Loreena

Who are you ??????

Dang ...I interrupted your meditation

To be noooothing Nothing means nothing and something means nothing and everything means nothing and then Round and round And Round and round Once again Back to Nothing This forum - nothing You - nothing Me - nothing Everybody - nothing I need to sip another drink Drunk woman steals ferry and yells - i'm Jack sparrow What??? Nothing!!

Journaling helps a lot with spontaneity. Start describing stuff in your journal. By the way I have this same problem too. I think it's an executive function issue or something that remained underdeveloped since childhood. I frequently deal with articulation issues. I feel like I want to say something but I cannot get the words to illustrate it the way I want. And then I find someone using all the exact words and writing a long conversationalist essay to express their point and I am left wondering why I couldn't have done the same.

I guess somewhere around 2007

Deep love

Yes we are all interdependent entities yet we are independent of each other. A strange amalgamation of things.

Yeah, humans are the most ignorant species on the planet. Just too many complications only being human. Not easy being human. The hardest thing is staying alive.

I feel hopeless all the time. Don't know why.

@FindingPeace thanks @Nahm .

I really want to feel like nothing exists anymore and it is so liberating. Let the world around me crash down. Bother no more Free at last ?

Wise people avoid bad things. Foolish and gullible people fall for everything good and bad, and generally bad. Now you can't do anything to change that. You can't make a river flow backwards.

If you sense that it's bad advice then just ignore it. There are good apples and there are rotten apples. Do you ever ask - what to do with rotten apples ?

Omg Marc you are so right on point. Dude I absolutely love you.

You need to be very warm and social. I am pretty sure you already are. Once when I was watching the x factor or America got talent not sure which one, there was a tall handsome guy with a great singing voice and they flatly rejected him because he didn't appear very docile and warm to them. It's a talent show so they shouldn't be judging the character of the guy. But I realized then that only looks and talent are not enough, the personality factor counts as well and makes a big difference. You should turn into a person that anyone and everyone likes in the room. Sort of a people pleaser, not all the time but whenever needed, bring out that people pleaser suit.

@Bronsoval People can have different reactions to different things. Its a spiral. When I look at it, I tend to look straight at the center where its brightest and kind of creates a spinning effect. Its too flashy for me especially the blue colour and the spiral, like a bright blue light in the center of everything. I didn't mean to offend anyone. I just wanted to point it out because it had been bothering me since a few days. But the so called highly spitritual world peace loving people of this forum have to make it into a big deal.. their egos cannot tolerate small changes on others behalf. So I leave it and move on. Now no need of a debate on this thing. Shrugs

@Bronsoval I have the brightness on the lowest on my device. Its the nature of the image which is the problem

If this forum wasn't there, I would have ended up dead by now.

I want a little heaven in my heart

No I literally mean it. Its too flashy for the eyes.

@Martin123 your profile pic hurts the eyes

God exists

Do you like one more than the other, if so which one.

@LRyan this is so true. Truth reveals everything about life. Just ask yourself what is the truth in the here and now and all answers will flow out. Truth makes you free from everything.

@Leo Gura plz pin this post. It's a beautiful post.