Arkandeus

What is wrong with such a twelve year old? the twelve year old with cheetos might have helpful insights one never thought of, one has to keep the quality of infinity in mind. One might be 12 years old but you don't know how old their souls are, insights can come from everywhere. That's why it's important to be open-minded and trust. To practice trust towards others, specifically strangers, is a great way to grow spiritually, it's a way to dive into your quality of love.

there couldn't be a better setting....most folks pop lsd during parties at night surrounded by drunk and drugged strangers and even so only a minority has bad lsd trips, most of them have fun. so you'll be absolutely fine this way, you're informed, you're careful, you have your own space, just enjoy the adventure

I'm trying to attest for this, to share an important realization that you are completely unique in more ways then you imagine. I want to talk about how we see the world. Before I started to enlighten, when I was still fighting my depression, my vision of the world was static. Meaning the colors, the cars, the faces of people, the things I see in my life, I thought they were objective, and that everyone saw the things in the same way as I do. I thought that the world looked the way it did for everyone in it. After doing some mild dmt trips that helped me reach a conclusion in my depression, my vision started changing, lights got brighter, things looked more eerie and mystical. I suspected my third eye opened, or that the dmt trips had some lasting effect. You could say both. But after stopping the dmt trips, my vision still continued to develop. Lights didn't get brighter, otherwise I'd be overwhelmed by this point, but they got lively. Day after day after day small vision changes. lights more lively, sights more eerie, like being a mild shroom trip. This has been a steady process this past year. At some point though it accelerated so much I've arrived in a completely different dimension. With the same concepts of ''props'', I still recognize a car as a car, a person as a person, a tree as a tree, but they don't look anything like they did before. It's not just light, it's like this huge dimension and weight is added to everything, there's way more space, everything started to look as complex and beautiful as a painting, now it's beyond a painting, everything looks dreamlike. It didn't stop at vision, sounds are completely enhanced, people's emotions are 50 times more complex and absorbing. I see emotions I never saw before in people. It's like going from 3D, to 4D, to 5D, because every day it just keeps changing, it never stopped. And what I see today is literally different then what I saw 3 days ago. will it continue to accelerate? where will it go?! sometime I see people walking around and their faces, the structure of their body, is so complex and interesting that the word ''alien'' used to come to mind. Nowadays when I see someone the word ''alien'' doesn't come to mind anymore, it's more like ''god, godess''. people are so magnificent, so full of presence,complexity, dimension and beauty. we truely are gods, and it is possible to see that divine side of your fellow creators. What I really want to share with you who are reading this, is that I have no idea how you see the world. And I never will, I don't know how we can all co-exist so harmoniously while seeing different things, literally, it's like magic. I know that what I see is unique, it's ever-changing, so what do you see? what will you see? even your vision is unique, just the way you perceive the world, the way you hear the world is unique. you are awareness, and everything you are aware about is absolutely filled with your essence, there really is no distinction between what you and what you are aware of. what is your dimension like?I'll never know,how do people look in your world?I'll never know. I just know that I can't even remember what my world looked like a year ago,I literally can't imagine it,but I know that it would like a scrubby piece of paper, next to a big cube of water which is my reality know. if you believe, if you're convinced that you're awareness is unique, that the way you see things is unique to you, I'm absolutely sure that you'll be able to experience infusing more of your unique essence into your sounds and sights.

if you manage to incarnate in this dense negative dimension and not powertrip and actively abuse and murder people then in my book you're absolutely successful

yes, the directive is for your soul to grow and expand, to express the infinity of your soul...you are consciousness, light, with an unique and infinite essence inside you. as you grow you can express that unique essence more. it's not optimizing it's expressing. the universe wants to express it's infinity through all its creations. Just as you want to express your creativity, your curiosity, your projects, so does the universe, but through us. the goal is not to get someplace, the goal is really the journey, the ''optimizing'', the expressing is the goal, growth is the goal. There's nothing to do, we're all perfect....so what are we doing? simply playing with ourselves. see it as a video game, you start a lower levels, and end at higher levels, there's no point to finishing a video game, it's just about having fun. but to realize that you're just playing you have to awaken, and shake off negative definitions.

if static meditation is too hard you can practice mild thought filter. Point your attention towards certain mental patterns or thoughts that you feel are not of much use to you It can be thoughts like ''I won't make it, I don't matter, this thing is going to be hard, I need the approval of this person''< I don't know what your most destructive thoughts are, well pick one destructive thought pattern and try to block it from now on. Everytime it comes up try to put a stop it, not even let it come up or finish. < If that's too hard everytime it comes up just point at it mentally, devalue it, you can counter it with a mantra : ''that's not true,I don't believe this thought'' or ''over time I will stop having thoughts like these'' , ''this thought is not me''. it makes you mindful of your thoughts, as you're actually paying active attention to what's going on up there. you unidentify with your thoughts. Just by picking one destructive thought pattern and trying to block it, to pay attention to it. As you get better you can start blocking two patterns, three,four... what's good is you don't need to sit still or take time for it, as you're constantly doing the exercise

enter a public place and sing loudly or dance by yourself, be it the mall, a metro, a cafe, a restaurant, a bus stop....singing/dancing in front of others are the hardest thing to do for next to everyone in society. if you really want to tackle fear that's the way to do it, that's gladiator training edit: I wouldn't say its the way to do it, this is the way if you really want to go at it hard, but your comfortable pace is the best pace

you're going to change real fast if you face the things that scare you the most, matters of the heart. if you want to grow, you have to do something that you really care about and that makes you feel vulnerable. vulnerability is strength, it's easy to not care about anything and give up, and pretend you're fine not doing the things you're avoiding. the hard thing is being vulnerable, if you want to grow, do things that make you vulnerable, that you make you feel like you're on the edge. that's where the real stuff happens, be it chasing after a dream, a person, learning a project...something that's real and not just your daily routine

you do the same thing as you do when you're trying to enlighten...do not believe in your current reality. You know you could be interested in your life, you know you could be enthusiastic about life, you know you could be happy in your life....it all comes down to not believing a single thing about what's going on in your life right now. do not believe in the disinterest you have, do not believe in this empty life,don't believe in your negative thoughts, don't believe in your emotions. tolerate them, but know deep inside that another reality is coming,that you're aiming for a higher reality...you are not your life, you are not your negative emotions, your negative thoughts, you are awareness. you are beyond everything that is going on in your life, you are beyond your life,nothing in your life has a say on what's possible or not. don't believe anything that doesn't empower you, that doesn't make your life flourish. be patient, tolerate your life but don't believe it, and it will change over time

the best answer to most questions is infinity. be open-minded, you can awaken spiritually at any age, at any speed, after any event, for any reason. overcome limiting beliefs if you believe you need a certain age or speed or time to awaken spiritually, you will manifest that reality, which is why what you believe is literally your limit, to open up your imagination and open-mindedness is to grow spiritually, literally

you are right, even enlightened people have progress to make. ..once you identify as an immortal soul your journey begins, rather it continues. We came on earth for a reason. Eckhart tolle and the guy in the topic's video are only teaching about the first step. for anyone interested this video has a lot of good info regarding our purpose as souls on earth starts at 25:00

I'd like to make this a positive topic to encourage spirituality! so let's list all the awesome stuff we gained so far. for me : - more confidence - better vision, more light, colors are more vivid, water looks alive - everything becomes interesting, I can marvel in the complexity of using a broom to clean up my living room. the amazing feelings of manifesting order as I clean the room, the philosophy of it, ''am I cleaning the room or am I rather cleaning myself, I am the room'' before cleaning a room would've been completely boring and annoying, now it's like wow looking forward to what you guys have to say

it's because spirituality is really that simple : ''be happy to be, be happy to exist at all'' That's everything that spirituality boils down to. ''there's nothing to seek'' translates to: ''you should be able to be happy right now, you are fully responsible for your happiness'' It may seem not very useful to you but this can be all it takes for a certain kind of people to enlighten. There are many different and unique people and many different and unique teachers, if something doesn't connect with you, it will probably connect with someone else. be open-minded that different people require different teachings/ teachers

balance is the key, real balance is not in abstaining. to abstain is to do, it is not to be seeking is bad avoidance is seeking to not seek, so it's still seeking if you want to stop gaming or drinking alcohol let it stop naturally, meaning you don't do these things for a long while but when you feel like doing them, you do them in full acceptance and trust. it's like waves, let there be a long wave of not playing and drinking, then a short wave of playing and drinking, and if you accept this natural process, the longer waves will get longer and the shorter waves will get shorter, till there's no more short waves, if that's what you really want and need. On the matter of your perceived ''depersonalization'', in my book you are letting your true self shine. Your natural self is effortless and instant. Literally. Which is why it feels like things are kind of happening and you feel like you're not thinking and using your mind. Which is exactly what you want, bypass the mind and access the higher self/ the divine mind, thinking and decisions happen instantly in a millisecond on higher level intelligence. you are not losing yourself, you are being more of yourself

I think names are an expression of ourselves...it's especially interesting to look at online nicknames. Mine is more affiliated magic and wizardry, 'arcane energies' , I've had this online name for a long time since I was like a teen.

@Salaam god damn, you've done well to expand our imagination and limits

hello fellow lightbringer

you don't need to do anything, you are complete, but you shouldn't ignore your sexual energy either. which means, if a relationship comes, and you feel the urge to engage, let it be so, but don't seek out a relationship for the sake of relationship. if you don't find a relationship, don't rub one off everyday. unless you really feel like it. I think there's a subtlety that monks and priests have missed. To be drunk in sexuality, whether it's masturbation or sex is indeed bad, I have felt it in the past, it robs you of your spiritual energy. But to ignore masturbation and sex fully is also bad. it's just growing a monster of frustration inside yourself, and that I have also tried in the past and felt the horribleness of it. the answer is in balance. the circumstance never mattered, it doesn't matter if you have sex or if you masturbate. It doesn't matter if you don't do these things. What matters is why, the physical act doesn't matter,but why do you do the things you do, the spiritual side. There's always a physical act and the spiritual side behind it. Let things come naturally. If you feel the urge to masturbate, do so, but don't do it when you don't feel the natural, don't seek it. Same with sex. Don't seek sex, let it come to you. Now this can be confusing, because as men, we often make the first move. You can make the first move without seeking. If the first move/approach feels completely natural, in flow, without any ulterior motive, it's not seeking. It's all in balance, to have sex or not doesn't matter, it's how you do it. Are you doing it out of fun,joy and flow or are you seeking to fulfill yourself, craving pleasure? to really accept and transcend sexuality is to let sexual energy be what it is, let it enter your life when it does, when it's not there, don't be frustrated don't seek it , when it's there embrace it

you came onto this world as a baby, crying your heart out, laughing your heart out. radiating a purity beyond this world a jewel of innocence and light, then you grow up and toke on the pains of this world. status starts to matter, distinction appears, confrontation, conflict, superiority, inferiority,fear...you were sub-merged in negative energy and its qualities. But that was your choice as a spiritual being, to learn and to grow from all this. Now that we're trying to rise let's take a look at the mind. Imagine someone, running. That person is running along a track. And you keep shouting things at that person. As the person turns left you shout : ''I'm gonna turn to the left now.'' As you see the person getting tired you shout : ''I'm starting to feel tired''. As you see the sun going down in the far distance you shout : ''the sun is going down now.'' That person starts to identify with your voice, your narrative. When the person is starting to doubt you, you do everything you can to maintain your existence. So now the person is interested in spirituality and is in a feeling state of investigation towards you. You cannot betray yourself, you have to play along even if you don't want the person to investigate you. you have to narrate his investigation otherwise it will be obvious you are a foreign existence to that person. So you shout : ''hmm, am I real, is this voice I'm hearing real?'' ''is the mind real?'' You start playing along. For the sake of maintaining your existence you play the part. You're an incredible actor. But you do well to steer the person in thinking you're real, at every chance you have, you strike with absolute intent. When the person feels sad or rejected you shout : ''no one likes me, they don't truly love me, I'm all alone'' The more a person feels disconnected from their surrounding the more they retract inside, they share less with others, they stifle their real selves and turn to your for identity. You feed them your garbage : ''I shouldn't show my real emotions otherwise I'll get hurt, I'll act friendly with this person,I'll use them, but with this person I'll try to control them. I shouldn't do that. I'll get hurt. That person is bad. That thing is bad. Those people are bad. I'm bad, unworthy but he's even more unworthy'' And as time goes, the narrative isn't the one adapting itself to the person. It's the person adapting itself to the narrative. The narrative needs conflict and distinction and will feed it to you in masses because in happiness, in bliss there is never any thinking. there is being. love is connection, it's freedom, it's space, to feel free and home wherever you are,to feel united with everything, it's expansion The mind is fear, it's contraction, it's distinction, it's crippling, it's crimping, it's retraction. intelligence is not absolute, it's a gradient, love is of higher intelligence and fear is of lower intelligence. Just as you have higher levels inside yourself you you also have lower levels. Fear is the pathway to lower intelligence while love is the path to higher intelligence. with this we can start deconstructing the mind as we understand it's purpose. If you are completely happy and fulfilled you will not be thinking most of the time, as you are too busy enjoying yourself. So the mind needs war, needs conflict to exist, so that you can start planning your ''defense''. And it will do everything it can to make you believe you're in a war with your own world, just so that it can survive. The less you know, the less you believe you can do, the more you feel like you're lacking control and resources, the more you feel like you need to gain control and resources, the more aggressive and violent you become. that's why the mind is of lower intelligence and of negative energy. It is not only that, it is a gateway to more of that. That's how people spiral out of control in murder, rape, war...they spiritually descent. It cannot embody love because it is not intelligent enough to do so. and when it does it's merely playing along. to make your mind think positive is to literally destroy it, which is why it's so hard to hold positive thoughts. Fear is the manifestation of negative energy, which leads to lower intelligence, less understanding, makes you believe in lack of control,and leads you downright to conflict and pain. Love is the manifestation of positive energy, higher intelligence and understanding. leads you upright to divinity That's why I say that intelligence is not static. You can higher or lower your intelligence at will depending on which energy you try to tune into. it's your choice there's no such thing as IQ scores in my book. they're merely a construct of the mind to bring division and confusion, making you believe your intelligence is static. Now to crack down on the mind is to see it's vulnerabilities. the cracks in the shields. The mind is of fear and cannot coexist with love so all it's vulnerabilities will show up when confronted to love. Have you ever heard you mind say ''we should kill that person or I wish that person would die'' and then you'd feel in your heart something completely different, you'd almost feel guilt and shock for that thought? Or if your mind constantly makes you feel rejected and you get tired of it at some point, tired of your own mind. That's what happens in depression, people's mind go haywire and it starts becoming very obvious that the mind is not working in their favor 'anymore'. The mind didn't go ''sick'', it was always sick, it merely stopped trying to hide its negative intent and be so subtle about it, as it grew stronger it just downright spiraled out of control. The ''ascension'' of the mind always ends in death, either suicide or murder. It is pure negative energy. The mind cannot co-exist with love. As you try to make yourself believe you're worthy of self-love, of divine ascension, of enlightenment, it will do everything it can to make you doubt it's possible or to make you feel unworthy. the mind cannot co-exist with higher intelligence. You think when you do math in your head, that your mind is helping you. No it's merely narrating what's already happening.On the contrary it's slow your abilities down to a crisp. You are able to do math instantly and effortlessly at higher levels of spirituality. Einstein said his greatest discoveries came ''out of nowhere'' upon himself.that they came to him as flashes of insight. As many other great scientists. As many great artists. We know that creativity is higher intelligence itself. Could anyone every think himself into painting something like leonardo davinci? Think yourself into making music like your favorite music artist? the proof is right in front of our eyes, our mind cannot and will never grasp concepts of higher intelligence. whether it's math,or science,or art, when you think the mind serves a purpose it's merely an illusion. Einstein theories came ''upon'' him because his mind couldn't grasp the concepts of it and make a narrative for it. They didn't come out of nowhere, they came out of himself, but the absence of the narrative, the vulnerability of the mind showed. The mind cannot make a narrative for what it doesn't understand. Which is why as you grow spiritually , your mind will automatically stop because your intelligence, your perspective, your actions will be completely incomprehensible to it. and if you want to grow, understand that fear in any form absolutely feeds the mind while love feeds your soul. To love is to expand, to understand, to feel free, there's nothing to fear if you understand everything, but to understand you must first love edit: I also have an exercise for you to show you directly in experience how slow and unintelligent the mind is compared to yourself. Try to walk,not automatically, but with thoughts. Plan your every move.Your every step.Plan the movement of your muscles. ''Move quadriceps, lift knee, lift knee, lift foot to the right, shift core....'' Sounds like madness right?Well try it and feel for yourself, how inept the mind is and how incredibly intelligent you are without it. How ungodly slow would it be to walk using your mind? That is what is going on with all of us. Walking our lives using our minds. It is incredibly slow and unintelligent, you can feel the immense difference for yourself in this exercise if you try it. Carefully planning our decisions and feelings, to ''plan'' is to breakdown your native intelligence to breadcrumps. How would you go through life if you stop using your mind for everything and just let yourself flow, the same way you flow when you walk? Your speed would be a thousand times higher...as your awareness is faster, your intelligence magnified to unimaginable heights, time slows down as you become aware of everything. That is being in the present moment, to not think, to not use your mind, is to accelerate, and to slow down everything, to transcend time itself , to be free of all conflict, and be launched into blissful eternity

mm not the first time I hear about her book,I might just check it out sometime

if I recall Jane Roberts is so high level spiritually she's able to channel her higher self directly into this dimension

very amazing and courageous post. remember don't be too hard on yourself, and view things in a gradient, rather then black and white. you have a portion of negative energy of discrimination inside you, you've done well to identify it. as you work it out you'll be able to embody higher qualities of love, you will enlighten more, good luck

your desire to not believe is proof that you're already not believing. if you didn't believe it you wouldn't desire to stop believing it. belief is like a gradient, there's doubt, then there's many different shades of believing, then there's knowing. the first stage, doubt is a void between different beliefs,it's like trying to tune yourself, then you have the beginnings of beliefs, which is where you're at. desire to belief, is the beginning of belief, you're not doubting anymore, you know what you want believe and you want to let it come down to your reality, you don't want to believe, you want to know without any doubt, that you're worth of being accepted. recognize that you're already believing. what did you do to start believing? nothing, it's effortless. you recognized something you desired, something you know is beneficial to your being. to change belief is to change your awareness. your awareness changed effortlessly, belief is effortless. you can't manufacture awareness, you can't ''do'' anything. you became aware of something and it entered your life, that's it, it's automatic. there's nothing more to do, you're already doing fine, as time goes, you will believe more and more automatically, just trust the process. recognize that you're already believing, relax into that mindset, to relax into your belief is to make it grow, the more you're comfortable and used to the idea that you're already believing, the more you will believe, till you can feel it with absolute certainty, till you know it. that's how belief works. know that you already believe, till your belief becomes what you know

where is the problem? your annoyance is the essence of your transformation, the proof that your entire being is paying very attention to the ego and it's chit-chatting. you are a thousand miles in front of people who don't even notice their ego. attention is as powerful as a nuclear reactor, nothing can last under your attention. you're already doing perfect, as you keep paying attention to the ego, as you keep being annoyed with it, it will be deconstructed. but the ego is an immense thing, you are taking on the pain of an entire civilization, the ego is not something that's part of you. don't expect the ego to disappear overnight, have respect for it, almost everyone on the planet is under it's influence, and many generations were....what you're doing is absolutely amazing, so be patient, be appreciative. be grateful that you're annoyed with the ego, the annoyance itself is the healing process, there's nothing more to do, just sit back and watch it fall like a desert slowing losing its grains of sand , your annoyance is the wind blowing them away

love is unconditional, it's an act of being. love is our true nature. how can you love unconditionally without love being your nature?if love is not your nature then you cannot give it unconditionally, you'd be trying to get something, to pretend deep down we are love, and that's why we imagine someone to be fully enlightened we imagined them to be beings of immense love. love is beyond the thinking mind. it's beyond reasons, status, qualifications.... It's easier to understand love when we look at animal relationships. People love their pets...do they love their pets because of a specific reason? because the pets dress nice?because the pets wear the latest fashion, because the pets have nice muscles, because the pets are cool?because the pets have a lot money? no, they love them because they are there, period, no condition, as pets have no ego the relations we have with our pets are sometimes more pure then the ones we have with our fellow humans. you don't expect your pet to go to college and be disappointed if it doesn't, unlike some parents towards their children. love is about loved just for being there, just for existing, that is true love. someone is there, you love them simply for being there there's a tree, you love the tree cause the tree is there. and why wouldn't you love the tree for being there? if you love someone just for them existing, there's not a single condition placed upon them, they're entirely free to do what they want, you'll still love them. people will absolutely love you when you're able to make it to that stage and radiate such a pure love full of freedom and affection. this is absolutely not pretend ....it is possible to love people that much,purely,genuinely, where you feel completely grateful and fulfilled to see a 'stranger' on the street. To feel a deep instant connection to person you never saw before,as if that person was always part of your family. I'm certainly not at that stage fully but I'm getting the glimpses of it here and there, so I know it's possible.