it worse. If you wanna meditate all day, close your eyes and that's it
  19. Well I did not fully explain myself. Sorry for the misunderstanding. My approach on the subject would be smth like, contemplate on the issue. The cold freezing shower is something that you do so you can give yourself more brain power or energy. Me personally I dont suffer loneliness and nvr will. Iv been living in the US for about 2 years and I love my ppl I miss them but in the same time I'm like mehhh we have only 1 life, plus we are 7.6 billion ppl on the planet wer nvr alone. Also he needs to watch leo video "how to let go". I did not understand what you mean by "higher lvl" what do you mean by "higher"?
  20. When you wake up on this nightmare, dont think about it go directly take a freezing cold shower, and repeat the mantra "Fuck that girl, fuck this dream" do this for 2 3 times you gonna release a lot of allocated karma. Just do it.
  21. Hello guys. I'm trying to understand my own stage. So I was doing analysis and was going back to my old thinking patterns since I was young(6-8-10). One thing I'm aware is that I was 100% non judgmental, and even now when I see ppl I'm like that's the way he understands things, or if someone insults me in anyway I'll be like, he got triggered by something else or he felt threatened by my attitude. Also I used to go to church/mosque cuz I though praying to god was good and made me feel good. My praying would be literally like this: Jesus,budha,allah,Mohammed whatever is the truth thank you, and I would go to sleep ? (nvr interested in learning Islam method of praying or any kind of church ritual) Had friends, atheist and Christians. Also I lost this belief in GOD, or whatever I though god was when I was like 15 16, I was like wait a min, all those books are fairytales, but still thought that thers some good morals and needed for some ppl to help them with a deeper sense of life and help them psychologically. Since I started meditating though 3 years ago, and since I came to the US 2 years ago my patterns of thinking would go like this: I need to do smth with my life, and also I developed some sort of devotion toward my guru and Shiva as a figure of not the truth but someone who gave humanity tools for transformation. I also had mystical experiences if you will, like my vision turned green while meditating, and I lose sense of my body completely, no tension, no feeling on the body, it's just me, my emotions are still there but the connection with my body completely gone. Does this makes me a BLUE/ORANGE/GREEN/YELLOW? BLUE coz I think shiva or my guru are needed for my spiritual growth, ORANGE cuz I need to do smth tangible with my life, GREEN coz I value respect a lot and consensus, YELLOW cos I find it funny and I'm aware that understanding reality or having mystical experiences can come either from yoga,psychedelics,watching Leo's videos or just going deep decoding your psychology, and reading about Systems lately and how important they are. Also I had those experiences, does it make me PURPLE according to the model or TURQOISE. Also guys I'm being aware of some old programming I had before, everytime I meet someone that kinda was doing what I was doing, or knowing more than me in a certain field I would feel threatened, was this some kind of RED?
  22. Hello guys. I have this question about stage Blue. So I know someone from my country who's an Imam, so fully 100% Muslim, and he gives lectures every Friday and prays 5times a day. 4-5 years ago he with some other ppl appeared on a TV channel, and he created this foundation in need of homeless or poor ppl, or ppl with severe health issues that need treatment outside the country. He has over 700k IG followers, everyone follows him even non religious ppl, and his motto is "ALBANIA FOR ALBANIAS" In all of this helping he does not teach Islamic ideology, just on Friday in the mosque and in his IG. So is this guy BLUE,ORANGE,GREEN at the same time?
  23. Hello Leo. I was reading on Wikipedia about Evolution, and was thinking about how we started as a microorganism in this planet, and now we are at “homo sapiens”. I want to know how you can link Evolution to Enlightenment. Becouse to me looks like the more we evolve, the more we understand about the nature of reality, and I think that there’s some sort of intelligence that want us to understand it, becouse it worked for many billions of years so we can evolve to human beings and understand more, and go beyond, so it’s not random ?
  24. Leo nailed it with the answer! I was trying to say somehow the same. I moved from Albania, to the US, and my best friends were Muslims. Not only they call themselves muslims, but they practice it in a daily basis, pray and everything you just mentioned. To summarize it Saudi Arabia type Muslims. But they were my best friends, even though far they still are. I never went into any conflict with them, and I learned a lot about their religion, that In somepoint I was even trying to correct them or motivate them ? So not drinking and eating pork yeh it’s not a bad thing, you can learn a lot from every religion. If you don’t wanna be a Muslim that’s really fine, if I was you I would not try to fight it with my family, and cultivate religion morals whitch I bet you already have, and even try to explain them some religious staff whitch I find useful for building a better character. ?