Juan

I quitted the job I was at, they had me as a part time cashier and thought it wasn’t worth it if I want to get a car asap and other goals. The first day of quitting might feel weird depending your relationship with your job but the next day (today) I feel really pump now that I have a white canvas to comeback and keep making art, I was already doing it while working but idk, I felt I wasn’t doing my top notch best, maybe there is a psychology behind that. I purchased some graphic designs courses so will see how it goes, I really wanna make a living out of my art once it for all, but idk how long I will survive with the money I have currently so, will give it a week or so before start looking for another better job. Maybe I should had saved more money so I don’t get worry for pay my rent for a while but it’s fine, I’m trying my best to follow my intuition and today it just feels like a good day. If anyone want to check out what I do, here is my portfolio: https://dribbble.com/Artejusino/shots

Aw thanks @nhoktinvt, you too!

She is goddamn cute and hot ngl.

No I’m not, maybe it was easy for you, but no one was born the same way as you. I never talked about of what awakening was, I talked about THE PROCESS to get there, to some people it is smooth, to others it could be a hella of a path. Yes I have, and you?

I said it COULD. The process of awakening is not so flowering depending the levels of your traumas and such. Don’t expect to be a smooth and all happy process without some possible suffering. Leo definitely has his awakenings, sure I think he had took it a bit too far, but at least he seems to being tuning down a bit recently. Each person process will be different and, I think the best way to really tell and FEEL how conscious truly somebody is, is by seeing them in person. I already do it, sometimes while microdosing on mushrooms and let me tell ya, there is A LOT of stuff going on under our noses and we aren’t even aware of. Sometimes we act like “sure ok, I know what’s up with me.”, NO YOU DON’T! Is very counter intuitive at times.

1+ INFINITELY A LOT! Yes it COULD!

Well, in that case, we could gift Leo a photoshop compilation of the bird if that helps.

If he does not control himself, unfortunately we gotta ban him.

Leo, you gotta chill ok? If not, we’ll give you warning points lol.

When I was on around my 18 to beginning 20s I thought also politics was bs but, after you hit reality of how the system works and how are you influencing also society with your LP if you have one, it is HUGELY important to understand how politics works.

This might been obvious to some people but for me I never thought about it. So if we improve our climate change conditions, our flights could be safer!

Why in the world are you putting words in people’s mouth bro?! Like wtf?!

This is why I don’t talk publicly about my projects until I have it done, idk how much this bothered @Leo Gura to be asked.

Hi, my name is Juan, what’s up?

Sure why not! Let’s hangout sometime.

Nothing what I wrote encourages what he said. But I also keep a open mind that some lonely people with not so good mental conditions COULD go through some rabbit holes, like conspiracies, etc.

As a lonewolf myself, not really, I enjoy being alone. Idk if you’re seen the people who lives by their own in the forest, they look alright. But I can also see your point, depending how the person mentally is, it could go through a rabbit hole.

Since they are a reflection of ourselves, you should consider why does it bother you really? Aren’t you accepting something about yourself? Even when I encounter “low conscious” people, I accept them, we all dealing with our stuff, traumas, etc. So a lot of compassion is needed.

I think you really really need a break either from the forum or the internet.

OK dude we GET IT! SORRY for the TYPO!

@Michael569 Thanks, I did not planned well, not even to pay the rent next month, I got too involved in my negative talk and emotions towards the job I was. I’m aware that shit will hit the fan when I need to keep paying rent so yeah, I’m gonna look out a job asap this week and hopefully it is a full time. The issue is that I consider myself picky with getting jobs because, if it’s not something I consume, I don’t work on it but I guess I gotta modify that belief in order to survive for now. I have a gig right now as a freelance so, will do my best to complete it so I can receive new commissions.

I’m gonna call out @Roy here, are you ok? You come off sometimes as aggressive or rude idk if you notice that and many people on the forum are telling you. You come off sometimes with a “I know better than you” and “I don’t care what you think or feel” attitude and not consider other possibilities, being openminded. I get the vibes this is connected to your job which it felt you don’t really wanna be there? I also get grumpy when I’m in those scenarios. You also changed your gender to female and put a old birthday (doesn’t matter tbh but just a note) when we seen your face before and you’re not that old. Idk what you’re dealing with in your daily life but, breath, try to be more compassionate, not just towards us but, yourself first. ??

I know that! I know how long I will last, but sometimes I even go the extra mile without having money just to see if a art gig appears but, I won’t let that happen this time, it feels frustrating when you have zero dollar.

Haha wtf is wrong with you bro? If you’re not enjoying giving pleasure to your partner, male or woman, idk what to said man , do a double check on your sexuality I guess?

I never had this issue unless maybe I’m not attracted by the person? But even in those times I try my best to give her a good time. If you’re not enjoying ANYTHING of that then I think you could consider try out with guys.