Just Do Nothing

Although 'you' may not exist you are here to enjoy this great perception. Just remember life was created to be enjoyed, don't sit too deep for too long

Tortilla wrap + salad + any lean meat/fish = win A salad is always readily prepared from raw veggies (carrots, cucumber, lettuce, sweetcorn, red onion, tomatoes) and a stock of infinite wraps and freezer full of chicken, fish, veggie meat etc...

Yes although not for a long time. I've had the experience unintentionally a few times n my lifetime. Unfortunately, as soon as I realised that I was in a dream I woke up each time.

Yay yay animals and insects and shit

When meditating or experiencing emotional state changes it feels like tectonic plates of the brain are moving about

My grandmother has always been devoutly religious and connected to something... I'd spent my whole life time laughing at her until recently.. Now I'm starting to feel like I may be catching on to what she is is connected too. My schizophrenic father had always told me not to mock her and had told me that she is wiser than I think... I think that their is definitely a link. I also definitely think that I should not speak of my spiritual experiences to avoid getting a tag as a crazed person. Perhaps schizophrenia is when people have spiritual experiences that they did not intend for and get freaked out by it and feel that they have to tell the world?

One of my favourite sittings was after eating a hash brownie

I was in therapy once, but it was Leos advice that really started to mend me. Unfortunately, the real 'original' methods are frowned upon these days.

Hmm tough one... I respect men who are geniuses but they tend to not be so courageous. I respect men who are fit, strong and fearless but they tend to lack intellect. Each to their own ... I look up to anyone as long as they hold good morals and are ambitious in their ways of life and hold some sort of intelligibility. Of course the man who is courageous, strong, physically fit, sociable, caring and in incredibly smart is one to respect! but the man who understands and respects others regardless of their background and does not lust for women and will always pursuit to bring happiness to himself and others is ....the man

Strange, I've smoked/consumed cannabis for a long time until I recently quit but when I did smoke it I noticed that it ruined my mentality when fighting at the muay thai gym I also meditate daily and feel that it helps me greatly, when I am being offensive I have to drop my mind state into that of a monster however. Kinda like when I am fighting I am in a 'meditational' mind state focusing on my breath whilst I am in my guard.... then when its time to counter or the time to pounce then I quickly snap out of it and get angry and kinda become non enlightened? Each to their own I guess! Bruce Lee is the king and maybe I should stop being a monk

Pretty sure mines a monkey cause when I meditated on shrooms I was like 'yo I'm spirit Monkey' That was before I read this too.

Nothing wrong with that. Thats why I do Thai Boxing and Jiujitsu! EDIT: Seriously though, fighting is an art if done properly and should not be thought of as violent if done in a controlled environment

I feel as if I can't truly meditate because my back aches and I can constantly feel it... I was always told to sit up straight when I was younger and now I wish I had listened Is it going to take me years of straightening my back to truly be able to meditate?

"The one who wants more will only find darkness"

Yep, I googled 'overcoming addiction' and watched that video by Leo. Now it's lead me onto a new path where I appreciate everything and everything is more beautiful. I know that if I keep this up for the rest of my life then all the pain will be worth it.... not that it already is I think the only thing that I'll get addicted to now is meditation haha!!

Wow.. I study sound engineering and I find this fascinating!

Ah cool, that is good to know. I was in the traditional sitting on floor, back straight head up position! Think I'll just sit in my chair and have the rest support my back.

@Juan Cruz Giusto Really enjoyed reading that, made me get tingley. Well said bro!

Thank you for your wise words. I'm really excited for my new life, I feel reborn. I'm gonna go as deep as possible!

I don't know why but I found that video so entertaining!

I quite like the taste of the hash its a bit spicey but I've had friends who disagree. Anyway, just put in a yogurt that tastes good and you'll be fine. The best thing to do is have one with a syrup mix like a muller corner and then it will deplete the taste completely. I never get paranoid except when I'm high, I actually get paranoid that I'm about to get paranoid just before smoking a joint. Most times when I smoke weed I just feel very scared. It's weird because I've smoked thousands of joints in my life time but one day I just couldn't hack it! Btw, keeping on topic to your original post. I think infinity is very beautiful and although I love live, I do look forward to return home when the time comes Although I'll probably get bored again and won't stay for long!

Wow, you've really hit the nail on the head there! Perhaps one day I will be able to enjoy getting high again.. but for now I've only just started to become free and don't want to take a risk so early. This is my post which is why I am on this forum today. Completely backs up what I've just quoted!

Couldn't agree more! It really winds me up when people disagree with the way that it affects me and argue. Have you ever tried eating hash? I use to like break about half a gram up into a spoon full of butter and heat and stir for 2 minutes and then drop it in a yogurt. The high is much more relaxing and smoother and I use to prefer this method as I did not feel paranoid

Every time I smoke cannabis I just feel unstable, their was time I enjoyed it. You are blessed!

Okay so it just so happened that my housemate never used the dry shrooms that I gave him. I ate 3.5g and meditated. I drifted off to my true form. Unfortunately, I told a friend to come round before I started meditating and I got disturbed by him. This put me on a bad trip, I had to meditate to find my peace again but instead I found a demon. "I am the one that lies within" A housemate came in my room and was like "woah are you okay them shrooms are fucking with you bro" I told him that I was fine and just meditating. The truth was at this moment I found myself very scared. I had just spoken but the words where not mine. I started flipping out, the realisation that my whole life I've been possessed. Greed, want and obsessing for more. I had to fight this demon away for good. This was a battle with inside my mind, I had to appreciate everything that I had at this moment and just be happy. I continued to flip out, at times talking to myself in the mirror and telling this demon to get the fuck out my life. I was unsure of who was in control at this point and who was telling who to go away. I spent the next couple of hours finding peace within myself and appreciating everything in my life. I was shaking, trembling with fear. But I soon realised it was not me who was afraid but the demon inside of me. I was winning the battle. I found true happiness eventually, overwhelmed with joy. Screaming with happiness in my house. I was in control. I then ran 5 miles... On my run a lady on the other side of the road cheered me on "woo oh roadrunner you go boy" straight after two men on the same side of me made a provocative bark at me and taunted me. It scared me.... I couldn't let it bother me and found my inner peace shortly afterwards. I am pretty sure that was one of my fastest 5 mile runs. One of the happiest moments of my life. Running around my city screaming with joy. I am finally cleansed, however I am also pretty insane now I know there is still work to be done but today was a big realisation, finally I feel that I am in control. ------------------------- Is their any chance that this post can be moved to he journal section so that I can continue to update my progress from this moment? I do realise that some of the stuff I have replied so far has been a bit 'edgy' so to say. But that was me trying to change... Now I feel as if I have finally awoken