Tano

You can kill yourself. This is not my choice. I love life.

Yeah.. no self, while his self was stacking away other people's money in a financial fraud scheme, and we are talking millions. Some such 'no self', right? You talk spiritually correct lingo... unprogrammed state, no self, spiritual autolysis.. instead of just doing some honest self enquiry.. is any of it true? The bottom line is.. if anyone wants to see what is, instead of what they want to see - the information is available. If not - look away and keep on reading books. I stopped reading books years ago.. the same as Jed huh. Thank you for all the interactions.

Being a normal human you expect others to seek gain and are not very familiar with what 'integrity' means. Here, from the website, and it will not change: "I am not a ‘spiritual teacher’. There will be no PayPal button on this site. There is nothing to teach, to sell or to charge for. Once all the material is published I can leave behind the story of ‘enlightenment’ and ‘Jed McKenna’. The site will stand on its own as a testament to the Grand Illusion." I do not speak in puzzles. You are simply not able to read, understand, evaluate. You see what you want to see.. which is not there. Gain - is not there. Writing books on the subject (and believe me I have a lot of material to write one) - is not there. PayPal - is not there.

Find me an answer to this question. Why write books about something which does NOT exist?

'Do not think of the pink elephant'. Now... you will be thinking of the pink elephant. How difficult is it to see? If something doesn't exist, why write seven (seven!) books about it?

There is a final piece of the puzzle - no enlightenment. It is a story. He knows that better than anyone. Besides that, there were many little white lies, human lies of the mundane kind. I will talk through that on the website.

Who says I hate and resent the man? I would wipe his ass well into his physical twilight years, in real life. I just hate his human lies. In a way you are correct in that we chose each other. The correspondence continued well up to the point when he learnt I know who he is. Then it became too dangerous for him. My Vision was final years ago. All the rest are just the paint strokes on the canvas. I 'died' many times, first time at the age of eight. Nothing can touch me now, and that's a fact Stop preaching.

Money mostly. He does value privacy, but anonymity is now more about his past than his present. Anonymity is why I said there would be no ashram.

Because you want to survive as long as possible. Life is a serious business, with a place for fun in it. 'Jed' is a serious human when alone.

Yes, Kenneth is still one of the very few, but you miss the point. If I told you the pink elephant exists, in many interesting, captivating words... you would go and look for it, and then pay money to find it, even though.. there is no pink elephant in existence. It is a self perpetuating tale sending humans in the search of non existent. You may have a low tolerance threshold to lies, perhaps, accept them with ease. That's fine. Each to their own. The reason why this drama has spun out is because Kenneth and myself share the same energy and are very similar. I infinitely understand his mind because of it. This is what took me to find out his true ID. Thanks for the second choice. I hardly ever drink alcohol.

Kenneth doesn't want limelight. Not everything is a lie, but for someone who never knew any better - that might be the case. I am not a guru hunter. A human being lied to me for his own ends and purposes. The advice on how to be successful.. one has to have absolute passion about whatever they do. Even if all they do is tend their backyard garden. You've got to love it.

That, in bold letters. Only that, all is verifiable through Self.

Do not imagine that this site is an exception. But at least Leo does not hide behind shadows. All will be published, without reserve. Kenneth lied his way through life. While I understand why and he is still one of the very few who see what is.... lies, to me, are not acceptable.

Who cares? You cared enough to leave a comment. Developing myself... let's see. In the course of my investigation: I learnt to pay attention to detail (even though I always have, the skill got refined) I learnt not to be affected by people's doubts, disbelief, mocking, wanting to pick up fights I learnt about what people do in third world countries, why they are here I learnt that 'enlightenment' is a fairytale I learnt that I have courage and persistence to go against the grain of the majority and turn them to see what is. I learnt that humans in the majority cannot trust their own judgement and always need to follow someone else. I learnt that I have an extremely fine tuned gut feeling,a nd I should always trust that. I learnt many things, Leo. The REAL work takes place as one interacts with life, without ducking out from the painful and the scary. Leo, I am much older than you, have travelled a great deal, lived in a few very contrasting coutnries, have done and experienced all the human things that we as humans do and experience. I have seen every beach in the world, metaphorically speaking. You arfe intelligent and astute, but lack life experience. It wll come. Whether you will see the lie for yourself - I do not know. Just remember... you too belong to the Illusion of the 'spiritual' paradigm. And I can detect b*llsh*t very easily. You have graciously given me a platform to ask people to look at what is. Jed McKenna is just a poster boy to show it. My best.

I have opened up Jed McKenna section of the website (see in signature). After 3.5 years I now have the man's true identity, what the guy did in his previous life and why he is hiding away in South East Asia. All will be published, after which I can forget about 'enlightenment' and 'Jed McKenna'. I am in Sihanoukville right now. Kenneth (his real name) was given a chance to come clean, but declined. He was given many chances in the course of the past few months, but he sticks his head in the sand, as he has always done. Enlightenment.... I'd be damned. Reality and writing books about reality are two completely different things.