Revolutionary Think

After watching the spirituality video I really wanted all those things that @Leo Gura talked about at the end of the video. 1. Care about the truth that's a 7 because how about if I find out the truth is painful? 2. Truth about existence 10 because I want to know how I ended up here and if I have an ultimate purpose. 3. Beauty everywhere 10 that sounds nice. 4. Goodness 9 because it's always good to be good the thing is though I still want to get back at people who wrong me... Anyway that's it for the questions for now I want to get into what I want to talk about. Leo from time to time talks to his audience sometimes as if they are really lazy and really ignorant. Like the answer is right in front of all of us but, we don't want to move our asses two inches to get to it. That is not the case with me although I do have my limits. All I was thinking about was that I have really stumbled on to something amazing yet I've been betrayed so many times in my life I'm also a bit scared. Scared of coming so close yet not getting there. Also when Leo talks about academia being full of shit sometimes I can totally relate. I never trusted the way they do things because if Academia was based on the Truth with a capital T how can some of these long time academics be so miserable in their lives? The battle in my brain is that I look at this journey and I think I really want to go on it although I think to myself how about if I put so much work and effort into this stuff and Leo comes up with another video saying that I hardly scratched the surface with all this hard work and I'm only 1/1000000th of the way there I know it may be true but, it's really demoralizing. Like 5 years from now I'll be reading books, meditating, inquiring etc. then there is some video from Leo saying oh you're only 1/10000th of the way there... Seems like it'll never end. The good news is I've made some quantum leaps when it's come to my personality. Like for the past few months I bought Leo's Ultimate Life Purpose course yet it was a struggle in my head. My mind always goes into meltdown mode when it comes to buying information products especially now that I don't have a regular source of income from a steady job. All the time I'm on that page to buy an information products I have a long argument in my head whether I should do it or not. It's always so painful when I put in my credit card information and push that submit button. The good news is I've programmed my brain away from being a money hoarder so that's how I was able to spend $610 on a program called Success Insider Academy. I'm happy I've made these leaps in my psyche to improve my life and undo some of my toxic programming. I feel like ever since my parents divorced and when I went to middle school the older people and the people I trusted in my life created a cesspool for me to swim in and I never agreed to swim in the cesspool but, I had no choice. I spent so many years in my teens and my twenties trying to swim out of this cesspool so I turned to academia, jobs, and religion none of them really helping me. Then I found Actualized.org and it seemed like the real deal because something in my head was telling me that the debates between atheists and religious people were so idiotic and there has to be a person out there like me who is either found the truth or is in process of finding the truth (and can explain things well and has a gigantic sense of nuance). Problem is that now I need to trust myself and I've learned to do it throughout the years. As I've swam through this cesspool of toxic emotions from the older people around me and terrible programming the waters are getting shallower and shallower yet it still kind of stinks. I'm hoping I can win this battle in my mind and since the Universe is me it might as well be the battle of the Universe. I'm scared and excited at the same time. I'm just hoping that in the end of everything I don't fail and never say I should've done this but, I did that instead. I want to say I did that and it worked and I'm happy I did...

@Epiphany_Inspired glad to help.

Hi everyone and especially @Leo Gura so happy to hear that you know people who have escaped the maze and openly have time to talk. I love it because before I was always trying to get in touch with these stage Orange people wondering if they would ever help me with my job and financial problems but, they would always say they are busy. Yet I come on this forum and Leo is a million miles ahead of these people and he has the time to come on this forum and help and talk to everyone. I want to surround myself with those who have escaped the maze. I also know that I can't just rely on them to hold my hand and lead me to the escape that's something I have to do 100% by myself yet it would still help if they were there for encouragement and support.

I mean seriously every time his name is brought up with the majority of people one of two things happen. One people start going primal by beating their chests, and barking these are the haters. Two people start going into a state of euphoria start masturbating and jizzing on each others faces these are the lovers. Enough is enough and both of these groups play right into his hands because he loves drama and it serves his already over inflated ego. The best way to deal with him is to starve him of the attention that he craves so much. I got to admit at first I was optimistic about a Trump Presidency I honestly thought that he had enough money and the jobs situation and economic situation in this country was complete shit. I was annoyed because it didn't seem like the democrats didn't really give a shit about the money problems of the people in this country and to another extent neither did the Republicans. I thought that since Trump was just doing something like this for his ego he'd make sure that most people in this country who wanted a job could have a job and more opportunities would open up and I wouldn't have to go through application and interview hell (which even after he was elected happened to me anyway). To tell you the truth when Trump won on November 8th I really enjoyed that he talked about how he saw great potential in this country and he wanted to do something about it that inspired me and I thought US Politics wouldn't be business as usually. Fast forward to Today all he's been is a disappointment all talk no action and pure ego. Seems like it was just a load of hot air bull shit coming out of his mouth and not a plan for how people in my generation are going to make it because we don't want manufacturing and coal jobs because that's all he seems to give a shit about. The thing is though both Obama and Trump don't have shit to do with the life that I live. I am in the drivers seat and in control by the things I decide to do day to day. That's why I don't play this stupid game of arguing about all this crap because I know it's a bridge to no where and if you're on this forum you should realize that too.

@Joseph Maynor Trump is Obama.

@Outer

@Emerald Don't worry so much his presidency seems to be imploding as @Leo Gura mentioned. Also you're right I was hoping he wasn't going to be all talk no action but, it seems like he is. I'm no fool (what else would I be doing on a forum like this) I am very disappointed in him and sick of his ego and so are people like Omarosa I think all the people who trusted him and he betrayed will be the end of him. What goes around comes around as they say.

@Sashaj Right Trump is just an idea. The real world exists from within. You really design it yourself regardless of who the world leaders are.

@Sashaj Indeed. Reminds me of this

@RichardY Shabbat Shalom

Well anyway I'd like to see this be a civil conversation with lots of insights and a way of getting to understand each other better instead of devolving into a childish tit for tat. Leos going to put a swift end to it if it does.

@Emerald OK point taken but, you have to also have some compassion for the other side as well. I was very frustrated when I got all my education and all the jobs that were left were crappy jobs that I could've done with out a high school education despite having a College Degree. I was very frustrated when I still had to be dependent on my parents and my family for support even though I was running away from that kind of dependence my entire life. When Trump was campaigning he seemed to be the only one concerned about these economic issues. All the time I sent something to one of my lazy useless waste of space congress members and representatives I got an auto response and they seemed not to give a damn. All the time I applied for work and didn't get it I was never even told why, what, where, how etc. and it started bothering me. Then people had the Gaul to blame me for the situation I was in when I lived in a shitty system that the education system doesn't prepare you for life at all. All the democrats seemed to give a damn about was climate change, diversity, and getting an education. After your education it seemed like they didn't give a crap about what happens to you or if you survive or not. Then when the tables turned and Trump was elected (this was before actualized.org of course). I must admit I was really happy to see the establishment as angry, scared and as pissed off as it was. (Disclaimer this was before) I was happy because I finally thought that these assholes finally got a taste of their own disgusting medicine I said finally after all these years of being ignored and not being given a damn about. After all these years of suffering from the depression that comes from unemployment this guy actually cares and these people can't stop him. (Turns out he actually didn't care) yet at that point though I was very happy he was elected. http://bakshandehariel.wixsite.com/website/single-post/2017/01/22/Trump-and-the-Forgotten That's where I talk about it.

@Nahm

@RichardY Now you're feeding my ego

@Lorcan although... https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asexuality

@Lorcan One size doesn't fit all it shouldn't be one way across the board. If this form of education system serves some kids they are more than welcome to stay in it with out any changes. All the ones though that it ruins there lives and leaves behind it's unjust for them not to have another option.

Hi @MarkusSweden are you actually from Sweden? How is the education system there? I am going to be in Stockholm from the 18th of September to the 25th of September.

Leo made an assumption about his audience I took it personally and I cleared it up he understood it and then he gave me faith for the future...

Near 1:26:00 in your episode you assume that I accepted all my parents and schools faulty programming. I didn't I always had a struggle with what they were labeling me as and what I thought I was (if I was even anything at all). Even though no one told me that what was going on didn't make any sense there was something coming up from inside me that told me that anyway. I didn't have to be told by my parents that when they were attacking each other through me in their divorce that it was bad and uncomfortable. I told myself that my school sucked and probably wouldn't help me in the long run AND I WAS RIGHT. It was my own open mindedness that led me to this channel with out anyone telling me. The thing is that I think some people have something inside of them that just doesn't blindly accept the influences around them. Some spirit from deep with in themselves that no parent, teacher, and/or family member can just shove down their throat. Or I may be wrong I don't know. We all don't know but, that's what makes it more interesting

1:17 he talks about strategy coincidence?

Near @ 59 he says that the only really worthwhile thing to do with your life is to become a Yogi. So in that case he'd better be going after those picnic baskets at the park and watching out for the rangers .

@Colin Adults sorry didn't clarify.