Principium Nexus

Geometry is far more powerful than we can imagine.

@Parki Did you research the substance beforehand?

@mikeyy The fact that you approach 50-60 girls shows you are a bit restless.. And a mall isn't really the best place to meet new people, they are probably shopping.

@Buba Exactly, dreamers look over the fence of the known and share the space of visionaries. The "known" is taken for granted but can be completely false, it's fun too to explore! It's exactly what we did when we were kids and probably still do.

I find the notion of time utterly absurd, ridicilous and amazing. One moment we are born, an eye blink later we are in our teens and before we know it we are old and nearing the physical "death". Before I started to self-actualize and deeply focus on big picture approach these moment in time in both the past and the future were far away. Now it feels I'm present in all phases at once, I'm already thinking how it's to be old, how it's be to have childeren, everything related to each stage of life. I'm raising my awareness by looking at everybody around me and understanding why they are where they are. For most of human existance both being born and death are somewhat the absolute ranges that define normal human life. They define what we can do and shouldn't do because we take these two events for granted and don't really question their validity. If I would die right now would it matter? If time is only created in the mind and doesn't really exist in the outside world, then the entire world vanish as soon as your mind is not able to create a relativistic model of reality anymore (creating the notion of time space and thus seperation of "events"). We fear death because we feel we lose something which is the life we cling so hard to. We are afraid our relatives/friends might suffer or are left alone. These reasons will all make us unsettled/worry about our death/enter it with great fear. We will all die whether you like it or not, sooner or later and it's what defining your whole life until now. I think to be more alive is to strech the horizon. Be more fearless of death, less hesitation, less fear of failure and rejection, more compasionate and loving without clinging. So what I want you guys to do is challenge what you think death means to you? What are your fears? Does it matter if time doesnt exist after you "die"? What holds you back from living your life to the fullest? Wonder beyond what is known.

@Leo Gura It's their own way of finding out, if they are stubborn then that's their lesson

@AleksM It was a rhetorical question There is no true definition of the scope what "sacred or non-sacred" geometry is. All geometry that is derived from relations is sacred to me.

Start with the substance, the dose, time and setting. Some background where you are in your life could also help us understand why you experienced something. Where there any other people, what did you do to prepare, where do you feel it went wrong, what did you expect, what did you get, certain highlights you want to point out? I think those are some important notes.

@AleksM Well what is sacred geometry in the first place? All sacred values can be derived from geometry, like pi, phi, square roots, every imaginable number can be found through geometry. The basic templates like the circle, square, triangle reveal important facts about relation and reveal certain important secrets about the universe. Don't under estimate this!

@doronshadmi I love to talk more about it

It's pretty tough to read because of the mathematical terms but I think I understand what you mean. Mathematics is the language to define "things" or "number", or as to say create a dualistic framework from non-duality. How do the many arise from the one? Mathematics to me is in the mind, it is a construct of labels and values and it creates! When I see a painting on the wall it is just one painting, but then my brain begins to distinguish "things" and apply "number/value" to them. So that single painting becomes fragmented into many things, it's not a painting it's actually different strokes of paint each with different color, reflective, texture, etc. We created math to explain how the mind goes from A to B, from the one to the many and how it transforms. Geometry to me is the origin where mathematics is derived from, because it is based on relation/relativity of points, but before we apply any values to it it just IS, geometry exists without number. Once begin to measure it we begin to define it's reality to a fixed state, which is only in the mind. Same applies to quantum mechanics, when you measure something, you start to define it and collapse it into a specific state. Whereas letting it exist, as pure geometry or being, will keep it in a superposition or in non-duality (pure potential/oneness). Mathematics is our tool to measure and brings logic and solidity to our world, it collapses the superposition of oneness into the many, the number, the separated, distinction, concept of mind. Mathematics is far more mysterious than you can imagine, it creates our reality

@AleksM You forget that your background shapes how you think and act. Even if you fully distance yourself. The environment where you live in controls you whether you like it or not. You are forced to act if something happens that could harm or kill you if you want to stay alive. There are many subtle things that influence the subconcious mind and we think this is our own control. Magicians use it to introduce specific choices, like reading a number and color from someones mind. Plus if you believe you have free will you basically say that you are seperate entity with total control detached from external influences. But this goes completely against non-duality? So is free will therefor not something the ego creates and clings too? The ego "wants" to be free, to have true identity, but this is only a mere illusion. We are one big living organism, we have shared identities that are formed through relativity. Our actions and thoughts only exist because of this relativistic model of reality. If everything is interconnected, then free will is an illusion.

Hi guys, just decided it was time for some internal work again. I already have numerous experiences with psychedelics and when I solo trip I really come to peace compared to trips with other people around. Here and there I might share some ideas or insights, if context stops making sense that's a point where I probably have to stop using logic and go with a meditative flow instead of putting notes all the time. I put up some lovely meditative music on, got some paper and pencils ready when I want to draw (sometimes better to reflect than words) and cosy blanket and pillows. Personal notes Dose: 75ug oral - This time I didnt chew on the tab but swallowed it with some water directly. If it's too light I might add 75ug more. Time of intake: 17:30 - Feeling a bit better than neutral, still have things to work out and larger changes will happen in my life soon. So far I'm looking forward to what this experience will reveal to me. 17:45 (+0:15) - My smell has increased significantly, I have a small bunny here from a friend because he is away and the smell is already 10x as apparent. I really feel amazed by how much more detail and magnitude this sense can have.

@Leo Gura Yeah agreed, it's probably better not to post when the mind dissolves Do you think 75ug is enough? If I add later it might only extend the trip instead of taking me to higher level.

@Joseph Maynor They will learn you deep lessons, it's way beyond reading any book because you jump into the layers of how the psyche works. Take care, with good intention it will be an adventure for sure

I had the worst bad trip of my life once, which was also the greatest insight. After that when I learned to surrender and NOT trip im random public places and the trips got much more interesting and less fearful. There are basically two kinds of psychedelic trips, one where you have a shared experience but still feel you have to hold a certain mask of what to do and not regarding to others. The other one is in solitude/alone, these ones tend to be much much more introspective, you dont have any impulses from others so you can completely focus to dive into your mind and really explore its mechanism and layers. For me solo tripping I can melt away without carrying how I look, I can explore every part of my deep psyche without being ashamed to others. Some parts, which everyone has, we rather not show to others but keep for ourselves. I like to take time and explore both the good and bad stuff that makes up my personal identity, the way I act, feel, breath and live. Solo tripping is something for people who have some experience already so you don't get overwhelmed what id happening to you and you also need a certain shamanic mindset. Let arise whatever comes, observe, don't cling, continue. When I really listen to my own psycological being, it tells me that psychedelic trips are good for max three times a year. Above that you will get in trouble integrating what you find and they will be too close to each other. Psychedelic learn what the real you is, and show you that this person identity from society is fake. It's made up, artificial and to still have some balance between the two you dont want to do it too often. Otherwise you can get in trouble keeping touch with every day life in society. These tools are great to crack your shell if you feel numb from life, emotions will flow, it will teach you what life is worth. Take care

I'm currently in a long distant relationship which is going excellent after we first met last summer and now this New Year we will meet again because we cannot wait to see each other again. My girlfriend challenged me to do a NoFap till we meet which is in approximately two months and I accepted it if she doesn't do anything too. Funny enough for her it's not really a big deal, she says it could be because of the difference in hormone cycle, but nonetheless do you guys have any tips? I managed to do a three week streak and felt many great benefits, more life energy, sparkly, emotional stable but it was also hard not to be tempted. I guess I have to avoid stuff that teases me too much and have to find some distraction or peace of mind when it becomes more intense?

I don't want to say it but in someway you also trigger something in those people. You're probably a kind person who doesn't want to bother anyone, but have you ever thought of how you appear to others? Maybe you give them wrong eye contact or something else?

Ultimately we don't have freewill because we have to obey to our bodies, eat/drink/rest when they require it. What would the purpose of being ultimately free? That would mean you have no connection what so ever with your surroundings that hold you back. I think a small part to that keeps us from having ultimate/absolute free will also makes us human and humble. It gives our life value too, defining in what we can and cannot do. But within the framework of natures laws, which rules we have to obey, we can freely do whatever we want. You dont have to follow social order. You can basically do anything that you are able to think of if you got the things to accomplish that. Nature aims towards order, we see that in all the fractal structures it produces. Cities for example have a very commom growth pattern in how their layout evolves with population count. Does that means we have no free will and we always build the same subconciously? No, it's because its the most efficient manner. If you REALLY learn how nature works, how it grows, how it shapes, how it transforms in any form. Than this knowledge can be used to transcend your normal habits and become master of your own reality. By knowing the source, you become the source.

I see those too! To be be specific they look like tibetan sanskrit symbols. The tibetans were/are great explorers of the (sub)concious mind all, wouldn't suprise me if their through studies brought these symbols directly out of the mind.

@see_on_see Well it's more like a challenge. Last time I felt great benefits, overal much more alive and positive to talk and doing more stuff. I find that I also become more confident and look less tired in general. I've watched numerous videos about kundalini and how it is supposed to travel up the spine so its more than just watching porn. Even the egyptians talk about reusing this power for ethernal life, thats what the symbol of the egyptian ahnk represents. http://www.spiritofmaat.com/archive/apr1/ankhing.htm Despite that, it couldnt hurt to accumulate some sexual energy ?

It's way more sensual when you start giving a massage and both experience normal skin touch to the more intimate ones. You learn so much by just listening and feeling how someone else reacts to your touch, making physical eye contact, just being there together aware of each others presence. From there it's great to expand a bit further, depending how you both feel you can go any direction, from just casual cuddling if you already feel pretty drained or something more Of course some random quick action during the day can also be lots of fun.

If you want to change the world, change yourself, be an example and everybody will follow.

@elias Namaste