A way to Actualize

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    beautiful piece. Even pieces that do not relate To a something 'spiritual' is art and means beauty. Something beautiful takes our focus from thought and it goes into something before that! Maybe You can have a topic in the Journal section to show more paintings.

    for more information, Watch Rupert Spira his Video on art. Mooji paints too, but he also just paints a vase.

    Quote: You do not talk about consciousness, You speak as consciousness ~ Matt Kahn

    So maybe you may draw consciousness, but drawing as consciousness is already the most magnificent art there is.

    To enhance creativity Watch Matt Kahn, It's insane!

    enjoy yourself All.

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    @Sayak I exactly know what You are talking about. Discipline did not work for me, I am Too of a Creative type where I like being spontanious. Those goals give You only more things to fail at. Spirituality gives here the solution: being more loving. I can not go into the dephts of the discovery I have found here, but check out Matt Kahn, I became so functional and completely my social skills are so awesome and healthy focused. So much more, but it is hard To believe. Scroll to his Youtube page and click on the Video that resonates.

    btw, all those nasty habits Will dissolve if You Watch a certain Video of his (True divine Nature). I Will send a link to that Video if you have watched the other one, otherwise it may be hard To understand (quite advanced and transformative). Unlike all things You have seen before.

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    @Abhijeeth This one was huge for me. It is that your lifepurpose is to be more of an embodiement of Your higher self. Enlightenment Will get itself handled while You do your life-purpose. It Will maturaly cross your way, there is no willpower needed for enlightenment (if You have integrated deep information from Matt Kahn). Handling your passion for a creation You want To settle here is what may be the most attracting for You right now, I don't know.

    there is no 'or', but both. Enjoy your life!

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    Having desires is okay, if it not gets in the way of everything else. Those will naturaly dissapear when you advance in spiritual work. Go after them, so you can release some resistance and enjoy it while it is there. The best kind of spiritual practices are the ones that are social practices, Matt Kahn teaches that new paradigm, no more spiritual perfection.

    Actually here are two videos that might help you alot:

    A really simple, advanced, profoundly deep spiritual practise that leads you to enlightenment:

     

    And about desires is here included:

     

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    3 hours ago, GodelEscherBach said:

    I was raised a Catholic, then in my teens became and extreme atheist, In my mid twenties started personal development, now im 30 starting enlightenment work.

    Every piece of information including Leos videos, resemble to the Bible. Seems like the bible was an guide to enlightenment, only written in metaphor?

    EGO-the Devil

    Meditation-Praying

    Obsesive Thinking- Sin

    Presence-GOD

     

    Leo was doing some analogies, as well, in his benefits of enlightenment video: suffering - Hell, Enlightenment or self actualization - Heaven

     

    It will be interesting to read the bible from an enlightenment point of view. Treat is as if it was a PD book or something. And do some serious analysis. Maybe the keys to enlightenment are hidden in religious book, wisdom that has been passed though generations.

     

     

     

     

    The ego is not 'the devil' and obsessive thinking is not a sin. Even meditation is not really a prayer. Everything is a cool creation and there is nothing shameful to it. Prayer does exist in saying kind wordt to yourself. It is really cool how you relate these things, but actually the ego and obsessive thinking is here to help you grow. Ones life is easier that way.

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    14 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    Soon

    Exciting! Looking forward to it!

    This man covered this topic also (sort of the Graves model with all stages of enlightenment included).

    This could be a video that does not present it accurately, I do not know if he is enlightened. I mostly watch Actualized.org and Matt Kahn.

    May you experience good fortune Leo.

     

     

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    On ‎11‎-‎4‎-‎2016 at 1:18 AM, Emerald Wilkins said:

    My reasons for wanting enlightenment are to be free from fear of death and imaginary suffering. I also want to be in touch with wisdom and subtler experiences of knowing. Ultimately, I want enlightenment so that I can feel free. This was a feeling that I only ever felt during my experiences of ego transcendence. I was free from the heavy burden of carrying around my imaginary friend I called Emerald. After setting Emerald down, I realized how much I hated to carry her everywhere. It was a lot of sacrifice to protect, sustain, and create an imaginary person.

    You cannot help but be one infinite being because that is what you are. I just want to release resistance to this and see reality for what it is. I don't wish to change anything about my life except my perceptions of it and my relationship to it. It is not a race to disappear, as the rational mind thinks. It is to truly become what you've always been.

    There is a good quote that I'll paraphrase. "Before enlightenment, dishes, laundry, and plowing; After enlightenment, dishes, laundry, and plowing." The details of your life don't change with enlightenment. You still live as a person. 

    Don't let this man's story scare your ego. Enlightenment won't make you do anything against your own will. There are no obligations to being enlightened. It is simply a realization of your true nature. But there are no lighter stages of being awake, and there is no state 'after' enlightenment. Enlightenment is a realization of what is. There can't be anything more than what is. 

    If you're afraid of death now, the only real remedy for this fear is to transcend the ego. It is only the ego that dies in death. Once the ego is seen through, death ceases to be scary. It is just another part of the beautiful cycle of nature that is couched within your consciousness. 

    Thank you. In my experience I only wanted it to increase my creativity and freedom. I am now in a transition phase and there is sometimes the feeling of deppression and emptiness. It is that I do not feel like my time is done here. There is so much to explore, and to not explore a stage fully and evolve prematurely is not what would be nice to me at the moment. Still I want to go on and see where the guitar is leading me too. That journey has deepened so far. Every spiritual teaching I thought they talked about the thoughts about the relationship between the guitar and expression (ofcourse a bit misunderstood, xD). Spirituality was a way to write more creative songs to break through with a band (only there is no singer yet). Ofcourse, the journey contains much more and it led to other things, though the guitar is still with me. It would be fun if the universe would explore that journey with the guitar and a few years in would be preparing for satsangs or something (if there was full-integration and realization). Ofcourse just future thinking here, but if it would go straight into the full realization thing, I could be so awakened that the physical body would die. So just the difference is that I explored the guitar journey or not. Why would it matter to the universe that there is that exploration? I still want to explore that and then go into the minimal living. It is not really a seeking now with the guitar, more a passionate thing in the present moment. To share the music would be great, only no singer :(. I wish joy to everyone!

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    @Emerald Wilkins Do you actually have a longing to that? To be one infinite being. At such a deep level one person can not do activities almost. Being one infinite being is ofcourse the ultimate there exists, at the stage where I am now, I can not comprehend that I could not create again. The perception and non-perception illusion dissapears and all individuation is gone.

    Seems so much of a race to dissapear, while it is not really, but it in some ways. The idea of enjoying every moment while being in a full human experience seems more liking to me now, in a lighter stage of awakening. Seems a bit awful that your child tendencies completely dissapear and you are not able to create, do normal activities.

    Do enlightened persons miss to be just among other people, just doing normal things like walking down the street in the present moment for example? To not even be in a place and having no body (while there is one, but not percieved) seems like throwing away your gift of having a body.

    It is also a bit that I am still very young and I would understand that an elder would long for such a deep journey. I feel like it is going to fast with the spiritual growth that is occuring within me, just I can't explore ideas or phases fully. Somehow there comes a video by and it gives a new perspective or there is spiritual growth that just accelerates the whole journey. I want it to be slower, so much slower, just nothing to do about it :(.

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    19 hours ago, step1 said:

    This guy is still associating with his ego.   I think he believes he is some sort of spiritual messenger and his work here is now done.   He's experiencing ego death and confusing it with actual physical death.   He talks about something he has experienced beyond awareness that is the 'creator' of awareness, infinity I think he calls it.  I think perhaps he was never really awake and awareness to him was a concept.  Now he's actually had a taste of real enlightenment/awareness he is labelling it has 'infinity' and 'home'.  He talks about purpose and meaning and desires and excitement and that there is none of this within the physical realm for him anymore.  His ego is clenching on for something. 

     

    I noticed too. But the physical death could be something that cannot be ignored. When you explored everything in awakening in human experience, it is possible that you organily die because there is no learning or experience your higher self needs. It seems that people talk very open and casual about the complete melting away of the individual. When I looked at part two of this session, I noticed he is actually somewhat ahead of self-realization. It greatly discourages why I would want to explore myself in this way, now there is this notion that you die more quick (at 28 or something at his age).

     

    I do not watch him often, maybe about 5 videos in total. There is a spiritual ego I think, that does not take away the vibe in the video here above.

     

    21 hours ago, Socrates said:

    This guy is sharlaten

    Makes it more interesting, right?

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    I got a bit emotional after watching this video, I could not make it past 24:16. To know where I am talking about watch from 4:44 to 24:16. So what I think is that he feels he has gone trough the stages now and feels done with the physical plane, so the body will somehow organicly die at one point. He is in his 20's. Could you guys elaborate your perspective on the video?

    Note: please watch before react, the text written below the video is my own interpretation and can easily be misunderstood.

  22. Posted

    Just probably you won't attract those friends to you when you become more heart-centered and evolve in spirituality. I had some sort of the same thing. At first being okay with the experiences, being honest with the experiences, thoughts and emotions I am having.  I advanced in loving myself more and more later. Just that caused to release density in my body (low conscious patterns). They went away automaticcaly. You never need to reject friends if you say frequently to yourself: I love you. Watch Matt Kahn for this, he teaches mostly self-love that instantly solves your problems with this (in about 3 weeks), you do not have to do anything, just listen to his video and it integrates automatically (weird experience if for the first time).

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    25 minutes ago, Actualizer said:

    It's the same, since the realization of "that" being the only thing in a non-dual way, means there's no I am. The idea of these being two separate things is maya.

    Thank you. Ever watched his material? He says that with a fully integrated being 'I am' and 'That' integrate in the now. I think it is something else than only being 'that', I could have it totally wrong, I don't know. If you see how both persons talk it is vastly different in speed. This is ofcourse an egoïc thing I act upon now, but I would like to hear someone who has studied Matt Kahn and Eckhart Tolle for a long time.