Tyler Robinson

@Carl-Richard some part has to be genetic.

My awakening experience of being a snake. Described below.

(this was on Lsd) my awakening experience as a snake. So a few weeks ago I experienced myself as a beautiful tantalizing seductive snake. This snake had bright green and golden colors. It had golden wings. What I experienced was seductive dazzling mesmerizing beauty. I was dancing and spreading joy. I was basking in the glory of being a snake, dancing and crawling and twirling, twisting to the rhythm of beautiful sensual music. The playfulness and beauty of this snake was magical. It took me to another world. I cannot describe its beauty in words. It was the most enchanting thing ever. Gosh I'm so nervous right now. I don't know what to call this but this imaginary thing was the most beautiful experience of my life. .................................................... That's my trip report. The snake experience. Happened while on lsd. I don't know about the dose. My friend offered me liquid lsd in a vial. The effects kicked 4 hours later. It stayed for about 7 hours during which I felt like I was a snake dancing in ecstacy.. Me and my friend both did lsd First time. This happened many weeks ago. I didn't talk about it, honestly I was kinda embarrassed at the time. I thought people would mock me if I said I was a snake. But when Leo discussed the alien mouse thing, it kinda gave me some courage to talk about my experience. 7 hours ago, Carl-Richard said: Never heard about it taking 4 hrs to kick in. I'm not sure. It was a minimal dose. I probably might not have experienced the first kick-in. Then I went into a deeper state. I might have felt weird initially and not experienced much. But after 4 hours the experience was intense. I felt pleasant throughout the trip. I can't take a heavy dose and this was my first time. I will definitely do it again.. I loved it. .... My friend however experienced the effects in the first 45 mins. And I wasn't feeling it. I felt it much later than him.

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Posting the collection of my experiences.

My first YouTube video and my first Awakening experience as a beautiful tantalizing seductive snake. (I was very nervous while recording, apologies) All I saw was beauty. So a few weeks ago I experienced myself as a beautiful tantalizing seductive snake. This snake had bright green and golden colors. It had golden wings. What I experienced was seductive dazzling mesmerizing beauty. I was dancing and spreading joy. I was basking in the glory of being a snake, dancing and crawling and twirling, twisting to the rhythm of beautiful sensual music. The playfulness and beauty of this snake was magical. It took me to another world. I cannot describe its beauty in words. It was the most enchanting thing ever. Gosh I'm so nervous right now. I don't know what to call this but this imaginary thing was the most beautiful experience of my life.

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I just don't know anymore. My journey takes me anywhere..

What traits would you list for a high value man?

Sometimes I just feel anxious.

@StarStruck it's something that you need to experience. Book won't do that

I'd love to know more about this.

Is Buddhism necessary to dictate you your experience?

How Will you make sense of this in terms of relationships?

Im feeling better now. Less anxious. I can live for you. I can die for you. Maybe I'm difficult to love.

Beautiful. It does take me to lala land. Feels good when that happens. I end up laughing at myself.

I see. Interesting. I felt like the colors appeared brighter. And when I was close to a wall it appeared like it was moving away. I couldn't figure out the exact distance between myself and the wall. But it all went back to normal the next day. So that was okay. I guess this is my favorite drug now..

If your sensory perceptions are altered permanently then how can you perceive anything around you the way you used to before? Wouldn't that lead to fuck ups?

How are you supposed to function normally if there are permanent changes to the brain?

I have 0.0% Ashkenazi, I guess I'll have a wretched life.

Are these effects(in the brain) temporary or permanent?

I'm very sensitive

I think you should take him to a counselor as soon as possible and be by his side 24/7. Convince him that suicide is a bad thing. Also console and comfort him. Most people who are suicidal are that way only for a while, they feel depressed for some time and a feeling of helplessness causes a person to be suicidal. This usually lasts a day or two. Suicide is always a reckless impulsive instantaneous decision due to extreme frustration and helplessness. Usually these feelings disappear when the person begins to feel safer. Your job is to de-escalate and comfort the person as much as possible during this window period so their overwhelming feelings begin to diminish and they start feeling normal again. Usually a person doesn't want to kill themselves. It's a temporary feeling of desperation that shouldn't be ignored. It's a cry for help. Our survival instinct is very strong and generally overrides such feelings. A suicidal person is generally subconsciously looking for someone to listen and understand their overwhelming emotions, they are looking to be heard, to be listened and to be accepted. Talking about their problems and letting them open up while patiently listening and letting them open up is a huge key to stop a person from suicide. Be there for them at the time of need. Hope they feel better.