Sarah Marie

After I finish whatever part in my school where I am allowed to practice I will be asking for as many people as I can fit into my schedule. I will see if you have found someone, if not I would be thankful for the opportunity.

@Abhijeeth I just always think of thoughts as another sensation, as if I notice a quick pain in my side while meditating. I will hear the thought, notice it's come up and then focus back on breathing while it goes away. If I notice I can not stop going with the story of my thought, I will use visualization to help my mind focus.

@Iulia I can completely relate. I am 25 and have been married for 6 years. We have a son which makes things very difficult. He treats me well also. I noticed that when I start feeling that way (interested in other people) a need is not being met for me. I would urge you to search within to see what type of void men are filling for you. I can tell you I am not the same person my husband married, not even close. He has always been amazing and treated me like a queen. This week he "snapped" and literally got so angry I had no idea what was wrong. He finally sat me down and handed me a list (literally 15 pages) of mistakes I've made for the past 6 years and told me he resents me for it. Like what the actual fuck, I've never cheated or been abusive toward him. They were things like " You got mad at me when you were pregnant because I was watching football all Sunday therefore you do not support my hobbies." UM. Yes, because I was pregnant and throwing up, instead of looking for a job you relied on me. Now I find myself and my son away for the weekend. I often feel disconnected from him too, because I am very into education and personal development and he literally won't even carry a conversation about it. Overall, I can say though that because I have worked on myself I've figured out what I was running from. Even just being gone this weekend I feel fine, because I know I'll be just fine either way. I am SO glad I worked on being an individual (financially stable, emotionally stable, etc.) before something like this happened. I still don't know where we are going but I can say that he has deep childhood trauma and emotional issues that if he isn't willing to work out will still cause problems. It gets complicated for me when I think about leaving my son 50% of the time. The best way I can describe it is to imagine if there were no other men in any picture, would you still leave? I'm willing to bet your comfortable enough and would just stay. Get to a place where you decide leaving is best with no other man in the picture and you'll know what to do.

@Natura Sonoris I am very interested in this too!

You can also do a Yoni steam.

@Baby I eat a pound of chocolate. Just kidding, in all seriousness I have the same issues. Birth control makes my emotions better, but I don't like taking it so I choose not to. I went and got all of my hormones and vitamin levels checked. I was low in vitamin D and since I got those levels up it seems better. I also take a lot of supplements including MACA so I think that helps.

I am going to ask this question with the risk of sounding crazy, but if anyone can help explain this I'd be someone in here. For a long time now I have these "episodes" or I call them "experiences" because they are so humbling and honestly put things into perspective for me. I am going to do my best to describe what happens. I will randomly feel like I am not human. It feels like I am scattered energy and I'm just observing. I have no feelings, like I can look down at my son and see him vibrating like little atoms/energy making him up;I just recognize him as that, energy. It happens very quickly it feels like I am just "there". I don't choose when this happens and when I try to force it it doesn't work. It feels like I am dissociating (not consciously) myself from my body, but I am still so aware. It almost feels like I am observing from an elevated level but I have no opinions. It completely freaks me out when I "come back" because I don't mean to do it. I went and got a picture of my aura taken and the lady who did it said she must have snapped the picture wrong because she's never seen the perfect red orb around someone's head. We took it a second time and it was a perfect purple circle above my head. My entire family got theirs done and it looked rainbows around them. She told me that this means I am able to "leave" and visit "another realm". I don't know about that, I am a medium and I do help people connect but it's nothing crazy like that. It's just like a slideshow in my mind and that's how I connect two people on different realms. Can anyone help explain this? There are so many "out there" things that have happened in my life I feel like I'm open minded about anything, but this freaks me out because I feel like I'm crazy.

I watched Leo's video on "How You Lie" and I was like oh my gosh, I totally manipulate people. So I started just being honest and I lost about 3 friends, LOL. But I will tell you I would rather have them gone then listening to how their spouse cheated on them but they don't want to leave (blah blah blah). I've noticed totally honestly makes me feel like I am being my authentic self. If you choose this just be prepared for some consequences. Don't get me wrong I'm not an ass hole, I am just honest. Example: My husband- "Did you just check that guy out?" Me-"Yep, I sure did." -honesty My husband- "Did you just check that guy out." me- "Yep, I did. Why can't your muscles be that big?" - ass hole comment/crossing a line that doesn't need to be crossed.

@abrakamowse yes!

I would love to learn about shadow work, how to start, and the benefits. It's not something I know a lot about.

@Markus I think of this often and the only thing I hear is energy. I am energy. My mind is never silent, ego always has an answer for me.

@DanoDMano That's why I added that question I was curious to see if it was an age thing (I'm 25) or a cultural thing. I know it varys by person but generally speaking I think the younger generation considers it bad hygne.

I love 50 shades of Grey, lol (insert handcuff emoji here).

@kalter000 I'm sure they do! She says they just have to dig for the gold. It's hilarious. She even uses hair dye down there sometimes.

Yes, way too cute . I agree too, he has literally made me question everything while also keeping it real and calling me out on my bullshit.

I am married, so I don't date. But it does really fascinate me to see watch my friends and all their so called "rules". For me personally I do not think even if I were single I would hook up on the first date. For one I'm terrified of STDs I really need to keep myself as healthy as possible. For two, I have to have some sort of vibe or feeling of who the person is. For three, I really don't think I'd benefit from it. But once I did decide I don't think I'd hold back on making the experience anything except extraordinary. I have always thought being groomed was part of hygiene, but I have a friend who believes the hair is there for a reason so it should be left. Interesting perspectives.

I think I should have worded this question better, sorry guys. I was more interested in the overall social views on this. Like from the people who do not even have a concept of social conditioning is. Hope that makes better sense.

@Blessed81 It sounds like she is still very young and at a difference place on her journey. From what I've read you probably also feel like you're in a different place as well. I agree with @Ayla by changing your energy level you will attract a different type of person.

Thanks guys, I mean I know my opinion on the subject which would be it's subjective. To be clear I'm not "spreading sluttiness shame". Has nothing to do with that, that would probably be what HE is doing by making these claims.

@JustTom I have never met Leo, and don't work for him. He just happened to choose me to moderate, lol. I just also happen to be super passionate about finding my life purpose. That's why I was saying I hope someone else chimes in.

Plus he guarantees it, if you finish it and show him all of the work you did and don't like it. I hope others chime in on their opinions. I used to pay 50$/week for therapy trying to figure out what I wanted to do. I decided to stop and buy this and I know 100% it saved me money in the long run. I almost spent $100,000 getting my PH.D. The course came out literally right in the perfect time at my life. I learned pretty early on that my values didn't match up with what I thought I wanted to do.

It's worth it I promise you. I literally recommend it to everyone. It is so worth the investment. I have a degree in psychology, have watched his videos, and read countless books. The thing is, it is a blueprint and by the end you know exactly what you're doing (at least I did). I go in and re watch them often.

A cheaper route would be to buy something like Leo's life purpose course, which honestly was worth way more to me then the money I spent on it.

It will be well worth the money.

@carrotqueen Also, I don't use the same techniques for every platform so once you choose one study up on them. Sometimes it's trial and error for me. It really comes down to knowing who your target audience is, good content, consistency, and quality. Good luck.