Psychonaut

@Azrael How likely do you think that 5meo can produce an even bigger spritual ego donger? I mean if you take all these beautiful concepts into your trip will they just be kind of confirmed? I don't want to become delusional and believe that I am God and tell everyone about it. I certainly have had some weird experiences on my endevaours on psychedelics. But I usually don't take the shit from those states that seriously though it might take some days to come back. I used to like acid but now I feel like the 20 hour trips were I only fall asleep at 10 the next morning are just too much for the body. Acid was certainly a wonderful tool to cut through a lot of the bullshit, but I feel like it has passed it's peek of usefullness - at least for me. I still get something out of it, but I have to sacrifice a full weekend. I wonder if 5meo is a good tool to cut through the last bits of bullshit floating around in the mind.

@Orange Where is the "skill" of being aware supposed to come from? How are you supposed to be aware with all this crazyness going on everywhere if you never trained to do it? Meditation is training awareness and it's highly effective training. Normal everyday life ain't a good trainer. It's more like the complete opposite. It trains unawareness. You don't have to meditate for very long. I often just meditate 20 minutes and then sometimes I close my eyes for a couple of minutes when I get the opportunity and call it meditation. Just get in the flow and sit on a chair for a couple of minutes. Ez pz.

You are setting the stage for enlightenment to happen. Meditation is not a requirement for enlightenment, but that is not a valid reason to slack and not do it. You want to raise the possibility for enlightenment to occur and meditation will do that.

I should also start making videos so people pay attention to what I say and talk about. It just random neurons firing in my brain that somehow turned into atoms vibrating in the air which turned to more neurons firing in someone elses brain and through some kind of a miracle gained some value in the process. No need to pay any attention to it.

Be aware of the possibility of loosing consciousness if the dose is too high. You won't even notice if you have surrended or not lol.

Who cares about the orange stage. That stage is laughable. It's hollow there is no connection to what is important here. If everyone is in this stage we are going to destroy the planet and erase the whole human race. I'm not saying that is a bad thing. If we can't advance through these destructive stages fast enough till the coin lands and we are on the wrong side then that is how it is going to be. There is no point in trying to use the spiral dynamics model to advance through it as an individual. The model was meant for larger groups of people, for society as a whole. Its about we we we we not me me me me.

My best friends which are both Indians are into this. I sometimes talk to them about it.

I'm a lazy fuck. This sounds like the perfect solution to me. I'm hyped for this.

Ha Neeeeeeeeeerd lol

I experienced Satan. It was frightening and beautiful at the same time. For a split second there was blood running down the walls and I could gape down into the dungeons of hell. I felt like I merged with Satan and I was the beginning and the end of all existence. It felt so good to be finally freed from my weak mortal existence. Sadly I have gone back to my frail ego existence and I'm stuck with trolling on internet forums to gain self worth.

#dicksoutforharambe

@abrakamowse Stop believing that I believe in any words I say. It might be just random happenings of typenings of letterings with no meanings.

I am. Suck it.

I don't believe in science.

Is there a correlation between how much you think and how much you remember? I feel like my mind has become more lightweight, less thoughts arising and also less things remembered. I wonder if memory is just thoughts repeating itself. If the thought is not repeated again it is forgotten.

@flhugoboss I be fucking hoes in Pattaya every 2nd weekend and haven't had sex where I haven't payed. Anything wrong with me. Not that I can see. Everything okay. Game is for people who don't have money to pay for hoes. They need to always try to get it for free.

I have no idea how to read any of these maps. They seem pretty bollocks to me.

Maybe one day I will forget myself.

I like playing video games for self actualisation.

Yeah I would say so. I don't really care about anything but enlightenment. The rest is just noise.

217 days.

Enlightenment, no enlightenment, same.

Comes naturally.

I literally just talk about nothing. I make up things and generally fuck with people. Some days I just listen. Some days I just leave if I get bored.