Arkandeus

yes, it is normal, let the energy course I have sessions where I rock back and forth like a madman, still meditating, but I circle my back around, let my leg bounce up and down like an electron, my hands open and close, grasp, shoulders move,, man its a free for all though it does calm down to non-movement too sometimes, it follows its natural course its funny to realize every meditation will have its own unique physicality, infinite amounts of postures!

hmm well then to share something that might be more related to that I noticed lately that when I dream I seem to live through what is going on, but kind of like watching a movie as if life is happening to me in a tale of buddha, buddha is seen approaching a man who tells him to not get closer and buddha answers that buddha has never moved at all I guess that is the feeling, when I dream I don't seem to be moving, things just happen

truth is ultimately also merely a concept, for the sake of communication I use the concept truth, but you could call it that which moves you your perspective seems to be for there to be no truth, but you see this is a truth as well, truth, perspective, view, words do not matter we are all moving, and there is that which moves us call it truth, direction , purpose, whatever, that which moves you, it is always in connection with feeling good and better the problem is when we get confused on how to feel good you just told me your stance, that there is no truth all I see is fear, concepts do not matter what do you feel when you express this perspective on life? is this what you want to feel?

real, illusion, dream or no dream life has always been what it is right now, life is what it is our mind can slap on as many concepts as it wants on that, it doesn't change a thing, in my opinion follow the energy what do you feel when you call life real? what do you feel when you call life an illusion? what do you feel when you call it a dream? those feelings that are the most expansive, those that make you feel good, positive, excited, there is the truth, they point towards the right concepts the truth feels good, feels amazing, feels just as exotic and amazing as the first time you watched your favourite movie or ate your favourite dish! the truth is not a concept in the mind, it is felt in the body with every single cell of your body

in silence we give a voice to all our beliefs each belief holds a different perspective on reality, a different truth, we hold in ourselves different realities when we think we give in to a certain belief, we pick a side, we claim one belief over all the others and we claim that one to be true this creates conflict and mayhem, because it is not true, we hold multiple beliefs and realities, we are multi-dimensional beings and as such we advance by being who we are in silence, each belief is given a voice in silence, all perspectives come together, each belief holds a polite and civil discussion with all the other beliefs, it is a diplomatic harmony , a peaceful discussion which always leads to an united resolution each belief learns and gives in to the other, till there is no division anymore to get to that point, one cannot pretend to have only one belief and pretend that all the other don't exist or are false, this is the thinking mind you may hold up to 6 or 8 different beliefs in your conscious mind and compare them and inquire them when you think, maybe even more with practice ,but it doesn't come close to silence in silence every single belief is give a voice, even unconscious beliefs you may have had from your infancy, or beliefs you do not even wish to face consciously, in silence all comes together, in silence, real thinking is done

very good question, it basically amounts to what I want from life, I'd like the unimaginable freedom and love

of course god is there, we are all part of the universe, and the universe is part of us everything is consciousness, so the universe is conscious inside you as well! it is no masturbation, but the truth where else would the consciousness of the universe be if not inside you

indeed, all one is enlightened!

just keep respectfully sharing your desire with her that you want to have sex with her this is what you feel and let her keep sharing her real feelings with you, if she expresses that she does not want it so be it its what she feels there is no conflict here, it might seem so but there is no conflict you express that you want sex, she express that she doesn't, there's harmony one doesn't need to be right or wrong, again, you have full permission to express your desires and pursue them with absolute confidence and well being and so does she this is a success, because you both communicate your deepest most realest feelings! you want sex, she doesn't! ok that doesn't mean you should stop expressing what you want, keep doing so respectfully meaning in a loving way, and she as well must share her feelings with respect and love see this? you broke her defenses, simply by keeping to stay true to yourself, sharing your desire, she did the same and she was honest with you, this is a complete succes, she went from being angry to you and blaming you to sharing whats going on deep inside her, this is a wonderful success, its communication, profound communication, what an improvement over her getting angry at you and even accusing you of being sexually addicted, which is false of course, the desire for sex is very natural, especially with your partner but I hope you can realize how truly huge this improvement is in her reaction, this is good as long as you keep being real, sharing your desires with your wife while giving her the space to say no (it has to be arespectful no, do not tolerate lack of love, you deserve love as much as she does) as long as there is this space for a no, and a no is given with care, or a yes is given, things will only get better, guarantee defenses will fall down, walls will break, being honest with respect and love is like shining a light as strong as the sun, everything will change, I guarantee that keep following your desires and respecting hers, both will merge in love

people have completely forgone their form I usually like to share how I experience enlightenment, especially in regards of the constant visual evolution, one that is sober, fueled by inner chakra activation or in other concepts the inner dmt release its come to a moment where people look like what I would have imagined an alien to look like, if I ever imagined what I would feel seeing the body of an alien a divine alien body, alien yet human, sometimes fantasy like, it sometimes feels like I'm in lord of the rings, sometimes in a science fiction world, sometimes in heaven the visual rendering of human bodies including my own is constantly changing, intimately tied to the clarity released and remembered every moment, in sync with feelings and vibrations life becomes a movie, a dream, an imaginative creation everything we have imagined in movies, in fiction, the atmosphere, the feelings, the possibilities, the energy, the creations, all that is native to us and once the illusion between fiction and reality evaporates the dream of life reveals, begins that is my personal opinion, my personal experience enlightenment is so vast, there is definitely a lot of joy and excitement and fun in it, and love

modern truths are closely tied to identity and physicality I can imagine an unicorn in my mind and that unicorn is alive it is consciousness, mainly hosted by my creativity just the same way as I am a living being hosted by the creativity of the univers most people would say that this unicorn does not exist because it only exists in my head, firstly assuming the location of the imagined unicorn, I can tell with confidence it does not take place in a human head, but on another plane of existence who shares my imagination? just because you can't consciously see the imagined unicorn in my head, doesn't mean that you haven't witnessed it on a degree of being more profound, who else has seen this unicorn? how many beings in other dimensions of existence witness our lives and imaginations? or are affected by them? most falsehoods are accusations of imagination, an imagination that deviates from the objective physical world! falsehood rests on the notion that the physical shade which we witness, is the only thing in which truth arises, a materialistic truth! a I'll go as far as to say that there is no objective physical world, even this mass physical reality rests on imagination and is sustained by imagination !

its not like they are discriminating, there's a lot of respect in that policy, it is not malicous

oh me too I can hear my vibration! it is speaking to me now, oohh old friend tell me what you want me to know

don't feel bad about something completely natural don't make up negative beliefs and ideas about it either

quite indeed, everyone is being who they are! what is, is!

well you don't often think about all the rooms and objects and decorations that you have at home when you come home you don't start thinking a mental list of everything you have at home before you enter the door, that'd be seriously inefficient right but you're aware of what you have home, which is why when you come home you're satisfied to recognize your home as you know it now how many things are you aware of that you've never even thought about? how deep is your awareness? its infinitely deep should you try to understand those deeper parts by constantly translating your well of aware knowledge into thoughts and concepts? no, you learn the language of awareness, which is silence, which is meditative its like trying to cram the moon inside your room, the conscious mind is not made to translate inner knowledge into surface thoughts and concepts imagine you're working with a super computer with a quantum processor and instead of simply using the computer you insist on writing every calculation onto paper, because you'd rather work with paper thats what trying to understand universal knowledge with your thinking mind is like just the first example shows how incredibly inefficient the thinking mind is, you'd be standing at the door for half an hour, trying to 1) consciouscly remember all you have at home, and 2) making a list, remembering their position this simple task is dauntless for the thinking mind and by contrast it doesnt even require you to pause your momentum for a single second if you rely on your awareness the trap is to believe that your thinking mind is more efficient in certain areas of your life, to see through this illusion, and to navigate life through awareness and being is to enlighten in my opinion activate the inner spiritual infinite quantum computer, which calculates across galaxies, timelines and dimension

let the bells ring! meditation is awesome

because you are life, where you flow, life flows

one notices the quality of love before all

a collective creature venture in a shared mass-reality built upon and for each indivual and private plane of beingness

we are consciousness where you become conscious, flows the essence of life, with it harmony and creation

awww man let it all out the light shines from all, for all

slip through the atoms, be positively present you'll discover a whole new world right where you are

lets slooooow down yes I think you've realized enlightenment is not about being a monk in a monastery the stop resisting mindset is a nice one but for me personally it doesnt bring me joy I like to desire and I like to resist as well when I know it brings me feelings of joy and expansion I will never abandon desire unless I desire it as such you can see that the root of our beingness is in fulfillment

such a bad term, why not call it warm approach?or connection approach