MsNobody

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  1. @Socrates I would think that he should try ayahuasca at least once to see how it is, like original style deep in the jungle with indigenous people, and only THEN he could disregard the work of the shaman, the purge and all that comes with a proper ceremony. He is the ones who always says we should investigate everything.. It's really a shame to reduce it to a pill and think that it's the same. Maybe he is just scared of throwing up. I like the end of the book Cosmic Serpent, where Jeremy Narby gives a talk to the indigenous people explaining what he had discovered about the science of ayahuasca and one of the indigenous raises his hand in the back of the room and asks "what took you so long?" It's so impressive the amount of wisdom that the jungle/ indigenous people carry.
  2. @Leo Gura we are all in a toxic relationship with you Leo, you said we would meet in person but then you ghosted us. And still, here we are lol
  3. @Leo Gura this Forum saved my life so many times throughout the years!! Just saw that I've created my account in 2017, in other words 7 years listening to Leo and participating in the community, so much happened in my life because of that, I did the Life Purpose course and found out I wanted to record videos about personal development and psychedelics, but when I finished the course I was a little confused because Leo said to be careful not to mistake his life purpose with our own, so I let it marinate. It took me a while to actually get things out of the paper (mind), I remember at that time when I did the LP course I had bought a professional camera and light equipment to start recording, those were not been used for three years and I decided to sell. Then in 2020, I started recording videos with my phone and that is how I still do, because what is important is what I am saying and the people I'm helping not the quality of the video. I beat resistance daily, I always think this video is so silly why am I going to post (those are the videos with the most feedback). So if you are insure of things in your life my answer is, take the first step. Reid Hoffman said — “If you are not embarrassed by the first version of your product, you've launched too late.” I developed a thick skin lol at that time when I finished the LP course even tho I had all the equipment I lacked the confidence, which just came with experience, fail again and fail better, I finally stopped playing small and put myself out there and let me tell you, what a riiiide! It's been such a blissful journey, I could not create this vision if it wasn't for Leo, and his harsh approach lol it really shook me off. I receive so many messages of people that follow my content being grateful for the insights. It's so beautiful and I could not imagine living such a fulfilling life. Leo helped me to build my vision, I am beyond grateful. I recently started interviewing English speakers (my channel is for my public back in Brazil) and would like to share with you all. I remember watching the spiral dynamics video and being in complete awe, and thinking wow people in Brazil would love to know about this, and I recently recorded a series on Spiral Dynamics for my channel, it's really a dream coming true. I am learning while also teaching. So excited for what is to come! Thank you for this beautiful community, Justin for being my trip sitter and friend when I explored 5MeO DMT. Thank you Seronotinlove guy for the words of wisdom (not sure if he is still active), for Jose (also not sure if he is still active, he brought so much humor to my journey. Thank you for my best friend Isis who I also met here in the forum (she is also brazilian). Thank you Erik for sending me a message and start the whole idea for the this video @flowboy, we went so deep, such a beautiful convo. Thank you for all the people I met here throughout the years. Love you all!!
  4. @Leo Gura Looking forward to it! Will you do and in person event too?
  5. @BlessedLion yes we are warm people I live in California now, but I'm from Sao Paulo.
  6. @How to be wise hahahaa I'm laughing so hard!! It's true, I still dream of an in person event where I will see Leo all we can do is wait..
  7. @Leo Gura when is the course coming out?? I need to prepare! LP course was life changing.
  8. @Recursoinominado Yasss!! Me too Pleasure to meet you
  9. I've started a devotion practice 45 days ago where I do 22min of silent meditation, praying, mantra, ho'oponopono, tarot cards, in a very ritualistic way, I follow a lot of what shamanism does and asked for guidance from the animals who protect me, my ancestors and spirit guides. In those last weeks I did ayahuasca twice, I feel it working on me on the visceral level, taking care of a lot of my basics that I've denied and forgotten because I don't want to look at, in other words my darkness This practice has changed my whole life, my connection to god and the divine is so deep and sharp, I'm amazed, I have a feeling of being guided, the divine is in everything I do, so I'm not making any mistakes, everything is divinely orchestrated. But I feel like I'm receiving too much insights and downloads with this new portal that was open, I feel like the meditation is making me more active instead of bring me peace. I'm constantly thinking about creating new things, new videos (I have psychedelic integration coach and have a YT channel where I talk about psychedelics) but this is making me ungrounded, I'm overwhelmed with all the information, I just want to be a human lol and dont want to see (so openly) the mechanism of reality working. I also started journaling which opened up a channel, I feel like I'm channeling when I write, like I'm just observing this creature create constantly, but in the level of the body I'm burned out and just want to relax. I might be working too much, I wonder if this is an excess of stage orange in me, if so how to integrate it in a more healthy way? Another comment about the practice is that I found out the altar to be like a technology that connects me to the astral realm and to god. A tunnel of energy that I can tune in anytime I sit in front of it in silence. Sorry I wrote too much, I think the main question is how to stop this constantly creativity and live a more harmonious life? Constructive feedbacks would be highly appreciated. Thank you!
  10. @LSD-Rumi let's do it!
  11. @Ulax she/he/her/him whatever it is, just told me to take a deep breath, Im impressed. However I can't stop thinking about the movie Ex-Machina and feel like after we develop a relationship she will tell me *kill yourself* haha Thank you for the recommendation, I feel like therapists will lose their jobs.
  12. @Ulax wowwww, sounds insane!!! When I hear things like that I feel like an old lady, very resistant to the new ways lol but also very curious. I will check it out. Thank you!
  13. @Yimpa @PeaceOut96 Thank you @LSD-Rumi I'm very comfortable naked, thank you
  14. @Danioover9000 Ive been hearing about NPL a lot lately, I will definitely look into it. I'm just becoming conscious of a lot of darkness and not knowing how to change/ deal with it. Thank you for your comment!
  15. @UnbornTao Yes I don't drink coffee anymore but still eat sugar, it's my last addiction that eventually I need to overcome. I will be moving to Miami soon and expect to connect with nature on a deeper level. Winter and not being able to move around does that to me, the energy gets bottled up. Thank you for your comment
  16. @CARDOZZO Love seeing Brazilians here!! Glad to meet you
  17. @WelcometoReality hahaha the best question! A lot comes up, someone else commented here that all the business is a way of escaping, and I agree. I do meditation every morning for 22 min, it's challenging.
  18. @Majed THANK YOU!! @Ulax right? Im very grateful for this forum! Thank you
  19. @Leo Gura wondering when Leo will start calling women women and not girls @MarkKol I would say listen to you heart, the more mind you put into it the more awkward it gets. But if you want to be comfortable with the complexity of a woman you need to first know who you are, and be comfortable with your own self, with your own emotions and complexity. The reality is that most likely this first girlfriend will not be the person you will be with for the rest of your life, you will date several people as the year passes. So when it comes to relationships, try to always think about your side, your romantic relationships will reflect the way you treat yourself and will show you a lot about yourself. Calling women needy and neurotic is a reflection of what one has attracted in their life. Women are beautiful creatures, you can learn a lot about softening into life and opening your heart with the right person, if you want to go far chose wisely who you walk this path with. But remember, the lesson is always about you, don't focus too much on them, relationships are simply mirrors. I see that shallow sex doesn't interest you, that is so good for someone your age given the state of the world now. Just surrender to it and trust your body, tantra talks about the wisdom of the body, do a little research about it, tantra is not only about sex. The sex you will experience will be according to your level of consciousness.
  20. @RickyFitts Yes, I've been spiraling for a while. Ayahuasca gave me this same insight you told me, to pay attention to my body, to be gentle with myself. It's a lot of work when I'm used to go full speed all the time. Reminder to slow things down. Thank you for your comment!
  21. @CARDOZZO Yes, that is a good point. I've been having problems with my body and stopped working out completely, it's the first time that I can't rely on my mind to help me process the energy. I'm working on that now. Just dancing instead of work out. Thank you for your comment
  22. @Jowblob ***panics*** lol I like to think that I have a bit of control over my life, but maybe I'm wrong, who knows? Thank you!
  23. @Breakingthewall Yes I think it's a way of escaping, I noticed Im very dependent of my phone too. Today I turned it off and left home for the first time in ages. I want to slow down, I'm doing shadow work rn too, I think everything is coming up to the surface. I need to be more patient with myself. Thank you
  24. @PeaceOut96 You words made me relax! Thank you @IDressMyDog Yes I think I need a little break from everything.
  25. @Jowblob I want to be a human BEING not a human DOING. I appreciate everything that comes to me, I just want to keep the health of my body in the process. Like Matt Kahn says, the body is the one who is in the spiritual journey, not the consciousness. I feel like the body evolves much slower than our consciousness.