Tyler Robinson

Fucking soul leechers

It's my fault. Its my fault It's my fault I got emotionally involved. I feel like cutting myself.

I feel like hurting myself. I'm getting panic attacks. I want to kill myself. Because I'm not able to get over a breakup. It's hard on me. I'm going nuts. I don't understand how to deal with breakups. I'm inevitably attracted to any guy who approaches me. I can't hold back the temptation of wanting a man. And then when the relationship fizzles I go into a fit. I go nuts. I get deeply emotionally involved.. And when he is not emotionally involved to my level, It drives me crazy. Right now I want to hurt myself pretty bad for wanting and needing a man. I want to kill this need but I can't.

Where do I begin To tell the story of how great a love can be The sweet love story that is older than the sea The simple truth about the love she brings to me Where do I start? With her first hello She gave a meaning to this empty world of mine There'd never be another love another time She came into my life and made the living fine She fills my heart She fills my heart with very special things With angel songs, with wild imaginings She fills my soul with so much love That anywhere I go, I'm never lonely With her along who could be lonely? I reach for her hand, it's always there How long does it last Can love be measured by the hours in a day I have no answers now, but this much I can say I know I'll need her until the stars all burn away And she'll be there How long does it last Can love be measured by the hours in a day I have no answers now but this much I can say I know I'll need her 'til the stars all burn away And she'll be there

My inner feelings never recognized never heard..

Thoga Thoga Thoga Thoga Thoga

I just want to thank the universe that I can enjoy a lemonade on hot summer days.

If you are, then drink lemonade.

Whatever happened was for my own good.

Whatever is in my heart will always stay in my heart

I don't need to beg anyone

Extremely glad for the first time. Great news.

Never heard much about 5meo except this place. Has anyone tried it? I guess some of you have. What was your first experience like? Any thoughts/things you remember? Or any negative experiences. I'm curious. What does 5meo do? Please no vague/quirky answers. Cut straight to the point.

What are my current issues? - I'm facing some health issues. -------------------------(((((------------------------ What are my current pursuits.. Goals ? - spiritual awakening - lsd reports - art and writing - I have to invest in self care -------------------------(((((------------------------ General remarks/ comments / advice - I don't want to be a part of the forum anymore. It can be heavy and cumbersome to manage - also one thing that I learned today was- people who exist today may go poof tomorrow. So it's best to not invest too much trust into the internet world. - the forum's a tad toxic. - advice is pure self focus and actual work and less talk. Enough discussion on the forum. Current issues Tooth ache . Having severe tooth ache. And slight obstruction from a tooth. A part of the tooth has come off in an ugly way. So I find it difficult to drink anything because it hurts everytime I try to swallow, my tongue meets that obstruction Lower Body pain Extreme hunger Constant tiredness Bad menory

Finish boat race goals tomorrow morning.

Hourly dealer. Get platinum from dealer Daily tasks for Halloween event Focus on self Write down passwords

Mary board goals. Boat race goals Halloween event town goals Tomorrow I need to do verification work. Carry documents, a photo and a bill Transfer money to the other bank account. Clear up space Record more videos Talk about concepts that are helpful A full recap of concepts of last 3 months. Future plan Website writing and construction Defer talking to the person for day after tomorrow Clean up mess Check Amazon order status for part Stock up upper cabinet. Throw away unnecessary things

@Carl-Richard some part has to be genetic.

My awakening experience of being a snake. Described below.

(this was on Lsd) my awakening experience as a snake. So a few weeks ago I experienced myself as a beautiful tantalizing seductive snake. This snake had bright green and golden colors. It had golden wings. What I experienced was seductive dazzling mesmerizing beauty. I was dancing and spreading joy. I was basking in the glory of being a snake, dancing and crawling and twirling, twisting to the rhythm of beautiful sensual music. The playfulness and beauty of this snake was magical. It took me to another world. I cannot describe its beauty in words. It was the most enchanting thing ever. Gosh I'm so nervous right now. I don't know what to call this but this imaginary thing was the most beautiful experience of my life. .................................................... That's my trip report. The snake experience. Happened while on lsd. I don't know about the dose. My friend offered me liquid lsd in a vial. The effects kicked 4 hours later. It stayed for about 7 hours during which I felt like I was a snake dancing in ecstacy.. Me and my friend both did lsd First time. This happened many weeks ago. I didn't talk about it, honestly I was kinda embarrassed at the time. I thought people would mock me if I said I was a snake. But when Leo discussed the alien mouse thing, it kinda gave me some courage to talk about my experience. 7 hours ago, Carl-Richard said: Never heard about it taking 4 hrs to kick in. I'm not sure. It was a minimal dose. I probably might not have experienced the first kick-in. Then I went into a deeper state. I might have felt weird initially and not experienced much. But after 4 hours the experience was intense. I felt pleasant throughout the trip. I can't take a heavy dose and this was my first time. I will definitely do it again.. I loved it. .... My friend however experienced the effects in the first 45 mins. And I wasn't feeling it. I felt it much later than him.

Video 2

Posting the collection of my experiences.

My first YouTube video and my first Awakening experience as a beautiful tantalizing seductive snake. (I was very nervous while recording, apologies) All I saw was beauty. So a few weeks ago I experienced myself as a beautiful tantalizing seductive snake. This snake had bright green and golden colors. It had golden wings. What I experienced was seductive dazzling mesmerizing beauty. I was dancing and spreading joy. I was basking in the glory of being a snake, dancing and crawling and twirling, twisting to the rhythm of beautiful sensual music. The playfulness and beauty of this snake was magical. It took me to another world. I cannot describe its beauty in words. It was the most enchanting thing ever. Gosh I'm so nervous right now. I don't know what to call this but this imaginary thing was the most beautiful experience of my life.